"Mr Kim did you know all of these? Dad hiding yuqi's death as suicide and his action toward her family? And that he is not my real dad ?" I asked finally after staying quiet for a week i couldnt hold it anymore. The only ones remained with me are mrs jung and mr kim.. i needed to know if they are being with me because of dad or are loyal.

He stuttered so i looked at mrs jung hoping she would answer but she lowered her head making me sigh

"I get that you both knew but i have two more questions... is my mom real atleast? And park insuk... who is he really and why he kidnapped me back then? He said he tried to rescue me from my dad if thats so then why did he kill my mom?" I asked quietly and once again i was replied with only silence

What did i expect..

They cant badmouth the man they worked for all their life

"Rian its just its really complicated but yes your mom is really your mom. Sweetie i know you want to find out everything but i prefer you leave it at this and dont go more into it.. because in the end.. it will only increase your pain" mrs jung said looking at me with pity and i chuckled

"Like i could get any more pain"i mumbled to myself so they wont hear and got up  " excuse me first, i will head to my room. Enjoy your food" i faked a smile and turned to leave " but you havent eat anything rian, your plate is not even touched" mr kim frowned as he looked at my plate

"Its oki am full, i will grab something later of i was hungry" i smiled to reassure them and headed to my room

How can i eat in a situation like this.

I know that they will never tell me and i understand them, mrs jung was right i will surely be getting more pain if i found out but i cant.. i got too much into it to let go. How i wish i could go back to monthss ago when i was just living my life wanting to know the truth..

Not actually being attacked with the truth..

I had to know at a point amd i was alone in finding it so i grabbed my phone which i had abandoned since the accident

I had lots of messages from hyunjin and jeongin but i didnt check em cause i knew it would warm my heart and would weaken me more if i relied on them again as friends

But i needed hyunjin now so i did what i had to do

I called him

"R-Rian..? Are you fine..?" He had that nervousness in his tone that warmed me 'he was worried about me'

"Am fine hyunjin, but i have a favor to ask you"

"Sure, tell me what it is"

"Can you help me meet you uncle? I need to ask him and know lots of things" i asked hoping he would help me unlike mr kim and mrs jung

He was silent for a while i thought he hung up

"Are you sure?"he asked and i couldnt help but smile

"Thank you hyunjin, and yes i am sure"

"Okay then i will tell him when he comes back home"

"Hmm hyunjin.."

"Yes?"

"Can you also accompany him when we meet? i mean i dont want to sound rude... but you know about my past with him.. and i-"

"You dont even need to mention it, i didnt plan leaving him alone with you anyway" i let out a sigh of relief before smiling

"Thank you for being with me" i said honestly, i wouldnt be able to face park insuk alone

"Dont even mention it, am sorry for not telling you but i swear i did it for your sake and rian one last thing." He stopped before continuing " i know this is not of much help, but my uncle would never hurt you. He have been waiting for the day to meet you as his niece.. he was also the one who suggested me to transfer to your school and try to become friends with you because you didn't seem to have any friends.. he is not the best person but he loves you rian but the situation just turned out to make him a criminal in your eyes " he sighed and i could feel my tears coming down

"Goodbye hyunjin, tell me later your uncle's answer and schedule" i said and ended the call not letting him say anything else because i didnt want him to feel me crying. I promised to not show any tears infront of anyone and i wont.