It's snowing, I've never seen snow. I ran around, twirling and laughing. I started humming Best of me when I turned they started singing it for me. Each man taking my hand singing each verse was the best with Yoon-gi, Jimin, and Kookie.

My heart was heavy, yes but, being with BTS was the best day of my young life I always remember this. All the pictures I took I handed over to Hitman Bang to give to the boys after I passed.

All the staff cried that were with me, I made them lunch when we got back. I told them no filming, let's enjoy this one as if it's our last. Moon dear, everything ready! Dae, I'll get ready then.
I chose to wear this:

Oppa Hitman Bang escorted me into the dining room, moon the boys have a song for you. I nodded my head, okay there was a reason I wore no makeup today. It's because I knew I was going to end up crying when I heard it was "Love is not over".

Hitman Bang held my hand and brought me to the stage, I already knew what it was. My tears are already flowing down, I wiped them slowly. The song was over, so not only did I come up with a song to sing you guys did too.

I put my purse down as I stepped down from the stage, no I didn't walk down, no I wanted it done in style, I ran and flipped off the stage landing in front of the three who mean a lot.

I clear my throat well Min Yoon-gi, Park Jimin & Jeon Jungkook & the rest of Bangtan  Boys. I thank you for your voices you have helped me in more ways than one. A little over 5 years ago there was an incident where someone broke into the home of a 16 yr old girl, where she was beaten and tied to a chair.

I'm fine now, but there was too many for me to fight back. It came to my attention that someone of my blood, my half brother was the one who did. I am who am I today a strong 21 yr old woman with an illness but I still don't take shit from anyone.

I wipe my eyes, I hope you like my version of your version of Spring Day.

I was engulfed in hugs, tears were flowing. Miahne, forgive me okay let's eat and go watch the sunset. We all ate them was laughter and a lot of tears but we had fun. I had my shoes in my hand as we were walking along the beach.

It was a perfect day in my eyes, no fuss just a lot of friends enjoying each others company, I wouldn't have it any other way.