A/N: SPG/R18/ROMANCE/SMUTS

Taeyeon's POV (We all know, she's a byunTAE) 😅💏👭💞

Since lunch I didn't talk to Tiffany, she looked very confused now and I don't want to add more in her worries.

And yeah, I'm kinda pissed in our situation. I thought it was all perfect but that favor messed up everything. Tiffany was actually considering it, what if she'll accept and marry that Nichkun?? She will gonna break up with me? She will leave me? I will not let that happen!

I know Uncle Jiro is like a father to her but she must think that it'll change her whole life. That favor was too much, Tiffany must learn how to say NO in this kind of situation.

Our afternoon classes were done, I'm avoiding Tiffany because I want to give her space to think. I'm not sulking... Err... Fine, just a little but I understand her. I don't want to pressure her.

I really hope she will reject it and choose me because no matter what happen, I will always choose her.

I don't know, no matter what she decide I will accept it with all my heart but I will make her feel and realize how much I love her.

It's night, we're done eating dinner. We also took our showers, I used the kitchen bathroom while Tiffany used my room's.

I made my way to my room as I opened the door I saw Tiffany lying on my bed with her pink nightgown. She's so beautiful as ever. And I realized that I need to fight for her, I don't want to lose her then I gentlyclosed the door.

I tried to be cool and made poker face, just serious and flinty while walking towards the bed. I sat first before lying beside her. Tiffany was just staring at me blankly.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Tiffany asked. I missed her voice. Gosh!!!

"I just want to give you space" I said not looking at her.

"I don't need space Taeyeon" Now she's calling me Taeyeon, not Tae?

"So, what's your decision?" I badly want to know it.

"I know Uncle Jiro's favor was insane... But what if I accept it? What will you do?" She's answering me with questions? Seriously? She don't need to ask me like that.

I rolled on top of her and I held her hands up to her head "Are you regretting it now... To be my girlfriend?"

Tiffany didn't answer me, she didn't say anything and it made my heart clench. Now I know the answer.

It's suffocating me, I can' breathe in my normal pace. Tears were threatening to fall down from my eyes.

I really tried my best to pull myself up, I need to go away here. If she gonna choose to marry that guy, just go, I won't force her to stay with me.

But before I could move she hugged me tight "I'm sorry Tae... I'm sorry." Tiffany was crying "I'm just confused. I'm sorry if I need to think it twice and consider it. It's Uncle Jiro and I owe him my life. But..." She sniffed hard "I don't want to marry Nichkun, I don't love him anymore. He's my first love but it's all in past."

"No matter what your decision is, I will respect it Pani. I love you... And I'm sorry for this." I sat up on her lap then quickly slid up her nightgown. I forced to strip her in no time, she was shocked in my actions that she didn't even react to it.

Gosh, Tiffany is naked now. She really have a perfect body, and her bottom was shaved but still, white and smooth.

I leaned down to her and kissed her hungrily but Tiffany pushed me and slapped me on my face. It caught me off guard. I know this is wrong, I'm forcing her but I want to make her feel my love. I want to change her mind, I want her stay with me.

But I realized, it's like I'm going to rape her. Forced her to have sex even if she don't want it, that's stupid. I'm so stupid not to think of her feelings.

"I'm sorry..." I'm really ashamed of what I've done. I'm trembling, I'm so bad. I feel like I'm maniac, I'm worse than Cheol Woo. This is sexual harassment!

Tiffany on the other side looked worried "Tae-"

I cut her off "I don't deserve you Tiffany, I'm sorry. You can go and sue me if you want... Or whatever. If you want a break, I will give it to you."

Tiffany frowned "What?? We don't need a break!" She shouted. Then she snaked her arms around my neck and pulled me closer to her.

"You don't need to do this Tae because I chose you. I will not marry Nichkun, I won't stake my life for him and you're my life." Tiffany assured me as she looked me in the eyes.

I can't absorb it yet "Really?"

Tiffany nodded "And for this..." She carefully held my red cheek like it was fragile "I'm sorry, I'm just shocked."

"I deserve it anyway"

"No, because I want it too. Make love to me Tae. And let's forget about everything outside this room."

Tiffany's eyes were glistered with lust, so am I? I immediately pressed my lips against hers then she initiated the lip-locking. All things around us disappeared. Tiffany took control of it and I'm so willing to let her. She wanted to be dominant as always.

But she wanted me to make love to her so I need to be dominant right? I slowly took control of it and kissed her fiercely.

I slid my tongue into her mouth, exploring it and Tiffany did the same as our tongues were dancing together.

While kissing I reached Tiffany's breast with my hand. I cupped and squeezed it. Tiffany moaned in my mouth as I rubbed her nipple with my thumb.

It's my first time and I'll just go with the flow. I moved my hand down as I cupped Tiffany's dripping bottom. I rubbed her clit with my fingers, it's kinda damp and sticky.

I broke the kiss and moved at Tiffany's bottom, I spread her legs wide and right away I licked her bottom then she yelped as her body shook.

"Ohh Tae... Hmmm..." Tiffany started to moan as I began to kiss and eat her core.

Tiffany was writhing on bed as she grasped the bed sheet, her mouth agape and her chin was up. Her moans made me feel high. It was really sexy.

Then I slid my middle finger in her core, it feels warm, wet and tight. Tiffany arched her back and continued to moan.

I continued to pump my finger and licked her hard nub. Her voice grew louder and louder as she called my name. I added my index finger and continued thrusting my fingers in her core.

"Tae... I think I'm gonna come... Oh..." Tiffany cried out.

I thrust once more, to the deepest I could as her thighs were shaking and her stomach twitched. She reached her orgasm.

I pulled out my fingers and white liquid was oozing from her core along with some red. Damn it. It's blood! I quickly get tissues from my cabinet and wiped those liquids from Tiffany's bottom. Tiffany was panting and her eyes were still closed. I threw the used tissues in the trashbin near at my nightstand then again, I lied down next to my love on bed.

"That's great Tae..." Tiffany looked at me and smiled.

"I know, it's your first right?"

Tiffany nodded "And I know it's your first too... But you look like a pro." I flushed with her remark.

I turned my body to hug her and I buried my face into her crook. Her smell was so good, I missed it. And seriously, I can't live without this girl anymore or I would be crazy.

"Don't be shy Tae, I love what you did... as I love everything in you." Tiffany said as she fondled my hair.

"I love you so much Pani"

Tiffany nodded, I know she's tired. Not because we finally have sex but because she's stressing about her uncle's favor the whole day.

"Let's sleep now Pani... Good night." I looked up to her then she kissed my forehead, the tip of my nose and lastly, my lips.

"We need to be ready and face Uncle Jiro tomorrow." She muttered.

"Okay... Don't worry, just sleep now and take a rest."

Tiffany curled into me, her face on my chest and I covered our bodies with the comforter then I hugged her. I rubbed her back or more like massaging her and I can feel that she already fell asleep.

Tomorrow will be tough but I will fight for her. And I'm willing to help them.

*****

I woke up with Tiffany in my arms realizing she's still naked. I can feel her bare skin on mine, it's smooth, soft and warm. I can't still believe that we had sex last night... she gave everything to me. And I'm convinced that I did the right thing... to love and trust her.

I carefully pulled myself up, not to wake her. She's gorgeous while sleeping, I could watch her all day but I need to go to the bathroom 'cuz my stomach has too many butterflies right now. Kekeke~

After an hour in the bathroom, yeah, I did sleep there. Just kiddin', I took a bath y'know. I went out wearing a bathrobe and I saw Tiffany was already awake. She sitting on the bed while her back was leaning on the headboard, she's busy on her phone. When she saw me, we exchanged smiles at each other. Then I walked towards the closet to get my clothes.

I'm thinking of something unusual but fun. What if I strip in front of her? What would be her reaction? Anyway, we made love already. It's not a big deal.  *grinned widely*

So I decided to strip the bathrobe and it slid down on the floor revealing my naked body. I'm confident with it, my tits are perfect for my body. It's not too big or small either. I have my milky white skin, flowless and no marks. Anyway, I'm not seducing Tiffany... am I? I just wanted her to see it as I saw her body. Just fair and square.

I slightly looked over my shoulder and to my surprise, she's standing inches from me. Looking at me with her lechery. Err... and to completely tease her, I turned my body letting her to see my full front birthday suit.

Her eyes traveled up and down looking innocent at me then she pushed me on the cabinet door as she held my hands on both side.

"What you think you're doing?" Tiffany whispered at my ear.

"Nothing? Good morning Pani ah!" I chucked.

"This is how you greet me morning? To be horny with your body?" I gulped with what she said. She's horny? Wth. My heart started to beat furiously, I can hear it inside my chest.

"I-I... I'm j-just teasing y-you" I'm so nervous but excited somehow. Tiffany let go of my hands and looked down on my chest.

"You're mine, so practically, I can touch your body. And... I can taste it." Her voice was husky but it's so darn sexy.

"Right Tae?" I just nodded. "Very good."

Tiffany started to kiss me on cheek down to my neck then she nibbled it and I hissed in pain. Maybe there were hickeys now on it. Just cool, I did the same last night.

Tiffany moved down to the middle of my mountains and licked it. She stood straight looking at me, smirking. Oh yeah, she's naked too. I almost forgot.

Then her eyes moved down to my chest, she slowly put her hand on my chest. Touching and massaging it softly. Tiffany's eyes were innocent as she was trying to probe it. She moved her hand a little down and cupped my breast then she glanced on my eyes. Her warm hand on my breast, it gives shiver down my spine.

Tiffany began playing my nipple with her index finger and it turned me on. I can feel the heat in my body. And my mouth agape and I moaned unconsciously.

"Pani ah, what are you doing? Let's eat breakfast now." I'm really nervous right now and I don't know what to do. I'm shaking not because I'm scared but because I'm tensed... Sexually.

"Not yet baby" Tiffany squatted a bit to level herself on my chest. "I want this first"

Tiffany put her mouth on my left nipple and I whimpered. Her fingers were still playing on my right nipple and sometimes, she nipped it and molded my full right breast with her hand.

My mind shutdown as my hands were pulling Tiffany's head. My chin was up while my mouth was opened like a fish. My breaths quickened as my adrenaline rushed through my veins. Her mouth was sloppy wet, it accords tingles and quivers throughout my body.

"Chaap chappp chaappp... Hmmm..." It's all I can hear right now.

"Pani ahh..."  I wailed. She quickly moved up and captured my lips with hers.

Tiffany kissed me and held my cheeks, it was tender yet hungry and passionate yet feverish. I just letting her do what she wanted as I responded equally returning the favor. I kissed her with all my heart and soul. I wanted her to feel that she's the most important person in my life now.

Abruptly, she yanked with the smirk on her face "Tae, I want to eat my breakfast now."

Breakfast? Err... that's a good idea. Gosh, she's gonna give me sexual frustration.

"Ah. S-sure! I will get dress now." 

Tiffany held my shoulders still "But you're my breakfast Tae" She bit her lower lip.

Before I could say anything she knelt down, she pressed her lips on my bottom, she spread my thighs wide opened as she rested her hands on it.

Tiffany licked my bottom like an ice cream, I can feel her tongue and it makes my knees weak and trembling. I can feel shocks were rising from my core. My stomach twitched and my body can't stop writhing. I moaned loudly because I can't control the pleasure anymore. It's overwhelming and tiring. So this is how she felt last night huh?

Tiffany was literally eating me, she's pushing her tongue in my core oh gosh, make me sane again. She continued it and I feel new sensation in my core. It's great and I feel like I want it more.

Tiffany really knows me as she thrust a finger in my core, push and pull basis. Slowly and deeply. This is really new to my liking, it feels heaven.

"You're so tight baby" I rolled my eyes. Of course I'm still a virgin, well not anymore.

Tiffany giggled and add more finger then just kept pumping it in my core, faster and faster. My loud moans were unexpected. I didn't know that I can make such sounds. As I said, a lot of firsts with her.

I think there's something in my stomach that near to go down and burst. My lower body was shaking as I held the knob of the cabinet door very tight.

After a bit, I reached my climax. 

Tiffany licked it all. She sucked my whole bottom and nibbled it. She cleaned me though then stood up.

Tiffany smiled at me while wiping some white liquid on her lips "You taste so good Tae." I blushed and looked down.

"I think you need to shower again Tae, wanna join me?" Tiffany said with her alluring voice. She walked towards the bathroom and left me dumbfounded.

Sh-shower together? She needs to payback then. I dorkily smiled with my own thoughts.

"Tae baby, I'm waiting" Tiffany teasingly said.

"I'm coming!" No... you'll come this time Pani. I smirked and followed her in the bathroom.

I need my breakfast too for this tough day.

*****

We're already eating in a restaurant me, Tiffany and Uncle Jiro. We did a little chat while eating, Tiffany appears to be calm since we met Uncle Jiro for our lunch. And me? Of course I'm tensed and I feel unease with our situation. We didn't talk about the marriage yet.

I feel so nervous right now. What if Uncle Jiro will be mad at Tiffany? I don't want them to get hurt, I don't want to see Tiffany crying, and I don't want her to suffer again but she chose me and I need to fight for her. I'm not letting her marry that Nichkun, he's totally jerk to ask that marriage anyway. It's just money and Tiffany is not a payment for debts, she's priceless. I mean no one can buy her even me. And I said before I'm not stupid, not all things in this world can be bought by money.

My trance was broke when Uncle Jiro said "Anyway... Tiffany about the marriage. Are you willing to marry Nichkun?"

Tiffany put down her chopsticks on the side of her bowl and looked sternly at Uncle Jiro "I'm sorry Uncle but I don't want to marry him. I will not marry him." I began to fidget my feet underneath the table. My heart beats wildly.

"Why? Don't you love him?" Uncle Jiro asked plainly.

"No, I don't love him anymore. Yes, he's my first love but... I already love someone Uncle. I love he- I mean I love that person so much." Tiffany glanced at me with worries in her eyes but I smiled at her to say that it's just fine.

"Okay... Then, don't marry him." Uncle Jiro nonchalantly said.

Me and Tiffany were just astounded looking at him with wide eyes.

"It's okay to you??" Tiffany asked in disbelief.

Uncle Jiro nodded "Yes, it's okay."

"But you said, you want me to marry him?"

"Uh-uh... I said that, I want you to marry him but I won't force you if you don't like it. It's your life Tiffany and I just thought you still love him. And I guess, you really love this girl beside you." Huh? Girl beside Tiffany? Did I hear it right? I'm the girl who's beside Tiffany! Uncle Jiro knows about us? How??

Tiffany stiffened and I don't know what to do "Yes, I love Taeyeon. She's my girlfriend now Uncle" She held my hand on the table.

Uncle Jiro saw this but it's just nothing to him, he's fine with it "I know, you two looks very in love with each other. I can see it, you can't hide it to me girls."

"It's okay to you?" Tiffany asked. I'm really speechless right now. Is this really happening?

"Yes, it's your life Tiffany. I'm just here to support you. And don't worry about my debts, I'm accountable for that." Uncle Jiro smiled and turned his gaze on me "And you young lady, please take care of my daughter Tiffany."

I frantically nodded "Y-yes Un-Uncle Jiro, I promise to take care of her."

"And don't worry Uncle, I'll help you to pay." Tiffany assured.

"No, you don't have to." Uncle Jiro contradicted.

"A-actually... Um..." Kim Taeyeon! Fix yourself! Don't be nervous! And I took in a deep breath "I have a proposal job for you Uncle Jiro. I have my jewelry business in America too and I hope you can manage it. Tiffany said that you're doing great in business so... I think the job suits you. About your debts, I will lend you money for that. How much it is, Uncle?" Did I sound like a bragger? I hope he's not offended.

"2 million dollars" Uncle Jiro lowered his head. It's not a big deal for me. Money?? I have a lot of it.

"Okay, two million dollars? I'll transfer it in your account Uncle Jiro. And I don't want you to pay it to me actually... because what I have is Tiffany's possession too. And you're like my father-in-law." I playfully said as I winked at Tiffany.

"No, I will pay it. Let's talk about the interest-"

I cut him off "If you'll pay it, no interest Uncle. And you can pay me whenever you want, no quota every month." I firmly said.

"I'll help my uncle to pay you Tae, you can deduct it in my salary every week." Tiffany insisted and I frowned. Tiffany and Uncle Jiro were very alike, they're stubborn.

"Aisshhh, you don't need to pay me..." I whined. "Uncle Jiro, you can just work for me please..." I puffed my cheeks. "You're my family now"

"But it's our responsibility Taeyeon, even if we're family." Uncle Jiro said.

"Tae... we need to pay it or else, people might say we're just gold diggers." I don't care about other people's opinion. It's not really important. It's our life, mind their own businesses.

"Then, just pay half of it. Don't argue please." I pursed my lips.

"You really have a good heart young lady... and I'll think about it. About your job, I'll accept it after I paid Nichkun. I know, it's a great opportunity for me to manage a business. It's my pleasure. Thank you so much Taeyeon." Uncle Jiro sincerely said then gave eye smile to me. He's really resembles to Tiffany.

I sighed in relief "Then it's settled."

Tiffany caressed my hand and I stared at her "Thank you Tae..." I nodded happily.

Very unexpectedly, a girl stood on my side and we all looked at her. Seems like she was sitting at my back, did she hear our conversation? I looked at her and my eyes went round.

"Jessica?" I can see that she's just holding her tears to fall but at the same time, she has this cold and unfriendly attitude as always.

"Can I talk to you outside?" Her voice was cold and trembling.

I looked at Uncle Jiro and Tiffany "Umm... please excuse me." Tiffany was fret.

"Okay, take your time Taeyeon." Uncle Jiro said allowing me. Then I stood up, Jessica walked out, I bowed to Uncle Jiro and followed Jessica outside.

*****

In a parking area near at the restaurant, I was with Jessica inside her car sitting in the passenger seat while she's sitting in the driver's.

I think it's almost 10 minutes that passed but she didn't talk to me... yet. I know she's mad, maybe she heard our conversation in the restaurant. Well, I think it's better that she already know that I have a girlfriend.

"Taeyeon..." Jessica called me softly, there's pain with her voice "You're really unfair. You know that I have feelings for you but you didn't give me a chance and now you have a girlfriend??" She was crying now and I felt a pang in my heart.

"I told you before Jessica, you're my best friend. I'm sorry but I can't love you." 

"That's it? Huh? Why? Why can't you love me?!?" Jessica bursted out. Her tears were streaming down to her face.

"....." I don't know what to say, seeing her like this makes my tongue tied.

"Why can't you answer me?? I heard everything Taeyeon, they're just using you! She's a real gold digger! How can you not see it??" Jessica yelled at me. And I got annoyed with her comments to Tiffany.

"Shut it Jessica! She's not like that! You don't know her!" I growled at her.

"Yes, I don't know her because you didn't introduce her to me! I'm your best friend for noodle's sake Taeyeon!" She retorted. She's right, I didn't introduce them. I forgot. Geez. This is my fault.

"I'm sorry Jessica..."

"You're always like that Taeyeon, you know that I care so much for you but you're just treating me like nothing!" Jessica sobbed hard and she covered her face with her hands then leaned it at the steering wheel.

"Jessica... do you really wanna know why I can't love you?" Jessica just continued to cry and didn't bother to look at me. "It's because of Megan."

Jessica froze then she looked at me with her red eyes "Megan? What do you mean?"

"I know that ever since your break up with her, you still love her and until now Jessica." I paused to regain my composure "I like you so much Jessica and... you distracted me inside, my heart, my sexuality. I considered it... us being together but I can see- I can feel that you're in love not to me but to your ex, Kwon Megan. I'm just your rebound Jessica... let's face it. No matter how hard you tried to convince yourself that you're in love with me, I'm not numb okay?" And then my eyes swam with tears. I almost fell in love with her but I know, deep inside... she didn't love me the way she say it. She just love me as a friend. Best friend.

"You're just saying that for excuses Taeyeon... I know that I love you. Don't make judgments, this is my body, my heart, myself. I know what I feel." Jessica's voice cracked.

Am I just making excuses? But I felt it when I'm with her. She always talk about Megan and sometimes I caught her peeking Megan's picture in her wallet. It's obvious, she has still picture of Megan in her wallet! I can't love her because she's still in love with someone else. I mean, I love her as a friend but nothing's more than that now. She can't accept the fact that she's still tied with her past. 

Um.. what if she really loves me more than best friend? But I just can't replace Megan in her heart? I know it, she can't love me the way she loved Megan. In spite of that, what if my conclusion is wrong and she really loves me the way she say it? 

I can't love her back now, I'm in love with my girlfriend.

"I really love you... but now that you have a girlfriend and I can see that you're so in love with her, I will not force you." Jessica wiped her tears.

"I hope we're still best friends, Jessica" My eyes showed my full hope with her. She's my very best friend in this world, I can't lose her.

"I need time Taeyeon... give me time. Go back in the restaurant. They're waiting for you." Jessica coldly said with her stoic expression.

"Talk to me when you're ready please..." Jessica didn't budge in her seat then I went out of her car. After I closed the door of the passenger seat, she quickly drove off and left me.

Time doesn't heal anything... it just teaches us how to live with the pain. 

Love is the most beautiful thing to have, hardest to earn and most painful to lose. 

And I believe everything is going to be alright. Maybe not now, but eventually.

***** 

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