It wasn't fine, not one bit fine.

It had been a week since the day I found out he had a girlfriend and it had also been a week since we had spoken. Finn seemed to be avoiding me for reasons I don't know as It was him that didn't tell me...so shouldn't I be the one angry. 

"Hey Ami are you alright?" Zoe asked me a frown on her face as she squeezed my shoulder.

I shake my head at her, "No I'm not fine"

I wanted to talk to Finn badly but I didn't know what to say, I don't even know if he'd speak to me. I feel like its all my fault somehow...but at the same time I know its not my fault at all. I sigh and carry on walking down the corridor with Zoe to my next lesson. Life hadn't been very fun without Finn in it.

*Time skip to after school*

Finns POV

I slump onto my bed allowing my face to hit the pillow before shouting into it. Why was I such an idiot. I've just lost the one person that made me feel really happy... and it's all my fault.

I roll over and stare at the ceiling. I wonder what Ami's doing right now, I wonder if she's happier without me in her life. I should never have treated her like that, I should have just told her about Rachel earlier...I mean I didn't have a reason to not say anything. 

"Oi dude stop feeling sorry for yourself"

I turn to find Nick standing at my door, he had an annoyed expression on his face. I grab a pillow and chuck it at him, he catches it and throws it back twice as hard. 

"Get out Nick!"

"I won't, I'm sick and tired of seeing you moping around because of what YOU did to Ami, stop feeling sorry for yourself and go and make it up to her. You don't deserve her but at the moment she seems to be all you got" 

With that he walked out of the room and closed the door behind himself. I slowly sit up and stare at the back of my door. What he was saying was right, I didn't deserve her...but that didn't mean I didn't want her. I'll talk to her tomorrow, I hope we can get past this stupid fight..

*The next day*

Ami's POV

Once again I wake up in the same old boring mood, wondering when it would go or if it even would. I hadn't even known him that long so I was being stupid, just forget about him Ami.

But I don't want to.

*At school*

"Hey Ami what do we have today?" I turn to face Louise putting on a smile and checking inside of my blazer to find my timetable- it wasn't there. I frown , "Err sorry I seem to have forgotten my timetable"

She shook her head at me and smiled sympathetically, "it's alright silly, come on lets go" She threw and arm around me and walked us down the corridor. I smile slightly at her action before spotting Finn looking directly at me from the other side of the corridor. I instantly pull on Louise's arm attempting to turn away from him but she stops me and whispers into my ear.

"Go and talk to him, I know you want to"

I sigh and nod my head walking towards Finn, he begins to walk towards me as well, his forced smile on his face.

"Hey"

"Hey Finn.."

He cleared his throat before speaking again, "Look can we go and speak in private...please"

I nod my head and I follow him to the back of the school where not many students go to so we were alone.

"Okay go ahead, what did you want to say to me?"

"I'm sorry Ami, I really am sorry. I hate myself for treating you the way I did and to make it worse I even began to avoid you...please forgive I don't know what I would do without you...I've known you for only a little time but you seem to have really etched yourself to my heart" He placed his hand on the right side of his chest and smiled at me.

I instantly laugh at his cheesiness and move his hand to the left side of his heart, "That's where your heart is silly...and I forgive you...that's all I really wanted to hear"

Are you sure that's all you want?

I'm sure... though I still wanted to know why he didn't tell me in the first place. I wipe away the few tears that had ended up falling against my wheel before smiling at him.

"Finn can you tell me one thing"

"Anything"

"Why didn't you tell me in the first place"

He frowned, "I-I don't know to be fully honest...I just somehow thought it would be better if you didn't know but  I guess I was wrong there...I'm sorry..." He looked at the ground.

I quickly wrap my arms around him and squeeze, I whisper in his ear, "Thanks Finn" before taking a step back. "

"Where are you going Ami?"

"To class where else would I be going silly" I chuckle at him and wave, "Goodbye Finn" 

With that I walk away with a goofy grin on his face-he needed me.

Finns POV

I watch her as she disappears around a corner before twirling around, a big smile on my face. I had finally gotten her back. I should ask to something with her after school today but what? I begin to walk towards the front of school again thinking about what to do when my phone goes off. I quickly take it out and read the message, causing me to frown instantly.

Rachel: 'Finn babe I hope you didn't forget but I'm coming to England with your band mates on the weekend!' Seeya soon, love you xx'