Note: Don't miss the surprise awaiting for you all in A/N.

Recap: Karthik's wife Ragini reveal Ishwar's identity to Anika who feels devastated.

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Ishwar tried to leave the place but stopped when Anika did not move from her place. He felt the blood drain his face and wanted the land to split and swallow him.

Ish: Anika....snow flake...you must be tired come lets go and you can rest.

Ani: Who are you mama ?

Ish: What question is this Anika...I m you husband..your mama..Ishwar. Now come lets go to our room. 

Ani: Do you love me mama ?

Ishwar left her hand and cupped her face kissing her forehead.

Ish: You know the answer Anika.

Anika took his hand and placed it on her head and looked into his eyes and he felt his soul leaving his body from the way she looked at him. Her gaze pierced through his soul.

Ani: Its a promise on me and if you love me truly then answer my questions. Don't try to trap me asking if I don't trust you. I trust you which made me stand before you now to hear whatever you have to say for my questions. So please ...

Ishwar gulped and knew whats coming up still nodded agreeing to her.

Ani: Neenga unmaiyileye ennoda mama dhana ? ( Are you really my mama ?)

Ishwar nodded as no and Anika's grip on his hand tightened and she shut her eyes letting a drop of tear from it.

Ish: It doesnt mean I dont love you. I love you the most in this world Anika. Nothing can be compared to the love I have on you baby..

Ani: Do you know my father ?

Ishwar nodded and looked at the floor not meeting her eyes.

More tears rolled her cheeks still she continued.

Ani: Did you kill Karthik ?

Ishwar did not reply and looked into her eyes which had hurt and he pleaded with his eyes to stop this questioning but Anika gulped hard and waited for his anwers which never came. She removed his blazer and waist coat. Nancy knew whats coming up and tried to stop her holding her hands.

Nan: Ana, stop it. What are you doing ? You trust him and you both love each other so stop giving importance to the words some bitch uttered. She was jealous and filledyour ears with all nonsense. So now stop everything and get back to your room to sleep for the night.

Anika yanked her hand and showed her palm stopping Nancy. Anika bent and lifted his pant and saw the gun which was hid in it. With trembling hands she pulled it out and showed it to Ishwar who quickly took from her hand and threw it away. He tried to hold her hand but Anika took a step back pushing him into a pool of pain breaking his heart.

Ish: Anika....

Ani: Stop...So whatever she said was true....You are not the person whom my granny said ?

Nan: There was no such person existed like your granny said Ana, she lied to convince you and when Ishwar came to granny and expressed his love for you she accepted happily and it was me who told you that he is your mama ...the guy who never existed at all. You were happy when you knew Ishwar was the person whom you waited for. In reality you started falling for him even before you knew he was the man you waited all the years.

Ani: You could have told me the truth I would have trusted you. I told you already that even before I knew about you I started to fall for you. I would have loved you even if you have told me the truth but you started our life on the basis of a lie.

Ish: I can never hurt you Anika...I love you to the extent that I can never see you in any sort of pain. And I did hide the truth which would hurt you.

Ani: Who are you in real Ishwar ? Are you a mafia man ? Please tell me..I think there is nothing more left to hide from me.

Ish: Yes....but .....

Ani: So all the attacks and my granny's death, Nancy's father death was all due to your enemies ? I lost the only person in my life because you were a fucking mafia man ?

She held his collars and shook him vigorously crying and hitting him on his chest. She fell on the floor crying and trembling. Ishwar crouched and touched her but Anika jerked his hand and moved back wiping her tears.

Ani: Last question....Is my father alive ?

Ishwar stayed quite without answering which triggered her anger more and she pushed him keeping her palms on his chest.

Ani: fucking answer me Mr. Ishwar Vincent...Is my father alive ?

Ish: You..you dont trust me Anika ?

Ani: See who speaks about trust. You hid the truth that you were not related to me in anyway, you fucking hid the truth that you were a mafia man...you hid the truth that you knew my father, you hid the truth that you kill people mercilessly,you hid the truth that my granny left me because of you and now you say I don't trust you......

Nan: Anika, please calm down. Listen with patience.

Ani: You....Nancy tell me...you knew everything from the begining. Am I right ? you too lied to me Nanu ?

Nan: I know but please there was a reason we hid everything from you and there is a lot you need to know.

Ani: I never hid anything from you until this minute Nancy. I did expect the same but you were the one on his side hiding everything from me.

Jerry tried to speak but Ishwar showed his hand stopping him and Nancy.

Ishwar moved towards her to hold her but everytime she moved back not letting him near her.

Ani: So whatever Raghini said was the truth and the biggest truth. Now tell  me where is my father or did you kill him too ? How could you do this to me ? What did I ever do to deserve all this ?  Where is my father Ishwar ?

Ishwar broke completely when he heard the words which he never wished to hear from her. The thought of her that he killed her father shattered him completely. He stood shocked and without expression.

Anika screamed and cried on the floor. She stood panting heavily and wiping the tears with back of her hand.

Ani: Love alone is not sufficient for a relationship. Trust is what makes the love stronger and you never trusted me and kept me in dark all these months of our marriage. We cannot live together when there is no trust and I m not ready to live when you are not ready to tell me about my father.

Ish: Anika stop. Please punish me anything but please don't say that...I do love you and trust you and I hid everything for a reason. Please trust me Anika.

Anika tried to leave but Ishwar stopped her holding her wrist. He pleaded but Anika pulled away her hand forcefully and ran away from there. Ishwar rushed and stopped her again closing the door.

Ani: I don't feel like living anymore after going through all this. After losing my mother I had hope on my father and after him I hoped on my granny and Nancy but after losing everyone I thought I had you for the rest of my life. Guess what I m born cursed to live alone in this life. 

Ish: Stop saying those Anika. I m with you and I can never you in this life. Please relax and we will talk when you feel better. If you don't want to stay with me take some other room but don't think of leaving me.

Anika took the gun from the floor which Ishwar threw and gave it to him.

Ani: I will not reveal your secrets nor I will end my life. I still remember Eva and she has inspired me to live no matter what life gives us but only if you let me go or better kill me with your hands the way you killed people. Atleast you will be at peace that your secrets are buried with me.

Ishwar felt someone stabbed a knife in his heart hearing her words. 

Ish: Don't you love me the way I love you ? 

Ani: I love you...after all this revealations I still fucking love you and that is the problem. I cant stay with you after knowing everything. I m scared that I might start hating you which I don't wish to happen. I love you above everything in this world that i can never think of hating you but right now I'm scared of everything and everyone so please let me go...please...I beg you..

Nan: Ana, where will you go ? Please stop and stay back. Don't punish Ishwar this way. Agreed we hid the truth from you but don't leave us. We love you a lot Ana. 

Anika stayed deaf to Nancy's words and placed the gun in Ishwar's hands. The first time Ishwar's hand trembled holding the gun and it fell from his hold. Ishwar opened the door and Anika looked at the broken Ishwar and left the mansion in tears.

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A/N:

That was too much on whatever happened so lets see where will Anika go leaving the mansion and what will be Ishwars next actions in the upcoming chapters. Get ready for surprises from next chapter.

Trust is more important in any relation and I request you all to trust me and Ishwar for the upcoming twist and turns. Open hands to welcome new characters.

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