Recap: Anika feels insecure and stressed when Ishwar stops being in a close proximity with her.

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Anika came out  of the restroom and entered the meeting room still with the thoughts of what she heard and her already messed up mind did not help in anyway. Before she could get seated in her chair she fell unconscious. Nancy screamed and pressed 7 in the intercom which landed call to Ishwar. He rushed to the meeting room and saw Anika in Nancy's lap who was crying and trying to wake her.

Ishwar carried Anika to his room and laid her on the bed in the relaxation room. He picked the water from the nearby jug and sprinkled on her face but she did not wake up. He called up the in-house physician who rushed to his room. Nancy and Ishwar left place for him to check Anika. After checking Anika, doctor gave her injection and tablets for the next couple of days.

Doc: Sir, her BP shot high and she looks very stressed. Please speak to her on what is bothering her. As of now she will wake in few minutes and take care that she eat and sleep well. The tablets might make her feel drowsy too.

Ish: Thank You...

Once the doctor left Nancy saw Ishwar who was worried extremely.

Nan: Is everything fine between you ?..I mean I have seen her being lost recently but she ignored when I questioned her..

Ish: We are fine Nancy...Even I tried to speak to her but she said that she was worried about her exams and nothing else...Did something happen before she fainted ?

Nan: No, she went to restroom and when she came back she fell...

Ish: I will take her home once she is awake...

They saw Anika waking and Nancy nodded to Ishwar and left from there. Ishwar helped Anika sit leaning on the headboard and tried to kiss her forehead but she turned her face which brought a painful frown on Ishwar's face.

Ish: Anika, what happened happened my love ? How do you feel now ?

Ani: I m ok now..let me continue my classes.

She tried to leave but Ishwar stopped holding her hand and carried her in bridal style. Anika struggled and tried to get down.

Ish: Snow flake please stop fighting. Lets go home and you need to rest. Doctor has said that you need to rest not to ignore the fact that you have become so weak. 

Ani: I m not weak, let me go...

Ish: Sorry my love.....lets go home and continue your fight later...

Jerald was waiting in Ishwar's room and when he saw Ishwar carrying Anika from the relaxation room. He quickly opened the door for them and rushed behind him and Nancy followed them.Jerry drove them to home and again Anika tried to get down but Ishwar carried her to their room. Granny panicked looking at Anika but Jerald and Nancy consoled her saying what happened.

In their room Ishwar laid her on the bed and removed her shoes and called his chef to prepare healthy diet for Anika. He sat next to her and cupped her face but she yanked his hand away.

Ish: Baby, whats happening, please tell me what is bothering you ? What is the purpose of me living when I couldn't take care of my wife and seeing her in pain. I love you snow flake...Please tell me..Are you so much stressed on your exams then please stop stressing yourself...there is no need for it anymore...You are more important to me rather than anything in this world...

He saw tears rolling from her eyes and wiped them and kissed her forehead and joined his forehead with hers.

Ish: Please say something..I m going mad baby..What should I do to take your pain away ?

Ani: You are lying......please go away...I will go back to granny and Nanu..Only they love me like always....

Ishwar was taken back and felt a stab in his heart hearing her words. His eyes brimmed with tears.

Ish: I love you Anika...Wish I knew some magic to know what is running in your thoughts that made you think that I don't love you...I will rather die love....Enna achu maa...sollu da ( What happened maa, tell me ) I will do anything to fix it.

Ani: You don't love me anymore because I m not ready for six yet...

Ish: Whatttt ? Where did this topic come from...I told you I will wait forever for you ...

Ani: No, you are lying. You don't love me anyore and that is why you stopped being in close proximity with me..you don't look romantically at me, no wake up kiss, no huggings, you don't tease me anymore like you used to do, you don't wink at me, you don't hold my hand with love, nothing...you hate me ..I know...May be you got some other girl in your life who will satisfy you like you expect, a stylish and bold girl who knows more romantic stuffs unlike a stupid and naive girl like me...

Ishwar caught the back of her neck and kissed her lips harshly. He sucked and then bit her lips through the kiss. Anika hissed in pain but Ishwar did not break the kiss. He tore her shirt in one pull and the buttons flew on the floor. He pushed her on the bed and hovered on her. Anika tried to stop him putting her hand on his chest but he took her hands abover her head and locked them. He started biting and sucking her chest. He did the same honour to her bra and ripped them. Anika moaned when he sucked on her tits and her hands groped her bosom. He moved down and kissed her waist and left hickey all over her torso. She was now a complete mess when he pulled back. 

Ishwar brought down her hands from abover her head and saw the marks of his tight hold. He placed a gentle kiss on all the marks he left on her torso mumbling sorry.

Ish: I m sorry love, how did you think that I don't love you. I stayed away only to not disturb you during your exams. I never wanted to distract you. Do you know how torture was it for me to not touch you, hug you and kiss you ? The day when you are ready to surrender yourself completely to me without any fear, I will start making love to you gently. But I have so many desires that I just want to rip those pants and fuck you until you don't feel your limbs anymore. Do you know how I was forced to take cold showers to control my hormones and I did take most of the nights since the day I saw you. 

Do you want to know the effect you have on me, the effect your innocence do to me, the effect just you being next to me, how much I wish I could ravish you complelely ?

He took her hand and placed on his boner above his pant. He shut his eyes and groaned but left her hand immediately.

Ish: I m sorry for making you feel this way...I love you Anika, you are stuck with me in this life.. Either I will live this life with you or I will die without you..so don't you dare to doubt my love for you.

He pecked her forehead and moved to the washroom. He still had his clothes and stood under the shower with his hands resting on the glass wall. His jaws was clenched in anger on himself when the thoughts of carrying the unconscious Anika flashed in his mind.

Anika waited for him in the closet and was crying after his confessions and how stupid she was to not understand his love for her. When it was so long she banged on the door calling for him.

Ani: Mama, please I m sorry, come out..you are in for a long time...I scared mama..please come out...I won't repeat this mistake again...I m extremely sorry...I love you mama...

Hearing her voice he came out of his trance and quickly removed his dress and wrapped a towel around his waist and came out of the washroom. Anika hugged him crying the hell out of her. She hiccupped continuously as she pleaded him to forgive her. Ishwar hugged her to his chest and kissed her hair.

Ish: Snow flake stop crying. I hate to see you in tears and If I m the reason for that then I will kill myself....Please stop crying love...I m not angry with you baby..I m angry on myself for putting you in this worry. It must be me to ask for your forgiveness. Please forgive me...I promise this won't happen again...

Ani: Appo, I love you sollunga...( Then tell me you love me )

Ishwar cupped her face and kissed her forehead.

Ish: I love you Anika...

Ani: I love you snow flake sollunga...( Say " I love you sow flake")

He smiled at her innocence and kissed her cheeks.

Ish: I love you snow flake...

Ani: I love you baby sollunga ( Say " I love you baby")

Ishwar pecked her lips looking at her cutness.

Ish: I love you my baby....thiruppi solla mattiya ? ( Won't you repeat me ?)

Ani: I love you mama, love you much...you have become my world now.. I don't think I can breathe without you..you have become inspearable part of me..I love you Mr. Ishwar Vincent...avlo love panren ungala..( I love you that much )

Ish: Hey, come again...say my name love....please....

Ani: Adhellam mudiyadhu, husband name solla koodadhu..naa solla matten po..(No, I can't..we should not say husband name ..I won't say)

Ishwar kissed her lips slowly and gently for a few seconds and his eyes landed on the red mark on her collarbone. He broke the kiss and pulled her to the bed and made her sit on it. He got the first aid kit and removed her top saw the marks on her body. Anika closed her mouth and giggled looking at him. Whe he raised his head she covered her treasures with her hand. It was now his turn to giggle and he removed her hands.

Ish: Already neraya vaati paathachu ippo cover panni enna use ..( I have seen many times and what is the use in covering now ?) Sorry baby, I hurt you today...Is it paining a lot ?

Ani: No, you marked me so I m happy for that...

Ishwar applied the ointment all over the marks and pecked her forehead mumbling a sorry.

Ish: Don't wear anything for sometime so that it will heal quickly.

Ani: Ippadiye irukka mudiyuma..loosu mama..( Are you nuts, how can I be like this ?) I will wear top nothing will happen. Anyhow no one will see the marks which will be hidden below the dress and as for the marks on the neck I will wear your turtle neck Tee or the purple hoodie..I like that a lot...

Ish: Wear whatever you want or I don't have any problem even if you wear nothing but for now don't wear top for sometime. 

He went to the closet and came back after wearing his Tee and track. He saw her counting the marks on her body and bit his lips controlling his smile. When Anika saw him she stopped counting and gave a sheepish smile.

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A/N:

A whole chapter of Anika and Ishwar with a mix of all emotions and confessions. Hope it was good.

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