So how do I even start this part of this book or rather chapter? So guys as I have stated in my last conversations and books...Its been tough. I will start off with the good news first then get into the bad news which Wattpad don't even think abt restricting this chapter either! 

So good news! I have a gf guys! She's really pretty and I love her lots, we are constantly otp but its all-good fun and good laughs every now and then. So this is all the good news I got now onto the bad news.

Bad news! My grandpa has Lung Cancer...It got so bad it spread to his brain...They did Radiation but, on the way, back from his last radiation appointment he accidentally fell. We had to call squad and I wanted to cry because I didn't know what to do. He lost all his confidence after that small fall guys. The doctors have put him on some medicine to help him but starting the rest of this year we will be doing hospice. 

I don't have the picture on my laptop which I am currently doing all of my stories but I will post any updates on my snapchat if you all want to see comment your user and I will add you. Besides the point anyway, my grandpa is feeling ashamed whenever we try to help him to do something and he feels like a burden but he isn't. It has been the up-most shitttiest year of my life and I thought coronavirus year was shitty but I stand corrected 2023 is the number 1 shittiest year. We have lost so many young and kind souls throughout this year. Inquisitor, Many K-Pop idols, many Famous tv show actors. How many lives need to be lost! Like fuck! This is so much on so many people.

I have no words to describe this year other than shitty. I wish this year could be better but it isn't it just is so rough for everyone. I hope everyone has a better 2024 because I most likely won't be on much once shit hits the fan. I love each and every one of my fans and readers and I am here if you ever and I mean ever need me.