Guys
Our summer holidays has started
Yayyyyy

But the sad part is
We have it only for a month

But still
Yayyyy

Ok so what happened today was just the usual

People commenting on how I look and how I eat and literally everything

And
I've been feeling lonely like really lonely

I tried to tell my friends so they can support me but then they always tell me "it's normal and it happens" but I never heard "I've got your back" or "don't worry it'll be alright"

And I can't really tell my parents so it's my sister

I build my trust and then she comes breaking it and that keeps going on and on so I can't really trust her either

I got nobody to trust

It's like
It's only me who has to go through this
I don't really have my friends by my side nor my parents and not even my sister

But that isn't the problem

The problem is that nobody even bothered to ask me

Or even just notice how lonely and sad I've been

And on the other hand

My mum wants me to study 24/7 like are you kidding me?

I need a break and when I finally get one

My mum wants me to study in that too

I'm just sick and tired of being this
I read this somewhere
It's pretty deep

"Sometimes people close to you feel like strangers"

Well that's my boring life

I hope I write a more positive "chapter" next time
(Note: I'm not being rude..it's just my thought)

Thank you
Minji :)