What would I look like as a half ghoul??

Well I think I would have a koukaku because it's like a wing and its pretty to see it and it makes me feel like I'm the Phoenix that can fight and if I die, I will be up again as I don't give up or die again as I have relive again! Also if I had a blood cell look like when you see it, it would be like orange/red like ukaku. Also I might have a Kakuja since I have seen horror, footage, death, torture, perv I hate WHY, legends, killer, creepy message and much more that I get scar, disturb, go insane, or need help at all cost!!

Also my Kakuja is like a bird like one eye ghoul. Also it would have bones around it as it is protecting the skin of the Kakuja. So basically it would be call the one eye armor Phoenix! Also I can drain or eat the flesh of people I'm playing. I would be like in a Kakuja Lets play!!! or sing a song while killing others. I would be friendly of course to both world! And I would eat some ghouls that are trying to kill me and humans who are cruel at night! Also I really hate people who are cannibalism, perv, rapist, killer, and kidnapper! I don't know if I should have a rinkaku because you know it has tail like feathers to fight or to stab! Also my mask would look like a bird like skull that cover my face except my eyes so I can see! Also my hair is still the same but I would have some white hair on each tip of my hair except bang! Also I would go from nice and friendly or crazy, insane, or really hungry because I'm kinda of gluttony all the time! Also I would sometimes be bored or serious or happy!

So what do you think?????
Also should I draw it or not?

You decide in the comments!!!

The song is like the devil inside of us like sometimes we can be happy but sometimes we have to be sad or mad!

Also it's awesome but what do you think!!! Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ