My R {Shinsou x OC} "Cause' I'm in a field of Dandelions"
Feb 19th 2050
Kitchen table, eating macaroni and cheese.
Dear Diary,
Today, my best friend left me. She didn't just leave me. She emptied out my locker into the dumpster at the back of the school too. But I couldn't get my stuff back in time. It's a Tuesday, and Tuesdays are the days the garbage truck comes. You can only assume what happened. I wanted to cry. When I found my locker, people were stealing from it. My lunch money, my coat, my notebooks and other things. I was trying to get my stuff back but they put their arms up so I couldn't reach anything! I called Shinso and he came to help. But that didn't change anything really. Half of my stuff were already in a landfill. So, once again, for the second time this month, I went up to the rooftop. I took my shoes off, un-did my braids, but I struggled to climb the fence, seeing how short I was. Just as I got to the top of the fence, I heard a voice.
Hey! Don't do, it please.
The same as yesterday! I looked around, but again, there was no one. But there it was. The voice again.
Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home! There's always dinner waiting at the table, you know?
As I heard that, I remembered how my parents made me food and how caring they were. I couldn't just kill myself after they so graciously brought me to the world. 'I'm hungry' I thought, then shed a tear, then I put my shoes on, re-did my braids, and went home, to Macaroni and Cheese for me to microwave, and a loving note.
-Akina Hakari
Feb 24th 2050
In a field of dandelions.
Dear Diary,
Over the past few days, my life has really gotten worse. Shinso hasn't been at school, or answering my calls, so i'm lonely and worried about him. He can't help me with bullies and i've been picked on a lot. My report card came out a few days ago as well. I'm failing, and my parents are mad. I began to cut, as it was my way of letting out all my stress and pain, onto my own body, as a reminder for how much of a failure I am. My parents beat me up a few days ago, and people began calling me a villain. Because of my quirk. I've been living on the streets for the past few days, only showering at the U.A shower rooms, and sleeping on the roof of an old building. But today was exceptionally bad. I was called to the principal's office and Nezu said that if I failed one more test, I would be kicked out of U.A. I couldn't have that. Then, some of my bullies overheard my conversation with the principal and made fun of me, beating me up. I got up after they left, and cleaned myself off in the shower room. Then, I heard a rumour that Shinso was dead. That's it. I ran to the rooftop for the third time this month. I took off my shoes, undid my braids, climbed up the fence, and just as I was about to unzip my yellow cardigan, I heard the voice, that I heard all my other times at the roof.
"Hey! Don't do it, please."
I didn't even bother looking around the rooftop. I knew I wouldn't be able to pinpoint the origin of the voice. I shrugged my cardigan off, halfway when it spoke again.
"But even so, please just go away so I can't see. Your pitiful expression is just too much for me"
I sighed. 'I guess today is just not my day' I put my cardigan on, climbed down the fence, re-did my braids, put my shoes on, and walked away. I found a field of dandelions after walking for a few minutes. I played a random song. "Cause' I'm in a field of Dandelions, wishing on every one, that you'll be mine" The song played. 'huh' I thought. I'm glad I turned away, because just now, I realized my feelings for Shinso, and i'm glad I found this song.
-Akina Hakari
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