Gulf's POV

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"Please doctor!!! Please save him!!!!" I begged the doctor while we were pushing his bed to the OR, Mew was bleeding so much, I was covered in his blood, he looked lifeless, hardly breathing and in so much pain, I wanted to stay with him but was stopped in front of the OR, Luke, Noah, Ram and Prem were taken for questioning so I was the only one there for almost 20 minutes until his and my parents caught up, I was crying none stop and was so scared, this is the most scary thing I experience in my whole life, seeing the man I love being shot and bleeding like that

"Gulf!!! Are you alright?" my father asked running closer to me

"it's not my blood, I'm fine" I answered sobbing

"is Mew alright? Will my son be fine?" Mew's mother asked

"idk, I begged the doctor to save him, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I kept apologizing to his parents, his mother was also sobbing, one hour later, our friends caught up and we were all sitting there waiting, some nurses went in and out holding packets of blood, some doctors also rushed in, it was a mess, it's all my fault, he saved me, he kept his promise and protected me, it's my fault

2 hours later...

"doctor!! How is my son?!!" Mew's father was the first to jump as soon as the doctor came out, we all surrounded him

"the bullet was luckily far from his heart but it was really deep and one of his internal organ got hurt a little not to mention that he bled too much, we did everything we could, but he's still in critical condition, we will keep him under surveillance" the doctor explained as we well went in shock, I almost fell down but my friends caught me, no, Mew promised that he will keep staying by my side, he said that we will keep living together and he will find a job here, I can't believe this is happening

After taking him to the ICU room, we all kept watching him from outside the window, we all stood in silence watching him, his mother was sobbing, it's my fault, I shouldn't have accepted Mew as my bodyguard, I shouldn't have told him about that psycho, I shouldn't have kept him after that group is kept

"Gulf, please don't blame yourself" his father suddenly said patting on my shoulder, I glanced to him with red eyes

"Mew was always like this, risking his life to protect the people he treasures"

"but, if he wasn't there he wouldn't be laying there"

"if my son decided on smth he will do it no matter how dangerous it is, he told us that he is set on protecting you and that he may get hurt, he even told us to tell you that it's not your fault and to make sure to keep your promise to him and take care of him" Mew said that to his parents? Ah, yes, he confessed to me this morning, he said he loves me as a man, our feelings are mutual but he didn't let tell him how I feel, I glanced back to Mew

"I still have an important thing to tell you so please hurry up and wake up" I said making everyone look at me but I only was focusing on watching Mew, for some reason my eyes traveled to my hands and my bloody shirt and I ended up feeling like throwing up so I ran to the close bathroom, my friends caught up to me and was patting on my back while I kept vomiting feeling sick

"Gulf, you've been through so much so let us take you home" Prem said

"take a bath and rest and then you can come back here" Ram continued

"no, I will stay with Mew"

"if you faint you won't be able to stay here, so take a good rest and then come back"

"come on Gulf" my friends started taking me to their car

"ah, Ram how are you feeling, is you arm alright? You were bleeding"

"I'm fine, it's just a twist and the injury was really nothing, it was just a cut"

"thank you and I'm sorry for making you go through this"

"we are brothers so we must go through everything together, don't worry, Mew is a strong and healthy man, he will recover in no time and we will be able to go out and have fun together again"

"yes" that's right, Mew promised that he will recover and come back for me and told me to take care of him, I still haven't confessed to him, I won't allow him to leave me, after going back, I took a long bath then laid on Mew's bed, his scent was calming me like always, it was so sweet and I couldn't stop myself for hugging his pillow so close to me, I was feeling weak and nausea but I couldn't stop myself from bathing into Mew's scent.

Actually, I've been feeling sick for about 5 days now, I have a slight fever and was feeling tired most of the time, even though I don't eat much I kept throwing up once or twice a day, of course I kept this a secret from Mew but maybe he already noticed and that's why he was so worried and got overprotective, he always saw through me

I suddenly felt extremely nausea again and ran to the bathroom, vomiting again, I was so weak at this point so as soon as I returned to Mew's bed I immediately fell asleep, when I woke up it was already 8 pm so I quickly changed and rushed to the hospital, I found Mew's parents sitting watching him from outside

"uncle, you should go back and rest with your wife, I will keep watching Mew from now and I will call you if anything happens, you too Luke, Noah"

"but you look pale Gulf" Luke pointed

"I'm fine, I'm still shaken up from what happened that's all, so please go back and rest, I promise I will call you"

"alright, thanks Gulf" Mew's father said, after seeing them off, I sat watching him, I bought some snacks from a vending machine since I was feeling hungry, Mew looked like he was normally sleeping, like he would wake up any moment, a doctor would come by once every hour to check on him, it was getting really late, it was so quiet around since I was alone, suddenly I felt so sick again, when I stood up to ran to the bathroom, everything turned blurry and started wobbling, I'm really sick, I should have came to the doctors sooner, before I could say anything I passed out.

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I slowly opened my eyes to be met with a little bright light, I slowly sat up, a doctor must have noticed and came closer checking me, I was feeling weak and feverish but right now, I need to go back to Mew's side

"what time is it?" I asked, he looked a bit surprised

"it's almost 2 in the morning, we found you unconscious in the hallway"

"so it mean I've been sleeping for 3 hours, anyway, I need to go back"

"ah wait, you test result are here so let's check them before you leave, you are clearly sick so we need to know why" the doctor said as we walked to his desk, well I would have went to do a checkup anyway, he scanned the papers then stopped looking a bit surprised then he smiled looking to me

"oh, it seem it's nothing serious"

"what? Actually I've been feeling sick for almost a week, I kept throwing up and I feel weak and feverish" I explained

"that's normal since you are pregnant" I stopped for a moment as my brain was trying to process what I just heard

"I'm sorry doctor, I'm in no mood for jokes right now, I need to hurry and go back to watch Mew so please hurry and tell me what's wrong with me"

"oh, I'm not joking, you're really pregnant"

"I'm a man"

"you didn't know? There is actually some cases were man also got pregnant, your mother must had some complication during her pregnancy with you and your hormones got mixed up so overall you are a man but you just got the female ability to get pregnant, we actually met another 2 or 3 patients like you" he said showing me the other men's files and even pictures of their pregnancy and them giving birth

"I never knew about this, I... my mind is so blank right now"

"would you like to so do an ultrasound scan and see for yourself?" I nodded and followed him back to where I was, when he passed the scan over my tummy, he pointed out to the small thing like a seed I had, I suddenly heard a sound

"what's this?"

"even if it's so small, your baby still have a heart and this is the faint sound of his heartbeats, they are steady so it means that your baby is growing up well but you need to rest well and take and extra care of yourself especially during those first months of pregnancy, well congratulation Gulf, if you have any questions feel free to visit me anytime, of course, you need to do a regular checkups at least once every month" the friendly doctor said giving me a picture of the earlier scan and then I headed back to Mew's room, I got inside and sat next to him holding his hand

"Mew, I'm pregnant, I don't know how it happened but it seem, I got pregnant, with your baby, maybe because I love you so much and my hidden wish of making a family with you, created this miracle and I ended up getting your baby" I stayed quiet looking at the picture

"I heard his heartbeats, they were so faint, he was alive inside of me, it felt so warm and astonishing, I was overwhelmed and ended up crying, we have a baby, Mew"

"you said you will take responsibility right? So make sure to get well quickly and come back to me and... to our baby" my tears started sliding down again while I kept holding both his hand and the picture, I had a mixed feelings inside me, surprise, sadness, disbelieve, warmth and happiness, I can already imagine the three of us living happily in our current home

Around 8 in the morning, both Mew's parents and friends came so I head back home to rest, I made sure to eat smth then went to sleep, I must take care of our baby until Mew recover but I decided to keep it a secret, I want Mew to be the first to know, when I woke up, I cooked a few dishes for Luke and Noah, then I headed to the hospital

"how is Mew?" I asked as soon I got there

"according to the doctor his condition is stable and since he is an athletic and strong man, his health is improving" his father said

"I'm so glad, I'm sure he will wake up soon" Noah said

"yes he will, he promised to come back and to have fun together" Luke added

"well, you all should go back now and rest, I will keep watching him, Luke, Noah, I cooked a few dishes and left then on the table, make sure to re-heat them and eat well"

"thanks Gulf, you even care of us during this time, you are really so kind" Noah said, after seeing them off, I returned and sat next to Mew holding his hand and telling him about everything that happened

"... btw, about that psycho, he was taken straight to jail, I already sent all the videos and recording I have to the police and they added to the evidences they already had, he surely will get a life sentence, it's over Mew, we won't see him ever again, after you wake up let's start a new normal peaceful life... I'm so happy right now, having you and a baby with me is everyone's dream, but it was unfair confessing alone, you should have heard me... I love you Mew, I love you so much that I want to tell everyone about it but I want you to be the first to hear it" suddenly I felt his fingers moves, I jumped away and pressed the button, the doctor came running

"he just moved! His fingers moved in my hand!" some nurses caught up and they started checking him, I saw them removing the breathing mask, soon after they went out

"don't worry, he is getting better, he can even breath without the mask and at this rate he will regain his consciousness soon" the doctor patted on my shoulder with a grin as tears of joy escaped my eyes, I knew it, Mew always keeps his promises. Like the doctor predicted Mew woke up the next day around noon, I was still home sleeping and it seem no one wanted to bother me since they noticed I was tired and sick, when I arrived and saw him talking to everyone I almost screamed

"Mew!!" I went inside running kneeling next to him, tears was raining out of eyes

"don't cry, I'm fine, I promised I will recover and come back right?"

"yes! I knew you will keep your promise and I will take care of you from now on" he slowly patted on my head then wiped away my tears, everyone left and it was just me and Mew

"you look pale and tired Gulf, I know you've been sick for awhile, you too should go back and rest well" Mew said but I smiled taking his hand

"Mew, I love you, I love you so much, I want to stay next to you for the rest of our lives" Mew looked surprised for a moment

"you love me?"

"yes, I love you a lot so get well soon and let's enjoy our time as lovers from now on" a tender affectionate smile appeared on his face

"I also love you Gulf and always will" I wanted to hurry and tell him about my pregnancy but I hid it until he got much better and was transferred to a normal room, when we were alone, I decided to surprise Mew

"Mew, you may not believe this but... I already did a checkup since like you said I was feeling sick and... I'm pregnant" he stopped drinking his cup of water and looked to me, he then started giggling while groaning a little

"that was a really funny joke"

"yes, that's what I told the doctor but" I passed the scan picture to Mew who starred at it then back to me

"it seem that during my mother's pregnancy, my hormones got mixed up and I'm really able to get pregnant... that's our baby, I even heard his heartbeats"

"you are serious? It's real?"

"yes, there actually some men like me who also got pregnant and safely gave birth too, of course I need to do regular checkups" I know it's hard to believe but Mew believed me

"no words can express how I'm feeling right now, you just me the happiest man on earth, I promise I will take care of you and our baby too"

"of course you will, I won't let you ran away even if you wanted" soon after we gathered our families and close friends and told them everything, of course they didn't believe us at first but they were all overjoyed and happy for us, they even supported us and Mew's mother and Anong started nagging me that I should stay home and they treated like I was a fragile girl yet I let them do and say what they wanted.

I have Mew with me, we have our baby and our families and friends who supported us and are really happy for us... my life is completed.

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I was thinking of stopping here but I decided to add a few sweet chapters

More romance is still needed after all ^^

See you tomorrow ;)