Leave it to me to ruin the good mood. When Undyne came out, she looked freaking beautiful. Her hair was pulled back in a casual pony tail with her bangs framing her face, a welcome change from her usual sloppy bun hastily thrown together. She had make up on, but not enough to be too noticeable. It only brought my attention to her eyes (not that it would be anywhere else..). Made them stand out. Made them more.. there. Her clothes were all clean and smelled nice from where I was standing, leaning against the back of the couch, writing. Tucked under her arm and hanging from her shoulder was a book back, stuffed full of what I suspected was clothes. The old ones. She apologized for taking so long and smiled at me. I just stood there, staring likw a dog would at a hunk of meat, my mouth hung up stupidly. She said my name, starting to look a little nervous and flustered under my intranced gaze. I shut ny mouth and shook my head to clear it, rubbing the back of my skull dumbly. I awkwardly told her she looked really good, and she blushed and thanked me, saying the same back. I nodded, and asked her what we should do today. She admitted she didn't have a plan, so I suggestes we check out the castle. She seemed okay with that. I was sitting on the couch next to her while she tied her shoes, reading through one of my earlier entries when she mentioned my hoodie. Said it looked good, and it was a nice change from my usual orange. Confused, I asked what she meant. She looked puzzled and pointed out that I was wearing a green one. Forest green. Covered in the never fading scent of fire. I froze immediatly. I didn't realize I had put it on. It was in my closet, hung up with the rest of my hoodies. I had grabbed it by accident. The last time I touched, oe even thought about it, was after Dad left. Disappeared. It hit me pretty hard. The shock. Emotions. Longing. Lament. Depression. Undyne must have realized something was wrong as soon as I teared up. I wanted to cover my face, or wipe away the tears, or at least turn away. But I was frozen. Undyne touched my hand and said my name, apologizing if she had upset me. I felt like I was being crushed, the breath knocked from my chest, a burning sensation overflowing in my eye sockets and forcinf tears down my cheeks. I closed my eyes tightly and clenched my jaw, balled my fist under Undyne's fingers. I choked down a sob. I forced myself to swallow. I jerked my free hand across my face, wiped it dry. I covered it all up. The only thing I'm good at. I decided to tell her the truth though. Her sympathetic look and worried gaze broke me. I told her everything. Mom. Dad. Sans. Me. The lab. The expirements. How we were created. The fight. Mom leaving. Dad abandoning. Taking care of Sans alone. She listened. Held onto every word I spoke. When I was done, she was silent. I let myself slump. Relax. That is, tried to relieve the stiffness that seemed to be locking my bones into place. I unclenched my jaw and fists. I inhaled deeply. Sighed. Then I looked at her. She had her head down. Her hand had fallen away from mine and was on the couch cusion by her leg. I said I was sorry. She said not to be. She said she was. For everything that I had been through. I said it was okay, and was standing to go to my room and change but she grabbed my hand. I looked back to see that perfect smile, so warm and soft that I wanted to stare at it forever. She said it wasn't, but she would help me make everything better. I couldn't help but chuckle at her determination. I just said okay. She stood and smiled more at me, our hands together. She told me to wear the hoodie. When I was reluctant, she convinced me that I looked good in green. I said she would look good in orange. We laughed a bit nervously as we shared the same thought. Geez, that was.. I'm glad its her.