We had ditched class After i finished crying in his embrace we sat at the edge in the rooftop of our Highschool side by side his left hand on my shoulder as a sign of comfort. It was quiet between us but a warm quiet feeling not an awkward one

*ring ring* Jeongin's phone rang as he picked his phone up his body tensed

"whats wrong ? Who is it" i asked curious to why his face changed as soon he saw the dialer's name *Bangchan hyun*  he looked at me and his eyes changed from the warm eyes to the (anger + hurt+ resentment)eyes i was shocked to see his hatred eyes.

He immediately let go of my shoulder and got up to leave with his fists clenched

I felt hurt,disappointed ,confused,broken

But i needed to have an answer

I rushed after him and grabbed his wrist harshly as he tried to push me away

"Why are you confusing me!? One second you are rude and harsh towards me another second you comfort and hug me! Then you go back to pushing me away why is that Jeongin? I wont ask what did i do wrong because as i believe i havent done anything wrong to deserve this cold shoulder and dark glares!" I almost shouted at him, my eyes was fighting the urge to not cry but you could clearly see it becoming teary

He was quiet for a moment his eyes focusing into mine, his dark eyes studying my expressions with eyebrows furrowed after a minute of silence our eyes never leaving each other with glares like it was a battle that one of us definitely had to lose but none of us had the plans to lose and look away

My eyes was on him waiting for an answer and his was of studying me after a minute he sighed as he messed his hair up and went back to sit where we sat at the begining

I was confused, why did he sat there? wasnt he leaving? I figured he was opening up and trying to tell me the reason so without any words said i went and sat beside him

"Will you talk to me now?" I asked wishing he would utter a word whatever it was

He looked back at me studying me again

"I dont know rian.. you are not the problem i guess its me. Its my fault that i get fooled by my emotions easily making me forget the reality " he said expressionless looking at the sky.

I didnt understand a thing. He wasnt normall, his eyes were too cold and harsh but i didnt dare to ask another question so i just said.. "i wont ask anything but i am here if you wanted to talk anytime" i said as i smiled trying to erase the awkwardness

What do you mean i am here if you wanted to talk rian?! Who asks such a question when he was clearly avoiding you and wishing to talk to anybody but you* a voice in my brain scolded me and I immediately slapped myself in my thoughts

"Sure Rian, i guess i got to go and get my sense back together before i get myself stuck in problems" he said as he looked back at me his lips smiling but his eyes was still a dark gaze

He was acting like he was okay beside me..

"Sure.." i replied faking a smile and he noded before going