I would make this a YouTube video but I know very well my mom stalks my YouTube so like no. She actually might stalk my wattpad but idk so I guess whatever. I'm starting to act like the person I was before I found Adam's channel. Before Jess'. I had depression the whole year of 4th grade. Adam's videos don't help me anymore but have helped me enough to become the person I am today. I have made more friends than I ever had my whole fucking life because of him and for that I owe him so much more than I can give. But back to the topic at hand basically I haven't been doing well as of late. I've become extremely numb to the world and really don't give emotion to somethings. I've lost half of me. By myself I am seriously nothing. For 6 fucking years I have shoved that into my brain unknowingly. It's gonna take a lot more than 1 year to get me back to the person I once was. Wait no never mind. I don't wanna be that girl who is so anti social she only hangs out with her family and does nothing else. I wanna become a new person. But like I said 6 years is a long time. It's gonna become 6 1/2 if I don't do anything. But I don't know what to do. I am a faceless person not knowing what to do. Faceless is me but I can definitely watch so many things about people and turn them into something about me. Then I don't have to seem as faceless as I truly am and I can make myself believe the bliss of having fun that lasts for longer than it does now. All the fun I have is with people during small moments in my life. I'd like to become more. Well that's done so here's something else. I like Team Crafted yeah? I wanna write a story that has a chance of getting published. I am ashamed that I am doing this but honestly I care more about becoming what I want people to believe rather than them thinking differently of me. I'm going to have same outline of it, same personalities of people, but them sounding and being completely different. No love story involved. Maybe. Whoever plays as Sky will be the main character. She will be a girl to change it up. Can someone plz help meh create new people? Like new looks and names? Maybe a gender switch here and there? I just need some help. This whole passage is dedicated to Succubi_Shugarr goddessofpain01 KatieTheKitticorn Dah_Cassanuva_ID LullabySpark UltimateOtaku319 CiciTheMifwa Allystar02 and PrincessGamerz4life
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