The following day

As soon as I got out of the car the glares the students were sending me made me think  that today wont be an easy day...

However just like any other days I put on my earphones and headed into school and to my class where I saw my seatmate Jeongin

He looked up and I could see he was suprissed that I came to school but he hided it and went back to his cold self and I just went and sat down with a simple Hi and a smile.

And we did not exchange any other words after that.

I kept looking at the door wondering when will teacher come because I was hella stressed sitting in a crowd where every eyes is on me meanwhile Jeongin had his head on the desk and kept on looking at me

"umm, you know your gazes is making me kind of uncomfortable Jeongin" I said in a matter of fact but not coldly

"so?"  was the only word he uttered and kept on doing what he was doing which was looking at me

"So I would appreciate it if you stop doing it" I stated this time I was getting kind of upset

"how about no little lady" he replied with a smirk knowing he was fully getting on my nerves

"Jeongin I swear if you don't stop I am going to-" I stopped midway due to the teacher's arrival i sighed as i tried to calm myself down

"its not worth it, its not worth it Rian" i calmed myself down before glaring at Jeongin who was smirking clearly satisfied with making me angry but i decided to just ignore him because there was no way i could win over him

The rest over the class i tried to listen to the class even though Jeongin continuously annoyed me but i controlled myself till the end of it

The bell rang and i headed out of class as i got more and more stressed with everyone talking about me, quietly i went to the rooftop and sat at edge looking down i sighed

"Another year and you will be free from everything Rian. College life will probably be easier than Highschool you could go to a foreign country where nobody knows you and live a normal life as a normal girl" i was talking to my inner self quietly till i felt someone coming and sitting beside me.

"Should i think  you are a  suicidal girl for sitting here looking down sighing or just think you are an outcast and dealing with depression?" He said as he looked at the sky and back to me with an expressionless face

"Why are you here Jeongin? To annoy me again?" I gritted my teeth as i tried to control myself from getting angry. I thought we were friends but no uh he just wants to bully me

"Dont be mean princess i asked a question first so answer" he replied with a smile as he messed my hair making me roll my eyes

"None i am just relaxing here any problem Mr.Annoying?" I glared as he put his hand over his heart "You broke my heart princess , you think i am annoying?"  I rolled my eyes "isnt that obvious? Srsly why did you follow me Jeongin?! I want to be alone please leave if you are here to annoy me"
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" because you make me confused Rian. I thought you were a rude bitch who only cared about herself and a mean girl because thats what i heard  when i came here but-"

"Wait. What!?? A bitch?Seriously Jeongin bitch? Do you even know me to call me a rude bitch?" I couldn't handle it , how can he just call me  a bitch infront of my face
I was fine with everybody else saying it but not him.. i thought i finally got friends.. my eyes was starting to lose its control

"Wait let me finish rian-"

"Finish what Jeongin, finish you calling me shits? *sigh* i thought you were different Jeongin.. i was thrilled to come back to school to meet you and hyunjin.. but you are the same with others" i looked at his eyes as my eyes got teary full of hurt and dissapointment

He was shocked to see me like that his eyes got locked on mine but i didnt care i sighed and got up to leave but was stopped as i felt his hand grabbing my wrist as he pushed me back closer to him i tried to free myself from his grab but he didnt move an inch

"Look here rian" he sighed as he messed his own hair out of frustration, I couldn't stop my tears from coming out i was still in his embrace , i felt so hurt when he looked down to my eyes

" the words i just said... i am sorry for it Rian i didnt mean to" he sighed as he looked into my eyes "mianhae" without my own will i hugged him and cried harder he was shocked as he flinched but i didnt care because i needed it mow

"You dont know how hard it is to hear these words everyday Jeongin *sob* hearing them constantly makes me feel like its the truth.... like i am... i am a b"

"Shhhh just shut up and calm down first" he said as he hugged me back