In a word my life is HELL. You get the whole back story to an idiot, a so called worthless piece of shit, an ass hole, well me...
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You can ask someone there defamation of pain and you will here somethings you feel. You ask me you get this...
Pain: Somethings you see or feel, pain is mental fiscal or emotional. Pain is a state of mind.
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For people who don't know me, I'm Rayne. I'm a ass hole. If you see the picture up top that is how I look. No my life is not perfect but it is apart of me (sadly). Honestly, I have been heat to now I can't feel. Fawn (my birth mother) walked out on me when I was 12, and before  that did not give a shit about my older brother (Cole), and I was 1.5 years old. If you ask her she did, but I sit here telling you nothing but the truth. Because of her I don't know what love trust and at a time mom met and means.
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Life is not perfect, but we have if and I don't know why. I don't know what the point of life is so don't ask me.
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Thank you if you have gone far in this madness. I don't need pity from anyone.