"P'arthit, will you... stay with me tonight?" Kong asked in hope. Arthit don't know what to do, now a days kong seems so fragile and the dark circles under the eyes clearly indicating the latter is not sleeping well.

"Kong... actually it's not good to spend a night in your home while your parents are there... we are not even engaged.. I also can't contro—..." Arthit was cut by kong.

"I understand phi. Then lets meet for dinner bye" Kong said and walks to his cabin leaving Arthit infront of the elevator. Arthit sighed and walks to his own cabin he called Beam to share his misery.

"Hello phi".

"What happened now?" Beam asked in worry.

"He asked me to spend a night with him and I rejected him"

"Why the hell you do that Arthit??  let me be frank with you! Do you know why Kong is not opening up to you? Because he feel insecure in your relationship Arthit, he thinks you are not having any physical attraction with him, he thinks you are sacrificing for him and pity him!"

"Why is he thinking like that phi? Don't I always tells him how much I love him? Truly it's not like I don't want to do it with him Phi, It's just.. I already harmed him once by sleeping with a girl just to check my preference that's why I don't want to rush anything Phi.. I want to be a responsible person infront of his parents" Arthit explained his side.

"Then talk to him Arthit, make him understand that you are not feeling any disgust with him" Beam advised him.

"Ok phi, I will... I wish he will soon open up to someone, now a days he is stressing a lot Phi and getting mad for simple things."

"Don't worry Arthit I will try harder to make him open up"

"Thanks phi, how is Bright phi?" Arthit said and asked about Forth child.

"He is good Arthit, gladly he accepted me so we are doing good" Beam replied with a happy smile.

"Good to hear phi, then bye" Arthit said and end the call.

.........

"Kong, finished??" Arthit asked after opening Kong's door slightly with a knock.

Kong nods his head with a thin smile and walks to the door "Phi today I will have dinner at home, you can go ahead" Kong answered and walked past Arthit who pulled Kong to his chest by grabbing his wrist.

Kong stiffened in Arthit's arms for a second but got relaxed, Arthit hands patted him and tightened his hug to make Kong released a relaxed sigh in his arms.

Arthit dragged Kong to his car after breaking the hug, Kong kept his silent through out the ride and got surprised when Arthit stopped the car in different car parking.

Arthit once again dragged Kong out of the car to his apartment, when Kong was about to question his behaviour Arthit shut him up.

Opening his door he pushed Kong inside and locked the door. "Let's talk later, go and take your shower first" Arthit said after hand over a towel to Kong who sighed and followed Arthit's instructions.

Taking a deep breath Arthit called Kongpop's parents.

Hello uncle

Hello Arthit, actually I was about to call you, did you guys want to have dinner with us?

Uhmm... hmm... that is ... uncle.. I.. we..

Arthit, don't hesitate you can say anything to me.

Sorry we can't join you today uncle... If you are okay, Shall Kong stay with me for some days?

Oh Arthit you scared me...  of course he can, he can stay with you as much as he want or you want...

Thanks uncle.. then I will talk tomorrow uncle.. please inform aunty.

Ok Arthit, bye.

Arthit slammed his back on the wall and released a glad sigh. When he didn't hear any water sound he walks near to his bathroom and noticed the unlocked door he furrows and called the latter while entering. He saw kongpop tears on the mirror, he walks to him quickly to give a hug.

And Kong cried harder and harder on Arthit's shoulders hoping his pain will end or will have the strength to reveal everything.

Arthit didn't stop the latter from crying, he waited patiently for the latter to finish, once he finds the latter cries stopped he drag the latter to the tub.

He opened the shower and lifted Kong's shirt to remove. But Kong stopped him in worry, Arthit smiled assuring and removed both of their clothes.

This is the first time both see each other naked and Kong moved away from Arthit leaving some distance, he doesn't want to make Arthit feel uncomfortable by his naked glory.

But Arthit pulled kong closer to him and joined their lips, he kissed the latter with love and assurance that everything is ok and he craved for this closeness too.

Arthit tightened his hug before pulling away from the kiss "Don't go away from me, I want this Kong, I want you... from the start... like your heart, your are attracting me so don't think bad... it's just.... me, giving time because I don't want to rush things"

"I don't want you to misunderstand my love as physical attraction so please don't  think negative about our physical relation.

Furthermore if you ever want to cry you don't even have to ask me just come to me, my shoulders are yours to lean on" Arthit finished and wipes Kong's tears which start to come out.

Arthit joined their lips once again after Kong nods little. He deepens the kiss quickly to distract Kong from thinking about anything else.

Arthit's hands start to clean them simultaneously, Kong just concentrated on Arthit's kiss and allowed the latter to take a lead.

Soon Kong found himself in Arthit's bed while the latter is grabbing things from the drawer, Arthit touches and kisses reassured Kong that Arthit loves everything about him, Arthit didn't sacrificed anything for him. He finally found his partner.

Kong submits himself to Arthit, he wants to free from his evil thoughts, he wants to escape from his problem so he allowed Arthit to caress him and make him forget about everything and Arthit did, he kissed Kong's every skin, his love making is gentle and careful but same time he didn't show any disgust nor did any half heartly.

It was sensual, groans and moans resounded without any shame. Arthit every thrust and sweet words set Kong in uncountable bliss.

............

"I... thought.... you don't want me" Kong said while tightening his arms around Arthit's chest. Arthit just hummed and played with Kong's hair. Both are tired after doing it for sometimes especially Kong but both are not ready to sleep. Kong wants to talk while Arthit wanted to listen.

"Phi.... I ... am seeing him..." Kong started nervously. His hot breath caressed Arthit's chest.

"Who kongpop?" Arthit asked calmly not showing his anxious.

"Ren... I am hallucinating him everywhere for the past few months" Kong opened up with little tears.

"From when exactly?" Arthit asked softly even though he badly wanted to see Kong's face he didn't move a bit from his sleeping position.

"Days after I revealed my past to you.... first I seen him for a sec... now a days I am seeing him more than a second... worst I am seeing in someone else's place too" Kong trembled in fear.

"Why didn't you consult Beam?" Arthit questioned him.

"Because I don't want to destroy you guys happiness. And... don't worry phi I am seeing another doctor" Kong replied.

"What did he say?" Arthit asked quickly.

"I am having this because of my trauma... he thinks maybe opening up my past might trigger this fear over Ren" Kong told the doctor words to Arthit.

"Are you?" Arthit throws his question. "I don't know... truly after seeing Ren's friend in that restaurant I wondered what if Ren is alive like him.. but that thought vanished soon.. I don't have any dread.. but I don't know how to explain my feelings... it's just weird, after seeing him everywhere I am feeling very scary" Kong replied to him softly.

"Sleep Kongpop, you are tired.. lets see P'Beam tomorrow" Arthit told after sensing Kong fasten heartbeat he doesn't want to make the latter upset once again and he doesn't want their special night to end in misery too. "But phi I don't wan—-..." Kong was cut by Arthit.

"You need Kong, for me you need to come with me to Beam, if not tomorrow then whatever day you prefer but you need to see him and confess everything. Trust me Kong you will be alright soon" Arthit reassured him with his comforting words before a kiss on kong head. Kong nods softly and went into a sleep.

.......................

Few days later;;;

"Kong! How long are you gonna hide in my bed" Arthit raised his voice at Kong who is not leaving from Arthit's bed for the past week.

After their special night Kong applied leave to his work, Arthit was with him for a day and took care of him but the latter told Arthit to leave after a day and stayed there alone.

"Until I feel better" Kong told lazily while his eyes closed in sleepiness. This is the first time Arthit got mad at Kong "Are you doing this because you scared of treatment??? I told you everything will be alright, stop being stubborn Kongpop!" Arthit snapped at Kong who stood abruptly from the bed.

"Why are raising your voice at me Phi? Now a days you are doing it lot Phi! Can't I relax at my boyfriend's home for a week? Moreover why are you rushing the treatment? You want to confirm my craziness and break up with me?!! If so then let's break up phi!" Kong yelled back and rushed out quickly.

Arthit stunned in his place, Kong's words sent dagger to his heart and hurt him badly, this past week Arthit tried his best to convince Kong to visit Beam but the latter rejected him every time, that's why he decided to go on strict and stubborn in his decision but he never thought Kong will drag breakup into this.

.....................

Kong walks outside Arthit's apartment in his pajama, he gives an air kick with his home slippers regretting his aggressive act towards his boyfriend.

Suddenly a car stopped by Kong from going further, a figure came of it and asked Kong to come with him.

Kong furrows and shoo him away but when the latter shows some photos Kong's eyes widen so he followed the latter in panic hoping this is just a dream.

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