chapter 16
Arthit listened to Kong without interrupting him in the middle, he just supported him by stroking his silky hair.
After finishing Kong wrapped his arms tightly around Arthit's waist and asked softly "Did I disappoint you?"
Arthit smiled softly and replied to him still playing with Kong's hair "No but little, I am not disheartened because you choose to hide the truth by shutting yourself out in the past, you were 16 so I can understand, however, I am disappointed cause you are still hiding the truth from people who deserve to know"
Kong's eyes welled up "I want to tell them the truth but whenever I think of the hurt and disappointment look from my parents. I ... got scared and backed away, I don't want them to think of me as weak.
Its my fault, all because of my attitude, if I listened them for once, if I take Aim warning seriously for once, now I might not have to go through this fear, I know if I open up then I will soon forget my mistake and live my life happily but I don't want that, cause I am still scared of myself, I want to remember my attitude which almost killed me" Kong let out his thoughts.
Arthit kissed Kong's hair and advised "But Kong till when you gonna keep this to yourself? It's alright even if your parents get disappointed they will not hate you, they will just get proud of you because you learned from your mistake, everyone does wrong things, especially during our adolescence, most of our judgements goes wrong, but that doesn't mean we are bad and we have to keep in guard of our character"
"I know you are not ready to tell your parents now, but you should tell them eventually so that they can be at ease otherwise they will always be worried about you.
By now they might have a thousand scenarios about your kidnapping so clear their mind by coming clean to them. To Aim too,you should come clean okay? Stop acting like a child! Don't worry I will be with you, and don't hold your emotions anymore it will only cause you stress and pain" Arthit finished with another kiss on Kong's forehead.
"so shall we continue our dinner?" Arthit asked after lifting Kong's chin from his chest.
Kong shook his head quickly. "kong--.." Arthit was cut by Kong who kissed Arthit lips softly.
"Please.. just once I don't want to go inside.. I don't want to encounter him so please.." Kong pleads at Arthit who nods his head after a thought.
"Then let me drop you" Arthit said and moved to the driver seat to start the car.
Kong got sad after losing Arthit's warmth, he sat there silently waiting for his home to arrive with so many thoughts.
He feels glad that finally there is no secret between them and he feels overwhelmed by the understanding and support from his partner.
He wants to be with Arthit. He doesn't know the reason but his body wants to be in Arthit's warmth.
"Good night Kongpop" Arthit wished and turned to his car to hop on but got stopped by Kong who pulled Arthit's forearm.
"uhm...hmmm... P'arthit.. will you stay with me tonight? I mean will you ... sleep with me?" Kong asked in his low voice hoping Arthit would catch his intention.
Arthit's eyes widen in a gasp, his mind starts to run all dirty thoughts which is not appropriate for the moment but soon he hides it and nods at Kong.
"Be careful with your words Kong, I might misunderstand your intention" Arthit said with a chuckle.
Arthit went to park his car properly while Kong whispered to himself "What is with my words?? Do I have to say Sex directly instead of sleep?" Kong blushed when he hear himself saying sex.
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Suddenly Arthit pulled Kong to his chest causing the latter to gasp, Arthit motioned Kong to look down, the latter got shocked by the broken glass piece.
Both got startled by the scream "You bastard!!!" Beam yelled after throwing the glass to the ground. Both Kong and Arthit got shocked by the view of Forth whose face is full of water. Beam splashes the glass of water on his face.
"You still dare to maintain your act!!! Do you hate me so much that you are punishing me this way??? You fucking asshole!!!" Beam accused and punched on Forth's face, the latter stumbled back by the force.
Kong runs to Beam and tries to hold him tightly, Arthit came to Forth side in case if Forth start to punch back.
Pushing Kong away Beam launched himself on Forth, he punched the latter hardly making him fall on the floor.
Kong tightly gripped Beam to stop the punch, Beam once again pushed Kong and turned to Arthit "Take your boyfriend to his room, Right now!" Beam ordered Arthit in his cold voice.
Arthit sighed and walked to Kong who shook his head firmly "Kongpop!! Just go to your room! I need some alone time with Forth!" Beam raised his voice at Kong.
"Beam---..." Forth was cut by Beam "Don't you dare say my name you heartless jerk!! Even after I confess my love how can you lie to me like this?? Is this fun for you?? I told you to not play with people's emotions right?? Then Why did you lie to me like that?? Do you know how much I suffered in the past 2 weeks?? The guilt of breaking a family is not simple to ignore!! I blamed myself for your behavioural change!!" Beam yelled and twisted Forth hand harshly.
The pain is not simple for Forth to ignore still he allowed Beam to hit him continuously. He didn't show his pain on his face, he knows he deserved it so he just waited patiently for Beam to let out his anger first.
"I am sorry" Forth uttered when Beam released his hand. Beam glared at Forth and yelled at him once again.
"You know what?? You really take me soft don't you?? Let me teach you some lessons! I want you to get hurt like me!" Beam said and backed away from Forth who got confused "Where are you going??" Forth asked when Beam marched towards the door.
Beam turned with an evil smirk "I am going to hit the bar like my old days and pick a girl for a pleasurable night" Beam watched how Forth face changed from curious to cold.
He likes it lot so he moves close to Forth and whispered in his ear "who knows maybe I should allow someone to fuck me so that I can forget about you" Beam backs away with a chuckle.
But before he dragged his body to the door Forth grabbed his collar harshly making him fall on Forth chest "Lets talk" Forth said firmly.
"I don't want! Leave me alone before I kill you" Beam warned trying to take Forth's hands from his collar.
"No! I will do anything to ease your pain, you can punish me as much as you want but don't do this! Don't leave to someone else" Forth hissed at Beam ears.
"why did you give me that pain? Why did you lie? I thought you were happy with your wife, but you divorced her within a year of marriage" Beam said in hurt.
"Leave me Forth!! I hate you" Beam raised his voice while pulling Forth's hand harshly.
"Sorry, please don't do this..... don't leave me.... Don't ... I love you... I am sorry... I just want to punish you a little... so I used this excuse... please don't go" Forth pleaded at Beam who clenched his fist seeing Forth pleading. His raged heart melted seeing Forth's tears.
Beam gave another hard punch on Forth before making the latter sit on the chair.
Giving a glass of water Beam took his seat next to Forth.
"Start" Beam said to Forth who confess his past "My ex-wife is really a kind and good person, when I confess to her before marriage that I love someone else she told me that she will stop the marriage but our parents didn't allow it. So we decided to divorce as soon as possible without their knowledge but we also decided to give us a chance"
"We tried but nothing works, I can't forget about you even though you hurt me, she also told me that I am not like her ideal man, we got friends and waited for another 3 months to pass to apply divorce.
During that month she fall in love with Lam, you know him right? He was working with me in dad's office. I was happy for them. We applied divorce but shit happened at that time, someone drugged our food to trigger our sexual desire. I end up doing it with her"
"I got scared, she too, both went and apologized to Lam who understood us without any doubt. We informed our parents about the divorce, my dad almost killed me but they didn't have a choice other than accept it.
Our parents used their influential to hide our divorce. Me and Lam got happy that everything went well but another disaster happened after a month when Lam walked to me with my ex saying she is pregnant"
"I asked her to abort it and earned a slap from Lam, actually my ex also suggested that and earned another slap from Lam, he convinced us to not do this, I agreed with him but on one condition that he and my ex should cut all their ties with the child. He didn't agree at first but was accepted gradually So here I am with my son alone cursing you day and night for hurting me, many times Ming asked me to look for you but I never did"
"After Bright came to me my hate towards my life changed, he is a good kid, never once asked about his mother, whenever someone asked him about his parents he talked like he has both and whenever I questioned him why did he lie he always said that I am both his mom and dad.
It's my mother who drugged us that day, I think she did that to stop us from getting divorce" Forth finished while wiping his blood at his nose and mouth.
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