Warning: +18 chapter! Don't want it? Skip it!

Warning: Rough sex might trigger someone! Please proceed with caution!

(Also please note, it is only in the beginning that is rough. If you want to skip to where the roughness stops look for the ~~~)

"You better be fucking ready kid." Keigo said and threw me on the bed.

"Keigo." I sighed and I went to get up off the bed and say something, but before I could Keigo wrapped a gag around my face and kept me from talking. "I'm going to fuck you so good tonight, baby bird." He whispered in my ear.

I tried reaching for the gag, but Keigo grabbed both my wrists and twisted my arms behind my back before he tied my wrists together. I could feel the rope digging into my skin, but I couldn't sit up or pull away from him.

He smacked my ass before he tossed me onto the bed on my back. I went to try and back away from him, but he wrapped his hands around my ankles and pulled me until he could pin me down with his own legs.

"Now I think this is just too much." He said grabbing my shirt, and torn it to pieces. I was looking at him hoping he would look at me and see I wanted him to stop. But the only thing he was looking at was my body. He tore my bra off and started biting on my nipples, so hard I threw my head back in pain. Tears were coming to my eyes, but I couldn't say anything. I could barely breath.

He flipped me over so I was on my stomach again and pulled my hips off the bed and ground his crotch into my ass. He grinned against me for a couple of seconds, making me feel his dick through his jeans, before he undid my pants and pulled them down.

"Such a fine ass you have." He said and his lips were too my ear. He smacked my ass again and this time he gripped my butt cheek in his hand really hard. "Don't mind if I help myself."

He slid himself down my back until he was behind me, and slid my panties to the side and started eating me out. I tried making noise to tell him to stop, but my face was buried in the bed covers.

"Yeah, you like that baby bird?" He asked and I heard his belt buckle starting to come off. I went to sit up, but his hand grabbed onto the back of my neck and pinned me to the bed again. I felt him slip into me, and I cried out. He held onto my hips as he fucked me.

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I could feel the sheets around my face, were completely wet from me crying. I tried waving my hands, to get his attention and it worked well enough for him to grab onto my wrists.

I twisted my wrist until I could grab onto him and I dug my nails into him. He tried pulling his hand away, but I didn't let go.

He suddenly stopped moving, and I only gripped him harder.

"Baby?" He asked and pulled out of me. I fell onto my side on the bed and kept my face in the sheets. I didn't want to look at him.

He untied my hands, and I quickly ripped the gag out of my mouth and ran into the bathroom. I locked the door and fell to the ground.

"Baby bird!" He called after me, and I covered my mouth to keep myself quiet. I backed myself against the tub and fell to my side. "Baby open the door." He told me, jiggling the nob aggressively. "Please baby, open the door." He begged me, but I didn't move.

In my efforts to be quiet, I couldn't help but make a noise when I tried to take a deep breath. Through my efforts to breath, I heard small clicking noises before the door opened and feathers were sticking out of the bedrooms side of the nob. He picked the lock with his feathers.

"Baby!" He said and got on his knees in front of me and pulled me to his bare chest.

He had taken his shirt off while we had been in bed, but he still had his pants on.

I didn't hug him back and tried to keep myself quiet.

"Baby, I'm so sorry." He whispered in my ear and rocked me in his lap. I cried into his chest, but I still refused to look or wrap my arms around him.

"Baby, I . . . . . ." He started to say, but he didn't finish his thought. "I don't even know what I was thinking . . . I just wanted you . . . . . . . I thought it'd be interesting." He gripped me tighter and picked me up off the floor. "I should have talked to you first, I'm such a fucking idiot." He took me to the bed and set me down.

I crawled away from him and wrapped myself up the sheets. I heard him walk away from the bed and go to our closet. A couple seconds later he came around to my side of the bed and pulled me so I was sitting up, but I didn't unwrap myself from the sheets.

I didn't look at him as he put a shirt around my head and I let him pull my arms through the shirts sleeves. He pulled the sheets out of the way of the shirt and I felt coldness on my back. It was his shirt.

He picked me up off the bed and carried me back to the bathroom and placed me on the bathroom counter. I sat there, as he dug around in the drawers until he pulled a package out and pulled a wipe out of it.

He gently held my face in one of his hands and wiped at my face with the wipe in the other. I could only imagine how smeared my makeup was at this point.

"Close you eyes." He told me quietly and I did what he said, and took a shaky breath in. He carefully wiped over my eyes and cleaned my face off.

After he was done I opened my eyes to him, holding my face in his hands.

"Baby, I'm so sorry." He told me, and he had tears in his own eyes. "I'm so sorry I hurt you. You know that's not what I want right?" I nodded to him, and I felt more tears fall down my cheeks and onto his hands.

He wrapped his arms around my neck, and this time I hugged him back, sniffing into his shoulder.

"Tell me what I can do." He told me, he begged me. He let me go and got on his knees in front of me. He buried his face in my lap and held onto my waist. "Tell me how to fix this. Please Baby, tell me how to make you feel better." He begged me and kissed the top of my thighs.

I placed my hands on his arms and slid off the counter and into his lap.

"Make me feel good." I told him and sniffed again. He looked at me, and his eyes traveled over every inch of my face. He gripped onto my face and buried his lips in mine. I had never felt such a serious kiss before.

He let my lips go, and instantly went to my neck placing kisses everywhere. His hands wrapped under my thighs and picked me up off his lap and carried me back to the bed.

He set me down on the bed and pushed me so I was laying down. I wrapped my legs around his hips and crossed my ankles. I didn't want him to think for a second, that I didn't still want him.

He continued to kiss my neck and breathing hard in my ear. He knew I liked to hear him, even though he was crying just like me. But hearing his heavy breaths in my ear, still sent a special feeling down my spine.

I felt his hands slide up my stomach and lifted his shirt up over my head. I let him pull it off and he threw it off the bed.

He sat up and reached over his shoulder, and plucked a feather from his wings. It was a shorter one and held the base of it while trailing the very tip of it down my chest, and circled it around my nipples.

The softness of the feather tickling my delicate skin, and I closed my eyes. I felt the delicate furs of the feather trail all over my body and I gripped the sheets at how tickling it was.

The feather trailed up my torso and danced around my neck and when I leaned my head back to give him more access, it made my back arch as well.

While doing this Keigo's other hand was rubbing my thighs and grazing his finger tips over my skin.

I opened my eyes and saw that he was watching me with pain in his eyes. I grabbed his hand off my thighs and placed it on my chest.

He ran his hand up and down my body. It almost felt like he was giving the front of my body a massage. He slid his hand up and around the back of my neck to pick me up off the bed, and brought me to his lips.

I kissed him with everything I had, and I could feel his tears running down my own face. I held his face in my hands pulled away from him, his eyes were in so much pain.

"Baby bird." He whispered under his breath. I used my thumbs to wipe his tears away and gave him a kiss on his forehead. His arms snaked around my lower body and pulled my up onto him while he sat on his knees. He buried his face in my bare chest and I hugged him.

"Keigo, I'm okay." I told him. I wasn't mad now. I understand that he wanted to spice things up and what not, but he was right about how he should have talked to me first.

"Baby bird." He said again and started sucking on my neck. I giggled cause it always tickled the most. "My beautiful song bird." He whispered as he pulled away from my neck and looked me in the eye. "Will you sing me my favorite song?"

I always loved it when he asked like that.

I nodded to him and he let me go, making me fall back onto the bed. I laughed and watched as Keigo meddled with his pants. He took my panties off and turned me over onto my stomach.

He pulled my hips into the air, gently this time and I felt his tongue travel all the way up my back before he nipped at my neck. I stretched my back like I was a cat and pushed back into Keigo's crotch.

I felt him enter me, ever so slowly this time and I shuddered at the feeling. His hands snaked around the front of my body and pulled me up to him. I put my hand behind my head and grabbed onto the back of his head and made him kiss me.

And together we grinned into each other. His hands traveled up and down the front of my body, as he placed hickeys all over my shoulder.

He put his hands on my hips and pushed me away from him, he laid me down on my back. He entered me and I hugged him close to me. I ran my hands threw his hair, and I wrapped my legs around him again and I reached out and touched his wings.

"And what do you think you're doing kid?" Keigo asked suddenly stopping. I laughed, but didn't let him get away from me and continued to touch them. They fluttered with every little movement I made, and I loved hearing him struggling in my ear.

I couldn't help but laugh at him trembling and collapsing at my touch.

"Alright lady." He said and grabbed a hold of my arms and pinned them above my head with his hands. "No more mister nice guy." He told me and I laughed at him. He continued to move, and started biting at my neck. Each nip sent a shiver down my spine.

He held my hands with his and his forehead on mine, and every time I tried to get a kiss from him he refused to let me have one. He was starting to laugh at me getting frustrated with the lack of kisses I was getting.

That was until I finally surprised him and finally got the kiss I was craving. He kissed me back and it felt almost like he was kissing me into the mattress.

He pulled away from our kiss and pulled me up so I was sitting in his lap facing him. I wrapped my legs around him tighter and he bounced me up and down in his lap. I hugged onto his neck as he continued to nip at mine.

I was at the point that I was breathing really heavy and I could hear him nearing the end too.

"Keigo." I breathed out and he looked at me. I kissed him and held his face in my hands as we finished together. We sat there together breathing into each other, moaning our love.

We both fell back onto the bed, breathless, and I cuddled up to him hugged onto his chest.

"I love you my songbird." He breathed into my hair.

"I love you too." I told him and wrapped a leg around his waist and he pulled me to him tighter.

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I took a deep breath in, and smelled bacon. My eyes fluttered open immediately and I saw that Keigo wasn't in the bed. I reached off the bed and grabbed my panties and shirt that Keigo had thrown off the bed last night. His shirt was cold from being on the floor all night, so I hugged myself as I walked down the hallway to the kitchen where I heard whistling coming from.

I peaked around the corner and I silently watched Keigo sway to his own song. When he wasn't watching I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around his stomach and swayed with him while his wings bent back and held me closer to him. And for a couple of moments we stayed like that before his whistling and dancing stopped.

"Keigo?" I asked and looked around his body, and saw he was staring at my hands. I looked too and saw that it wasn't my hands that caught his attention, it was the bruises on my wrists. I pulled my hands away and tucked them behind my back.

"Let me see." He told me and turned the stove down.

"I'm fine." I said, and he walked towards me. I tried to fight his grip when he grabbed my arm but of course he won. He looked at the dark purple bruises and I watched his face. He touched them lightly and I flinched. Although I could tell he was more hurt by this than I was.

"I shouldn't have used rope." He said. "I shouldn't have done that at all."

"Well I'm not going to disagree there." I said and I pulled him to me. His arms wrapped around my body and he buried his face into my neck. "But it's okay. Rope play is something you have to learn a lot about anyway. There's a certain way to do it."

"And you know this because?" He asked me and I could feel his smile on my shoulder.

"I may or may not have gotten interested in it before I met you." I laughed a little and he did too, as he started swaying us side to side again.

"I'm sorry." He whispered into my ear.

"Keigo. I promise, I'm okay." I told him. He stood up straight with his arms around me and set me on the counter next to the stove and I leaned against the cabinet and watched him cook.

"So." He said after a minute. "Rope play?"

"Yeah." I said with a smile on my face. "You'll have to let me show you some time." I said and he gave me a devilish look.