I didn't really know how much she meant to me until recently. Not exactly when we kissed (spoiler alert), but the way that made me feel. I nearly screamed. All that depression and lament disappeared immediately. My soul appeared and glowed brightly between us as we kissed. How did that happen? Well, after awhile I came out of the bathroom after "showering" (I just wiped off my face) and sat on the couch with a grumpy sigh. Ossy floated up to my shoulder and nudged it with his snout, growling a playful apology. I shook him off and crossed my arms, glaring and about to unleash an onslaught of hellish comments when Undyne touched my arm. I looked down and saw her hand. I looked at her to see her smiling warmly. She told me he hadn't meant to do that, but I didn't really believe her. After some more laughter from the two and another sigh from me, I laughed too, making a few jokes about the soot that had been on my face. Eventually we all calmed down and Ossy floated upstairs, probably to sleep on my bed. I uncrossed my arms and had my journal and a pencil in the pages in my lap. Undyne and I talked for a bit, mostly about science stuff, until we once again fell silent. I was thinking of something to say when I felt warmth on my hand. I glanced down to see Undyne had her hand on mine. I stared at it blankly for a second before I looked at her, a questioning look on my face though she didn't see it, she was looking away. Embarrassed. But, excited. This was my chance. I wasn't gonna waste it. Very gently, I entwined my fingers with hers, getting her to look at our hands together like I did. I knew she would look up. And she did. I knew she would blush more. And she did. I knew I would blush more. And I did. I kissed her. And she kissed back. I knew this was the happiest day of my life. And it definitely was. That kiss was so fragile and sweet, I couldn't help but worry about breaking it as if it were a small, delicate figurine in my hands. I'm speechless. Even now, 3 hours later with my lady asleep on the couch next to me. Curled up at the opposite end. When we finished our moment, we looked at each other for a few seconds, in excitement, surprise, shock, love. There was love in her eyes. There would have been some in mine too, if I had any.  But there is not a scrap of doubt in these bones of mine that I love her. And to prove it, my soul appeared and shined. Right in front of her (like I mentioned before..) Okay, I've seen her blush pretty hard before, but not like this. I'm talking as red as Edge's magic. I officially looked like an orange. A glowing orange. I quickly grabbed it and began apologizing frantically, trying to cover up the glow the best I could, except boney fingers don't do that very well. Undyne stuttered and looked away, turning her body so she was facing any other direction than the one I was in, her back to me. She tried to ask to confirm if that was my soul, but I made an excuse and said it was just a mess up with my magic. She knows I was lying. Luckily, she changed the subject, not face me even after my soul disappeared. Stars, stupid me. Eventually after we both calmed down, and that's when she started to get tired. I told her she could lay down. She did and fell into a peaceful sleep within minutes, but not before checking me over and getting me to take 2 sleeping pills. Only 2. She's on her side, on the other end of the couch, her legs pulled close so her feet wouldn't kick me or whatever. She's still in her lab coat. Hold on a sec..