I felt like shit this morning, I hid it with lite makeup. I can feel that soon my life will come to the end, I sat on the patio bundled up on the patio. I looked to the sky, I was pissed as hell. I stood up dragging the blanket with me, I yelled with all my heart.

(Play the song now)

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME? WHAT HAVE I DONE THAT WAS SO BAD, THAT I DESERVE THIS AS PUNISHMENT! I'VE DONE WHAT NOTHING BAD EVER, I WANT TO LIVE GOD DAMMIT.

I bring the necklace out that the lady gave me, not know if this would work. I held it in both my hands, I bowed my head as tears leaked from my eyes. I just want a few more days, for them and myself, please. After that, I don't care, please just give me this. I took the necklace off, throwing it into the water.

I sank to my knees, I took my pills out taking the 4 I needed. I walked back to the patio door drinking my water. In the wind, I hear them singing Crystal Snow. I see Jungkook smile at me as he opened his arms as I ran into them, he gave me a giant hug which had me giggling.

I hugged Jin, RM, Jhope & V, I looked at Suga who gave me a small gummy smile. I bopped his nose, I looked to Jimin. He had tears in his eyes, I walked to him pulling Yoon-gi with me I pulled us together in a hug. I wish I had your hugs before when I wasn't sick, that way I have etched into my memories.

I looked at all of them, let's go do something crazy and fun. I looked at both Jimin & Yoon-gi we grabbed Jungkook and brought him in our circle. He grabbed V, we whispered quietly all 5 of us giggling. I turned around, we are going on a treasure hunt.

I planned it already, well technically it was only for myself but since your here with me. How about we do it in groups Jin, Jhope & RM vs Yoon-gi, Jimin, V, Jungkook and me. The winner gets a prize of whatever they want and the loser gets a small prize. Why does the loser get a prize? My game, my rules. I give the old people they're paper:

Team Old
Jin, Jhope & RM

I printed out ours, ours was a little harder. Alright, Rule #1 Walking only, Rule #2 No asking help from Staff. We have until the sunsets, I run and grab my backpack putting cold water Nd snacks. I have my money in my bra so we are set, I run to the printer grabbing all 5.

Team Young
Yoongi, Jimin, V, Jungkook & Me

The staff yelled go and we split, I was pulled back as my backpack was taken from me from by Jungkook. I huffed and puffed out my cheeks, It's not even heavy Oppa. I crossed my arms, Jungkook ruffled my hair and walked out the door, V topped my nose running out the door.

Both Jimin and Yoon-gi stepped up and nodded at each other, they leaned in as they kissed both of my cheeks. Omo they both kissed me, the staff all laughed at me. I pouted as the staff followed us, they said to take breaks. I told them I will, I told them if I break they break. They were about to argue when I told them My Game, My Rules.

I walk and I see some girls squeal and fangirl, I walked to them I now and ask would they like to take a picture with boys. One girl has a cafe apron on, I explain to them we are on a treasure hunt. They said not only they will give is what we need but our coffee, tea, and drinks are on the house.

I pulled the girl to the side and ask "Is it because of them?" No, unnie it's because of you! Jinjja? Why me? Because I idolize you a young woman that has done nothing bad in this world but still has a smile on her face. I gently pulled her in a hug and thanked her, I slipped a few thousand won in her apron along with a note.

I pulled away, I bowed and tell it was an honor meeting her. #19 was done, I met up with the others with a sincere smile on my face. I told them what had happened, they were sad but when they saw my smile they smiled too. Numbers 23 & 35 were the most fun, we called the Team elders to join us for that one.

We have #27 & #28, we went back to the cafe. The girl was still there, I told we are taking a late lunch break. She tells me the Vlive with us in the shopping carts & display window was the funniest thing ever. I find myself laughing when she brought up the display window when we pretended to be robotic mannequins. I tell her which ones we have left, as an, I said #27 she said she'd be right back.

She escorted a lady to my seat, the lady held up her ID saying your a pretty one. I called the boys over to take a picture, we smiled and I helped the girl. Unnie, now all you need is #28, my family will help. I look at the staff and ask can I still accept her help even though it says someone we don't know? It's fine hurry you have 10 minutes till sunset, unnie call your boy's hurry follow me.

We raced a few streets down and into the firehouse, the girl yelled out to her Appa and Oppa's? It was the firemen from earlier, I was shocked. I covered my mouth and pointed as they did the same, I laughed. The girl gave us crazy looks, I told her that we were here earlier doing #8.

Your Appa let the 4 of them play on the firetruck, one of her brothers pulled me aside and thanked me. Why are you thanking me? Because you made my sisters live a whole lot better, I knew that look anywhere. I asked what does she have? Leukemia, my heart broke for them.

I then took out my 300k from my pocket, Can you call your Appa and brothers over here. What's going on? Can we talk in your office? I told the boys I'd be back and just to have fun with her and told Yoon-gi to make sure no one gets hurt.

Where are your parents or siblings?

I told them everything from waking up and doing the things I wanted The thing with Jackson, everything me Loving Park Jimin& Min Yoon-gi. They embraced me in a hug, I felt so loved it was surreal. They said they will indeed do the paperwork, I told them I'll have my lawyer contact them.

We want to make you an honorary firefighter of firehouse 8, Dae they gave me a helmet and went to talk to the Yoon-gi. See I knew there was a reason I had to come to Jeju Island, to make a friend and to have a bond with a family, not of my blood or race. I walked out to see my boys playing, I ran up to them and started playing with them.

I called the others to meet at the firehouse, I hugged the other 3 and told them what I did and they hugged me tighter. They walked to the girl all the boys signaling each other as I played an instrumental version of I Need U, I joined with the dancing. Even some of the firemen joined, it was getting late and it was time for us to go.

I felt strong arms lift me as I'm placed in a car, slightly waking to another set of arms around me. I didn't want to let go, till I heard that sweet laugh. I asked the 3 to share my bed, just a few hours. I snuggled up to the warm body as another snuggled and cookie snuggled as well, that night I smiled as I knew my day count is going down.