JIMIN POV

Thing's haven't been going so well for the past few days. Being a member of BTS (Bangtan) boy band group has given me fame, money, friends and everything i ever asked for. yet why do i feel so lonely? why do i feel like something is missing?

Like i'm missing a very important part of my life. I don't know what this feeling is. I just wanted to get rid of this feeling. While i was practicing for the new MV with my group members i fell and injured my ears.

I was taken to the hospital for a checkup and i was told by the doctors that due to my ear injury i need to be hospitalized for a few weeks. I'm a musician and my ability to hear is one the most important thing for me.

My Manager agreed with the doctors and told me to take a break until my ears are fully recovered. Therefore i had to stay at the hospital and the incident has been kept as a secret from the reporters as my fans would get worried if the news get's spread.

The only people who knew about this was my group members and manager. It was coincident that my childhood friend Drake was currently working here as a nurse.

He was the nurse in charged for me and he would check up on me everyday. We would hangout during his break times until one day he came up to me out of nowhere and started to act weird.

Drake: Hey! how are you feeling?

Me: "Good. I feel better. what's up?"

Drake: "Look i need some help. I'm not sure whether you'll agree or not but i really need a huge favor from you." he said it all in just one breath. he looked sort off nervous.

Me: "Okey. Your scaring me now. Just spit it out. what is it?" .

He remained silent. Sort off debating with himself whether he should ask me or not.

Me: "Wait. Your not gonna make me sing for the children's at the children's department again are you?" I said that sarcastically as he made me do that few days before.

Drake: "No No. umm actually i need you to share this room with someone"

Me: "Share this room? you know i'm a Idol right? plus my agency is paying highly to this room so that i can relax in here and keep my identity hidden."

Drake: " Stop showing off. I know your a Idol and believe me your identity is gonna remain hidden for as long as you stay here"

Me: "How is that possible if i get a roommate? besides there are a lot of other room in this hospital. just let that person have another room. I'm not sharing my room with anyone."

Drake: "Look man. There's this girl who had an accident few days ago and in that accident she lost both of her parents. and.............. she also lost her eye sights. and she is just 1 year younger than you"

Me: "What? are you telling me she is blind? But she is so young"

Now i felt pity for her. she lost her parent's and her eye sights at the same time. She must be going through a very hard time right now. I don't know why but some how i wanted to comfort her even though I've never met her at all.