Kpop Dream of BlackRoses_JKS .

Guys this dream is so emotional, while I'm reading it, my chest got tight. Ugh, although it's just a dream, still I don't like what I'm feeling right now.

I woke up in the middle of the night, around 3.

Then my room's door opened. At first, I was scared because I thought it was a ghost. But it was a girl.

A korean girl.

She told me to wake up and there's something 'Wenlu-oppa' wants to say. I was confuse.

'Who is this?'

Then I look around, I wasn't in my house. I'm in a kind of dorm-like room. Its quite big that 4 people can share and 2 twin beds (I forgot what its called)

I got up and saw the girl waiting for me. I clearly heard her say

"Eonnie, what time did you sleep? You usually wake up earlier than me."

And then laugh. Its like.. Its not a dream.

She drags me to who knows where. We stopped at an office. We came in. That's where I saw other Korean girls. Well, I'm not sure tho. I did not clearly see all of them.

Because my dream changed the situation.

We were in Inkigayo.

I saw 6 girls dancing and singing on the stage. I saw my bestfriend with them.

Then suddenly, someone tapped my shoulder.

It was Suho.

He gave us a confidence advice and congratulates us in able to debut. I just stared at him. And at his back. There they are. EXO OT12. 12, complete. With Tao, Kris and Luhan. They were happy.

Sehun called me and ask me something about his phone. He called me noona. I didn't notice it at first but what I notice was the date.

It was blur but I'm sure as I remember it. It was around 2013.

Then I suddenly found out that I debuted in a girl group made by SM and YG to be EXO GG version. I'm the main dancer. I'm like the Zhang Yixing of the group. Which makes sense because he's my bias.

I found myself sitting on a couch with Suho and Lay.

Its just the 3 of us.

Suho was crying and mumbling things. But then, Lay said

'Suho-hyung. I won't leave. Don't cry'.

Suho just sob. Then the EXO and my group members came in.

3 was already missing in EXO and 2 in our group.

'Maybe its already 2015.' I thought.

I closed my eyes then my memory starts to flashback.

It starts when I was a baby and ended when a car bumps to my car. I heard the line straight and feel nothing.

But I woke up.

Lay was holding my hand.

EXO and my group were in the.... hospital's room.

They said I was in a coma for almost 2 months. Its because when I heard my best friend was leaving the group, I drove to somewhere else with full speed and had a car accident.

I was really injured. They said that I almost died but came back alive. Then I had a surgery but I had a coma.

I also realize.. I am in a relationship with Lay. We've been together for 8 months but he spends the 2 months alone because of my coma.

After 4 years (starting from 2017) 2021, we decided to get married before EXO completes the members of the army.

2022, I had my first birth. But there's a problem. I had a heart disease.

2025, EXO was complete again as in COMPLETE. ot12.

My group was also complete. ot12.

Lay was holding our daughter. My best friend crying along with other members including EXO...

In front of my grave.

Watching them from afar.