Life is er perplexing. You see, not everyone understands it. Correction no one understands it. Yet despite that we go on. We learn and bound in to our memories. We teach others our teachings and they pass it on. Humans are selfish. No matter what you say they are. They're selfish since they would like to further their species as far as the world allows them. Actions speak louder than words and we have the proof. And the nerve to keep going. I say we but do I really want to be part of this insanity? Do I want to have children? I want something of my own blood but I'd rather not have something that has to suffer as I do. I apologize that's very selfish of me to say. Back to the topic of life. Is there a purpose? Is all of this hassle and harass worth it? No. There's no reward other than becoming old and having joints harder to move. But that's not a reward to most. Death? Who knows. Not me. Don't take this as a sign I'm not doing well mentally rather a sign I would like to teach you what I know about life. You can alter the traditional. My example is although I am an older sibling of my only comrade, sibling, I haven taken a step down and let him take the trust of my parents. If something bad comes along I'm immediately blamed. Even if it wasn't me. Unfortunately. Lots of messages yet not enough time so four last words.
Farewell as of now.