For worse or for better
Gonna give it to you
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Jangmi

"Yoongi, no one's leaving. I will stay beside you."

I instantly began sobbing after what I've said. I'm saying the truth, I won't leave. I don't want to leave anymore. Who cares if this is right or wrong? I'll be willing to do everything I could do to be with him. To be with this criminal, to be with this bad guy.

To be with my killer. To be with Min Yoongi.

I didn't looked away and patiently waited for his reply. I confidently stared at him long enough with my eyes loaded with splendid waterfall tears. I will not hide my face even with this condition. These tears are for you, Yoongi. Watch it. Drown in it.

"You have to realize that there is one person in this big, disheveled universe who will be willing to stay with you, despite of who you are... and that person is me."

I smiled at him. "No one's leaving, Yoongi."

I realized that I already trusted you but I'm just too weak to admit it. I'm scared, maybe because you're just simply scary. Or it could also be because of your bad deeds which was the reason why the good things you've done have been easily forgotten. I feel bad for your sake when you told me that not even your own family listened to you and let you prove yourself. But as I look back on how I've treated and judged you... how am I any different from them?

"I'm willing to trust you now. So let me stay by your side... don't let me escape."

My heart melted when a small smile suddenly drew on his lips.

I knew it.

"Kim Jangmi..."

I let out a laugh and wiped my tears using the back of my palm.

My feet began walking by its own and found myself heading to Yoongi. My grin widened even more when I saw him close the car door and made his way towards me as well. Can I curse? I'm too happy to the point that I could jump off a cliff right at this moment and scream my heart out.

He didn't leave. He didn't ride the car and left me alone all by myself.

We held each other's faces and hugged each other as soon as we stood face to face. My tears streamed down my cheeks so I just buried my face on his neck.

It feels so nice. When you could cuddle that one special person in your arms and show him quietly how scared you would be if that someone left. It feels so nice, when you could tell him how much you like him even without speaking a word.

"Being with me is going to be hard for you." He whispered as he carress my hair, I simply nodded. I know. It's not easy, a lot of complicated things were bound to occur.

"Are you still gonna stay?"

I'm a hundred percent sure. It would even exceed one hundred. I am the kind of girl who knows what I want and knows how to stick with a decision I made. And this decision is something in which I will never change my mind.

It's as if you picked the rose with the most number of torns and decided to hold it tight, to not let it go, even if you are sure that you would be hurt by this, that everything going smoothly is something far beyond reality.

You decided to not let it go because that rose is one in a million. That rose is the dying yet charming one. An admirable, chaotic world is engraved in that living piece of beauty, but it'll always remain wonderful.

"I'm staying. Okay?"

He kissed the top of my head. I'm really going to curse now.

"Okay." Yoongi laughed.

Min Yoongi has his own chaotic world. But it'll always remain wonderful. It will always be admired... by me.

For a minute all of the hard feelings inside me felt like it all disappeared. For a minute I thought problems never existed. I think this is one of the best moments I ever experienced in my life. Not hiding, not getting scared, not having any second thought. Only happiness.

My continuous sobbing stopped because of the occasions that followed.

"Min Yoongi?"

My hands began shaking as I slowly turn my head where the voice's direction came from.

That voice. Mason...

There they were, standing before us. There are plenty of them, atleast six people. How are we gonna get out of here?

Mason immediately shot me a serious look as soon as we met eyes. How did they find us? I thought we successfully distances ourselves from their sight earlier, there is no way they are here.

"So this is why you kept on protecting her?" He frowned at Yoongi. "Kill her? You're hugging her."

"Yoongi-ah. What's happening?" Another guy behind Mason asked. If I'm not mistaken, his name is Esther.

"Can't you see guys? Our leader left us." Mason exclaimed. He stepped closer to us both.

"So I wasn't wrong. You really care for her just like how I guessed."

We take a step backwards every time he walks towards us. Yoongi suddenly pulled me to go behind him as we tightly held hands.

"For the first time I saw you being overprotective towards a hostage. You never cared about someone before. I thought I was just hallucinating. Keeping her in a room whenever we're around. Lending her your favorite black shirt. Ah, the piggy back ride. Remember? When we're running away from Lilac?"

"You saw that?" Yoongi and I asked in unison.

"Why the fuck are you doing this? Yoongi we've been a team for years why did you suddenly–"

"I don't want this life."

I can't help but to look at Yoongi from behind after he said that.

I can't believe he confessed this in front of his own group.

"I guess I'm done. I want to stop being like this." Yoongi continued.

Mason didn't answer and just stood quietly. He glared at Yoongi and of course, Yoongi did it too. They glared at each other for as long as I can remember.

I can see how angry Mason was. Just by his look, you could already determine how disappointed he is right now. But I trust Yoongi, he wont let us get harmed. Not by these guys. They are just Yoongi's bad friends, the real bad ones. They are nothing compared to Min Yoongi himself.

"In case you really are leaving, let me remind you the punishment about all of this–"

"I know. My death."

I pursed my lips when he shot us both an evil smirk. Because of fear, I accidentally grabbed Yoongi's shirt from behind and stuck my forehead on his back. I felt his arms reach me as he look back to me.

"Gwaenchana?"

Instead of answering, I just poked my head and peaked at Mason. Yoongi turned to face him again.

It seemed like I'm the terrified child being bullied by the worst guy in school and Yoongi is my protector who'd be willing to chase that bad guy away. That's how he's making me feel by his touch right now.

Mason shook his head.

"It's not about your death. It's not about the deal."

It's not about the deal? Are there any other punishments waiting to be done here? Something lighter? Or is it something worse?

The chaotic world. I guess it's starting to enter my life now. The admirable, wonderful chaotic world.

But it's beyond my expectation. I know it's going to be confusing and really scary, but I wasn't aware it has the power to horrify me in the worst way possible.

Punishments...

"It is about how this life you lived will chase you even at the ends of this earth. It'll never leave you alone. I'm sure, you're aware of that fact, am I right?"

He suddenly reached his back pocket and grabbed something. It was a knife!

"I'll be the one who will chase you even at the ends of this earth. How dare you betray us!"

Don't tell me he will stab Yoongi with that??

As if on cue, a man and a woman in their late sixties is about to pass us through. But when they saw Mason holding a knife, they immediately stopped walking and glanced at Mason with surprised expressions.

"Yoongi, he might hurt them." I whispered.

Mason and the other guys behind him turned around towards the two.

"Goodlord!" The ajussi exclaimed and dropped the grocery bags he was holding. He picked his phone and typed something. Just when he was about to call someone, Mason grabbed him and wrapped his arm around the ajussi's neck. He harshly choked the ajussi and pointed the knife to him.

"YAH!" I shrieked and tugged Yoongi's shirt out of anger.

How could he drag an innocent person into this? Now I see how bad and dirty he is, he doesn't have conscience. He'll do everything it takes just for his own greed. He would even dare to harm an old man without any hesitation!

"Who are you gonna call, old man?" Mason mischievously asked him.

Mason suddenly shot us glares with a smirk. I can see that he's trying to threaten Yoongi using the ajussi.

"Come back to us, Min Yoongi. Or else he will die right here."

I searched for the woman earlier and saw her being held by the other guys as well. Of all places, why did we end up in this area? Why didn't we fight at the highway to be seen by some people? We could have gotten some help.

Yoongi seemed as if he didn't know what to do.

Minutes passed and no one dared to move even an inch. Because of this, Mason got mad and choked the ajussi.

"So, you really won't huh? Fine, I'll just kill this old weakling then. It's not like you care for him too."

He raised the knife in the air, ready to aim him. The ajumma began crying as well because of fear.

Mason raised an eyebrow at Yoongi.

"Goodbye leader."

"ANDWAE!"

I ran towards Mason in attempt to stop him but Yoongi immediately pulled me back.

I turned to Mason in horror. Everything happened too fast and the next thing I know, the ajussi stumbled on the floor while holding his neck. Where is the blood? He didn't seem injured. Please tell me I was right, he didn't got hurt, did he??

"You!" Mason shouted. I followed where he was looking and saw Jimin.

What the–! How did he stopped Mason?

In just seconds, Jimin already won against the boys holding the ajumma. But the ones who haven't fought yet didn't waste their opportunities and immediately began hitting Jimin. I covered my mouth when I saw him starting to lose from them.

"Stay here." Yoongi demanded and ran to Jimin. Even if I don't want him to go there, I didn't stop him. He had to help Jimin, and they have to win.

I scanned the area and found the ajumma trying to help ajussi to stand up. I quickly made my way towards them and helped them.

But where can I bring them?

I looked around and saw nothing safer to go other than our car. Oh yeah, the car!

"Ajummeoni, ajussi, let's go inside the car. You'll be okay in there."

The three of us hurried in the car and motioned for them to sit inside. I closed the car door and turned around to see what was currently going on with Yoongi and Jimin. But I almost fainted when I saw Mason hold his knife out and carefully took a step closer to Jimin.

"Park Jimin, behind you!" I shouted at him. Both Yoongi and Jimin turned around.

Oh no he won't stab him. No no no.

"Park Jimin!" Yoongi called. But not even one of us have been able to defend him from Mason's evil plan.

My hands unconsciously moved up to my head as I grasp my hair out of frustration.

No. It can't be. Oh god, what do I do?

Why am I seeing this? Jimin collapsed on the ground, covered with blood and holding his lower right stomach in pain...

H-He... He got stabbed.

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