do they like me bc of who i am or who i made myself to be

do i really matter to them

oh right

im just a transferee with an interesting backstory

someone they dont know well

just a smart girl with a lot of friends

because she tries to adapt to her so called "friend's" needs

just to fit in

has she ever been invited to plans? once

do they care? maybe

how about the people i originally started with?

am i friends with them? yeah

bestfriends? some

do they care? not as much

ever been invited to their plans? no

why?

because im just a student they found interesting. i gained more friends, they started to drift away from me.

all the responsibilities on me.

theyve done bad things to me.

well, not all of them.

theyve excused it.

"somethings wrong with them and thats just how they act"

"they were born that way"

that doesnt justify SHIT.

"ik her shes done nothing wrong"

YOUR CASE ≠ EVERYONE ELSES CASE

at least to you shes done nothing. to me, to her, to others, she has.
weve all done bad things in life, excusing them isnt the answer. arent you the leader? shouldnt you know this topic better than everyone else?

ofc you wont believe me when i talk to you abt it. after all, im just your stupid girl 'best' friend you found interesting when she first walked through those gates. shes your other stupid girl best friend that youve known for 2 years compared to me, who youve known for 8 months.

you dont understand.

idk why im ranting im just so mad rn

update: she was tryna beef with me then hit me with the "girl I'm joking" liekkk wadafugggg nobody taking yo joke like a joke no more