My R {Shinsou x OC} "Sayonara Shinso"

March 4th 2050
The U.A rooftop
Dear Diary,
I'm really feeling like I shouldn't be here anymore. I've attempted to jump so many more times, but a voice kept telling me to turn away. Anyways, Shinso came back today, and he just kept pushing me away because he had to do work that he missed. Even during lunch! It's not fair! Does he not like me anymore? Why? The people still bully me, and Shinso couldn't stop them  cause he was in the classroom doing work. New month new me, right? Nope. I've added to my cuts in the bathroom after school. I was going to ask to stay at Shinso's house but he was wearing headphones and couldn't hear me. So once again, I had nowhere to go, no money, and no friends. More bullies, more cuts and more of a temptation to die. So I gave in. I wanted to write a letter to Shinso first though. And plus, I was angry at him. It's not all his fault, but today, I'm making it his fault. So he can feel guilty when I die. So I'm writing the letter, here it is.


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Dear Shinso,
This is partially your fault, partially your fault that i'm about to die. By the time your done reading this, i'm probably diving off of the school's roof. Why did you ignore me today? I mean you weren't really ignoring me, but you were pushing me away. It's not nice. You didn't even help with my bullies. I get it. You were catching up with school work. You didn't even tell me you would be gone for days. I'm on the U.A rooftop. And since i'm planning on dying, I might as well spill all my secrets right? Here. I keep a diary, I got kicked out of my parents house, I stopped myself from attempting 3 or 4 times. I have a huge crush on you, but I only recently realized it. I doubt you like me back but if you do, sucks, cause i'm going to DIE. AND YOU CAN'T STOP ME. Not even with your love. I know i'm being really rude to you, and it actually isn't your fault, but I want someone to blame. And since your the last people who made my feel some sort of pain. That person that i'm blaming is you. You ignored me all day. I'm not gonna blame my parents who kicked me out, I'm not gonna blame my bullies, i'm not gonna blame my ex-best friend. It's you. And I hop you feel remorse for what you've done. Fuck you and I love you. 

                                                                                                                                                                           -Akina Hakari

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That was the letter. I know it wasn't his fault. But I can't just die with no reason right? So i blamed him. And it was a big mistake. I probably won't write anymore as i'm dead, so bye forever, my dear diary. 

                                                                                                                                -Akina Hakari, Signing out, forever

Akina ripped out the letter, and folded it. She then folded an origami envelope, and wrote 'Shinso, my crush' on it. She ran down the rooftop stairs and walked into Shinso's classroom to find him doing homework. 

"Shinso-kun."

"Oh hi! I'm sorry I avoided you for so long! I just caught up on all my missing work" Shinso explained apologetically.

"That's alright. When ill you finally be done?" Akina asked, hiding the envelope behind her back.

"Maybe like 30 more minutes? Why?" Shinso asked.

"Okay. Open this letter when your done. Someone wrote it and told me to pass it to you." Akina lied, handing Shinso the envelope.

"Alright. I will. Who gave it to you?" Shinso asked.

"Just someone. Bye bye Shinso-kun!" Akina said, waving and running out of the classroom. Shinso waved bye back.

Akina ran up the rooftop stairs and went straight to the fence. 'I need to bleed out before Shinso finished his homework.' Akina thought. She took off her shoes, un-braided her hair, climbed up the fence, shrugged off her yellow cardigan. She took longer than she thought, because she heard Shinso. 

"Hakari-Chan! Wait please no!" Shinso yelled, panting, bursting through the roof doors.

"Sorry Shinso-kun. I love you..."

"I- I love you too Hakari-chan! Please get down! I'm sorry I avoided you all of today! It wasn't intentional! I promise!" Shinso exclaimed, admitting his love, and apologizing.

"I'm sorry I blamed you. It's really not your fault." Akina said quietly.

"No! Wait please I can help you! You can stay at my house!" Shinso exclaimed, tears now rolling down his face. Call him stupid, but he never thought to use his quirk.

"When I die, don't cry. Look up at the sky, and say goodbye. I love you Shinso-kun" Akina whispered, leaned forward from her perch on the the fence, and fell to her death.

Wind blew through her hair as she fell, and she closed her eyes, enjoying her last moments. She could hear the wind, birds chirping, and Shinso screaming her name. It was peaceful as she fell to her release on life. 










"Sayonara Shinso."







She felt her neck crack and the world went black.





SoOOoOoOOoooo
Another sad-ish story. Yum. We love sad stories.Sorry if I made you sad. Smile now. I'll probably make another sad story. Maybe. Maybe not. So yea. Bye. See you in the next story.

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