Seriously, being away from horses and not being able to see them or do things with them...

It's driving me crazy.

I just want to be happy.

To want something so bad, it drives you crazy.
Just itching for one moment, just a minute with a horse.

I'd work so hard just to prove I'm good enough to be an equestrian, to prove how much I love them.

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