All the day he was giving me the cold silenced shoulder in class, i thought i would never say this but i was bored and sad not talking to him

But at least there was Hyunjin beside me during the rests and we talked and had fun together but still deep in my head my thoughts were drifting to jeongin and why he was avoiding me
I could feel him looking at me time to time during class but when i would look at him he would quickly look another way  so i couldnt figure anything out actually..

The last class ended and it was time to go back home, to erase the awkwardness i just looked at hime and smiled waving goodbye hoping he would smile back but all he did was a nod

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*Bang*
*bang*
      *Crash sound*

With tears in my eyes i was rushing downstairs to find Mr.Kim or even Mr jung or dad or anyone to figure out where the hell these sounds came from!

From the window i could see 4 mans in black clothes with masks and cups holding guns and my eyes widened when i saw Mr kim firing at one of the guys shoulder

I couldnt hold the sight as i fell on my knees with tears never stopping
Finally i saw a lady which worked for us rushing to me worried was shown all over her face as she was crying also

"My lady everything will be fine, they are all outside figuring the situation no harm will come to you" she cried as she hugged me

No harm...
No harm...

A man got killed infront of my own eyes which i dont know if any more got killed also.
How is that no harm...

"Who are they...? And where is dad..?" I asked finally looking at her, this obviously had something to do with what i heard a few days ago

She hesitated to answer and just said that it was nothing and we would be safe which angered me even more

"I just asked you a question! Answer me properly or you are getting fired right away!" I cried, she was takedn back and scared to utter a word but that wasn't something i would think of now, i needed to know why the hell people were firing and fighting infront of my house

"I really dont know miss all i heard was that the guys were the same ones whom went to another building of your dad on monday and put the building on fire. Your dad was informed to not come back home and he is staying away today" she said and let out a chuckle at the last sentence she said

"Staying away? Isnt she worried about his daughter even when all this shits is happening to me because of him?"

She was taking back but didnt say anything

The sounds stopped for a while and came in my people worried i was shocked to see blood rushing form Mrs Jung's right shoulder

She came and hugged me tight same with Mr kim and the others were also surrounding me like i was the one fighting not them

My eyes widened and tears dropped more as i touched Mrs Jung's shoulder and she winced  i saw blood on my hands and my tears overflowed

"What is this Mrs Jung... what happened...? Why... why-" i couldnt finish the sentence when i saw Mrs jung smiling at me amd saying its nothing and she's fine

"I didnt even know i was shot until you touched it. Really" she said and i cupped my face in my hands and cried more

" i am sorry , i am sorry that this all happened because of my dad and he is somewhere away all safe , i am sorry-"

"Shh Rian this is our job and its our priority and happiness to protect you and Mr Kang" Mr kim said as he wiped my tears and I nodded at him

"Was anyone injured or..... shot dead?" I asked worriedly wiping my own tears

And he shook his head " only Mrs jung and 2 of our mans injured thankfully none of us was injured badly but 2 of them were shot dead and another injured and 3 other guys run away " he said and a pain went through me as i heard him

2dead
Mrs jung and the injured ones where sent to hospital to get treated when other bodyguards took their place and i took the chance to ask Mr Kim

" why were they attacking us Mr kim?" I asked knowing fully he wont answer truthfully but i just asked with a little hope

" you know rian things like this happens when your dad is a person known and even now that he is going for the elections you should expect things like this but always know that nothing will happen to you when we are here be sure of that" he smiled as he rubbed my hair and i nodded

" then what about the guys blackmailing dad with my pictures in school? How can you protect me there?" I asked and his eyes widened

"When did you find out ?, no how did you find out? Did they hurt you!?" He asked worriedly and i just shook my head

" i heard you and dad talk about it that day "

" Rian we also dont know but i will send a guard to school from tomorrow just to be sure but nothing looked dangerous from their blackmails it didnt look like they were planning to do anything it jsut looks like a dare toward Mr kang to step down from the elections so dont worry oki?"

"No.. dont send anyone, i dont want to look like the rich brat i can take care of myself there" i sighed as i turned around to go back upstair

" are you sure rian ? Am saying this for your safety"

"Yes i am sure Mr kim dont worry about me" i said and went back to my room

When i got to my room I saw that i had gotten a text from dad " dont worry rian they cant do anything to you just wait calmly in your room till they go away okay?" I cried alone till my eyes were bloody red

Whats wrong with my dad
What a dad i have
Even a stranger care more than he does
Why does my life have to be like this...
Like this complicated

How can i go to school tomorrow knowing that dangerous people are always around me?