Last night hyunjin had called me and told me that his uncle wanted to meet up also so we decided to meet up today at a restaurant nearby.

I looked at the mirror and sighed for the last time before going downstairs, as i looked up to mr kim and mrs jung i could feel that they were against this idea but didnt say anything so i just smiled to them as a sign of thank you

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"Rian.." park insuk uttered as he saw me entering the vip room i just nodded at him before looking at hyunjin and gave him a smile before sitting down

I told mr kim and mrs jung to wait outside because i knew they would be over protective of me and will probably try to stop park insuk from saying some truths that could hurt me and right now i didnt mind getting hurt

"Thank you for meeting with me dear, you dont know how much i waited for this day" he daid as he sighed.

For a moment... only a moment i felt warm towards him .. like he cared and was honest.

But nothing could change that he killed my mom not even the fact that he was my uncle

"I want to know about myself more and thats  why i am here don't misunderstand please . I want you to remember that i never forgave you" i stated finally gaining the courage to talk while looking at his eyes

I could see pain flash in his eyes but it didnt matter to me it was nothing compared to what ive been through

"I want you to tell me who is my dad , where is he ? How was i born? Was my mom and your brother in a relationship or what? Why did you ruined my family? Why did you have so much gruge against my dad and mom? Why was my mom killed by you and why was i kidnapped? Everything up to today i want you to tell me without leaving any details" i stated and he nodded i sighed of relief , its going better than i thought

I am surprised that i could sit in the same room with the man i hated my whole life without feeling scared or intimated but i am doing it

"Your dad's name is park hyunsuk my brother and hyunjin's uncle " he said, i felt a saddness rush to me.. finally after 18 years old i got to know my dad's name wow

"They met at a club, i dont know if your mom told you or not but she used to be really powerful back in her days she was like a Highschool gang leader so she got into a fight in the club somehow when police had arrived at the scene she had hurt her leg and couldnt run so hyunsuk hyung had helped her and they run together hyung was really innocent he has fell in love with her they met for a while and somehow you were made i wont go in detail to that that would even be weird for me to know " he said and i nodded kind of embarrassed to talk about it but yeah

Wow my mom was a gang leader ? The mom i knew?

"Oneday as me and hyun were out some people surronded us and in between was kang sungja " at the mention of dad name i could sense rage in his. Eyes and i knew this part would hurt me the most " continue please" i asked and he calmed down before nodding

"It turned out your mom has been dating both of them and when sungja found out she had  cried to  kang sungja saying hyung has raped her and warned her to go out with him" my eyes widened

No please..

That cant happen... not my mom also...

She was the only one remained innocent in my life

"They had knife and things with them meanwhile me and hyun had just came out for a walk not expecting these things they attacked us terribly .. they only stopped when we blood was the only thing could be seen, i thought i lost hyun because he wasnt replying to me " i couldnt hold in my tears and i was suprissed to see park insuk also crying

"We were hurt badly and broken couple of bones but we were both alive abd that was enough for me.. hyun couldnt handle the betrayal he couldn't believe it as we were discharged we found out that kang sungja and your mom has gotten married , hyun  continuously talked about you.. he was afraid about you growing up with them as he said they had no humanity in them. Hyun waited outside your house everyday to get to talk to your mom alone and oneday he finally saw your mom alone and approached her. He told her that he would forget her betrayal and everything. He would let her live peacefully with kang sungja she just needs to give you to him when you were born" he said and my heart ached

Why.. why was my parents that cruel

"She had told her husband and sungja attacked hyun.. he stabbed him with a knife ... and up to today he is in a coma... can you believe it? He has been in coma for 18 years and you ask me why i killed your mom? She was the one who told sungja to do that to my hyun .. hyun was killed because  of the girl he liked .." he replied and i just couldnt handle it i cupped my face in my hands and cried

After a few moments i could feel hyunjin sitting in the chair beside me and hugging me so i cried in his embrace

" hyunjin... i cant believe it what a monsters they are... how can..? How can mom do that.." i cried and he just patted my head

After i finally calmed down i looked up and still in hyunjin's embrace and nodded at him with a sad smile as a thank you am k sign

I looked at park insuk and i saw him having a sad smile on with tear in his eyes i furrowed my brows and he smiled again

"Its just i cant believe am watching my niece with my nephew so close it just takes away every pain" he sighed before looking up again and smiling

A weird feeling rushed to me i dont even know what it was but it sure was calming.. like my hate towards him just disappeared

"Ahjussi so you didnt kidnap me to hurt my parents but to save me....?" I asked and he nodded

"But they always got you back before i even was able to come to the place my mans taken you so i never had the chance to tell you " he said and hyunjin nodded

"Rian do you... i mean am not asking you to visit him now maybe its too soon but do you want to see hyunsuk hyun's picture?" He stuttered as he was asking me, he actually looked like a baby while he was talking about his older brother he sure loved him alot maybe thats why he didnt stop till he revenged

But visiting my real dad...? I cant now but i truly want to see him

" yes please, i mean yes i would love to if i am allowed "I hesitated as i replied

His face showed bright smile as he grabbed his phone and quickly showed me a picture

A tear dropped down my eye, we really did look alike .. he looked so innocent and bright in that picture but it was from long time ago and a sad feeling came to me

Mom and dad ruined his life... how did they ... how many people's life did they ruin ... how many other crimes have they done i would never know but right now i truly felt disappointment and angry at them

"You look alike right? I was completely surprised when i saw you.. even when i showed  picture of us to my mom she cried saying u looked like her brother" hyunjin said with a smile as he wiped my eye and i nodded

I looked at park insuk and asked "can i know which hospital he is in? Maybe one of these days i would visit him and apologize instead of my parents " he smiled

" i knew you wont be like them just because you were raised by them i know you would be kind hearted like hyun" he smiled bright and i could see sincere in it
" he is ____ hospital, anytime you want to visit tell hyunjin and he would take you the guards know him better" he replied and my eyebrows furrowed

" the guards? Why would a guard eb needed in a hospital?"i asked

" for security rian, your da-  mr kang wouldn't let him be alive if there wasnt security even if he was in a coma "  he replied and i felt disgusted

Could my parents have been this much bad really?