I'm Payton Barnes. I'm a lesbian and no one including my family knows this. I really hated boys though for some pretty good reasons.

   My former father was a pedophile, my mom couldn't stop him from constantly raping me and my my three fucking sisters. It was awful what he did to us.

   He didn't stop until my older sister killed him that night. She was only seventeen when she committed murder. Now I'm nineteen at the second oldest child.

   Do until I was fifteen I was trapped with a beast. I have two younger sisters that were 16 and 14 now. My oldest sister was 21 as of now.

   Well, today was the day I headed to college to fulfill my dream to be an athlete for volleyball. I had gotten a scholarship to the university of Auburn for it as well.

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    "We are gonna miss you so much Payton," My mom Lola said as she gave me a huge hug. My two younger sisters then joined in.

   "Thanks mom. Thank you Tamara, thank you Quinn," I said as I gave them a tight hug back.

   "Now you remember Payton, don't get into trouble, don't do drugs, visit every other weekend since we are 40 miles away and just have a good time over there," Lola told me as I picked up my bags.

   "Bye Patty!" Squealed Tamara. Quinn gave a wave. I felt sorry for Quinn the most, she was the youngest which had my dad on top of her the most. Luckily that dick wore a condom.

   Just like that I was off to wonderful world of college or at least I hoped it would be.

   Lola didn't know that the weeks that I didn't visit them I would be visiting my older sister Jasmine. I missed her so much even though my mom despised her and disowned her for killing her husband who was a monster. She denys she knew what was going on but when the cops showed up she said there was nothing she could do.

   Me and Tamara forgave her but Quinn doesn't just forgive and forget for what happened.

   My father had been the most rough with her, tying her down to her own bed, using toys on her constantly and worst of all he made her spend the night tied up in a doggy style position for week and spent hours just abusing her. She was seven years old when that happened.

   He had only tied me up twice, one time it was to make Jasmine eat my pussy while he fucked her and the other was for a whole 2 days as he used me for a masturbation toy.

    I don't know if that time with Jasmine made me want girls rather than guys but she was so gentle, it felt amazing when it wasn't being forcefull.

   I thought about my fucked up family all the way there...

   I arrived at Auburn in about an hour honestly and decided to go straight to my dorm. The administrators said my dorm was big in size but also had five other people I had to share with, women and men.

   Great. The one thing I hated.

The thing about this book is the short chapters. I just wanted to try something new here!