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I opened my eyes and saw Toga laying on my bed facing me fast asleep, with her hand holding mine. I took a deep breath, and looked around my room, and I slowly remembered what happened. I sat up, and saw that I was now in a baggy sweater.

I hugged myself, and closed my eyes. I rubbed my face and got out of the bed and walked towards the door. I unlocked it and slowly opened it and looked down the hall. It must have been late, because it looked like everyone was in bed.

I quietly walked down towards Dabi's room and knocked on the door. After there was no response, I opened it and peaked inside to see that he wasn't in his room. I heard a noise, and looked to see that the bathroom light was on.

I walked in to Dabi's room, and placed myself on his bed. I waited a few minutes until the door opened, and Dabi walked in with a towel around his neck and only wearing a pair of pj pants.

"Y/n?" He asked and I looked at the floor.

"I'm sorry." I told him. Dabi walked towards me and I almost flinched when he kneeled in front of me.

"No, I'm sorry." He said, and grabbed my hands. "I shouldn't have pushed you. Did I hurt you?" I shook my head. He hugged me, and I wrapped my arms around him. He held me like that for a minute, and I ran my hand through his wet hair.

"Can we continue from earlier?" I asked, and he turned his face into my neck. I could feel his hot breath on my throat.

"Are you sure?" He asked me.

"Maybe just a little slower." I said, I understood what it was he had tried to do. He was trying to let me see the good in it.

"You got it." He said and kissed on my neck. His hand held onto the side of my face, and his fingers slid into my hair. The feeling sent tingles down my spine, and I closed my eyes. "Keep your eyes open." He told me, I opened my eyes to see him coming in for a kiss.

I let him have my mouth, and my tongue. I held onto his face and closed my eyes, squeezing them tight. I pulled my lips away from him, my breathing was all over the place. He grabbed my thighs and picked me off the bed and we switched places, so I was on his lap.

"Lets try this." He whispered to me and I nodded. I opened my eyes, and looked down at him.

This time I kissed him and his hands traveled over my thighs, across my ass, and then up my back. His hands traveling under my sweatshirt, slowly pulling it up and over my head. When it was off, I covered myself.

"If you don't want me to see, get closer to me." He told, but he never looked down. I wrapped my arms around his neck and I hugged him.

"I need a breather." I said, and my hands were shaking.

"Take your time." He told me and kissed on my shoulder. He moved my hair off my shoulder and nibbled all over my neck and I turned my head away from him so he had even more.

The feeling of his hands on my bare back were so soothing, and I didn't ever want it to stop.

"Tell me what you want, my little mouse." He said in my ear, and that phrase sent shivers up and down my spine. I shivered, and he laughed into my throat as he grazed his teeth across my skin.

"Don't stop holding me." I begged him.

"Yes, ma'am." He sighed into me and held me as he stood up. The feeling of being carried like this, was so naughty, but oh so nice.

He gently laid me on my back on the bed, and he pressed his body to mine. He traveled from my neck down to my chest, this time much more slowly. He played with my breasts, trailing his fingers over my chest leaving a tickling sensation. He laid down so he was sitting up with his elbows in the bed, and kissed my nipples. Using his tongue to massage them.

My breath hitched and I tried taking a deep breath.

"Tell me when I can continue." Dabi said and started kissing my stomach. And we laid like that for a while, and I let him place as many hickeys he wanted on my stomach.

"Okay." I told him, once I got a hold of my breathing. But it didn't stop my heart from racing. He crawled lower and slowly started undoing my pants.

"Is this okay?" He asked, and waited until I nodded to pull them down my legs. I held my arm in front of my chest, and my face felt hot. He grabbed my arms and lifted them so he could kiss down them until he reached my shoulder. "You are gorgeous." He whispered to me, and kissed across my chest and up my other arm. "Do you need another breather?"

"No." I forced out, and he smiled before wrapping his arms around me and rolling us over so I was on top of him. I rested my head on his chest and listened to his heart beat. It was racing too. "Why are you so nervous?"

"Cause I don't want to do something wrong to you." He told me and ran his hands up and down my bare back. "All I want is to you to feel good, but I don't want to scare you again."

"Baby steps." I said, both to him and to myself. We laid there for a while, and I finally felt calm enough to go for a while.

I lifted my head and kissed Dabi, to let him know I was ready. He rolled us over so he was on top of me again. This time he traveled down my body a little faster, looking at me after every kiss to make sure I was okay.

He hooked his finger around the hem of my panties and watched me as he pulled them off. Waiting for any sign for him to stop. He lowered himself between my legs and kissed on my thighs.

"Are you ready?" He asked me. I nodded and held my hand out to him. He took my hand and intertwined our fingers together. Dabi then ever so slowly, started devouring me.

As soon as his mouth touched me, my head hit the pillow and I held his hand tighter. I used my other hand to cover my mouth, and Dabi laughed so close to me I could feel the vibration.

"Oh come on little mouse." He growled. "Let me hear you squeak." He said and took my other hand, and didn't let me take it back. I bit my lip trying to keep quiet. After a minute, my breathing couldn't keep pace with Dabi's tongue. And I had to let my moans out.

"Oh I love you, my little mouse." Dabi said, and we both froze after he stopped. I looked down at him, and he was shocked he said it as well. I let go of his hands and grabbed his face, pulling it to me and met him halfway. I put my tongue in his mouth and I loved him back.

"Dabi." I breathed into him. "Take me." I told him, and he pulled away from the kiss to look at me.

"Are you sure?" He asked, and I pulled him closer to me.

"I trust you." I told him, and he slid his pants off. He laid me down, and kept his hand on the center of my chest and I felt him slide into me. And I bit my lip.

"Tell me when I can move." Dabi said as he lowered himself to kiss me and held me tight.

"I love you Dabi." I told him, in his ear. He started moving slowly, and I took a deep breath.

"I love you too." He said. He kissed on my neck and held me in place. I could feel my breathing was steady with every thrust, and I started to cry. He noticed and stopped moving. "Baby, what is it?"

"Nothing." I told him, shaking my head. He pulled out of me and sat me up.

"Baby, talk to me." He told me, and held my face in his hands.

"It's just." I started to say, and my hands started to shake.

"Do you want to stop?" He asked me.

"No." I blurted out. "I . . . I want you."

"Then you can have me." He told me, and made me look him in the eye. "Baby, I'm all yours." I took a couple of deep breaths before I put my hands on his shoulders and I pushed him to sit down. I crawled on top of him and kissed him, with tears running down my face.

I reached down and grabbed him, before I sat down on his lap. His arms wrapped around my body and he kissed my chest.

"Please don't let me go." I begged him, and he kissed the tears off my face.

"Never." He told me and I slowly bounced myself up and down. He held me tight and I closed my eyes. "Look at me." He said and I opened my eyes and he guided me to go a little faster. I moved my hips and gripped the side of his face and kissed him.

I couldn't help but moan into the kiss, and I let him open my mouth with his tongue. I never thought I would be here, in Dabi's lap like this. And weeks ago, I never thought I would feel good again.

Dabi reached up my back and grabbed around the back of my neck, and I closed my eyes and let myself feel everything. For the first time in forever, I felt safe. In this man's arms. In a villain's arms, I've found love. But then again, I was a villain too.

But us villain's deserve love too. And I will give this man all of my love.

"Mouse." Dabi breathed into my neck, and by his breathing I knew he was almost finished.

"It's okay. I'm okay." I told him, and he bounced me faster. And I could feel a tight ball forming in my stomach. I hugged onto Dabi's neck, and threw my head back as Dabi slammed me down into his lap.

I could feel my legs twitching, and I felt like I couldn't breath. Dabi buried his face in my chest and I felt him twitching inside of me. I took a deep breath, and allowed my heart to calm down.

"Y/n?" Dabi asked, and I could hear he was worried. "Did I go to far?"

"No." I said and picked my head up, to look at him.

"Are you sure?" He asked me and he didn't look at me. "I . . . . I kind of lost it at the end there."

"No." I said and made him look at me. I kissed him on the lips, and tears rolled down his face. And they weren't mine. "Why are you crying?" I asked, and I could feel myself panicking.

"I just, I haven't been this happy in a long time." He told me, and I smiled at him. "I don't want to ruin what I have with you. You're all I've ever wanted, but you were dating . . . . ." He stopped himself. "I thought I lost you."

"I might have lost myself. And I might even lose myself again in the future." I told him and we laid down, holding each other. "But you'll never lose me."

"My little mouse." He said and held me to his chest. "I won't let you lose yourself again."