Hi there, lovelies! Been a while. Three years? Time flies really fast and I'm already at 28 years old. WHATTT??
Anyways,  during the time I went inyo hiatus, things slowly turns around making my life better than before.

I know some of you have already gotten married, graduated,  made into the uni of your choice , having kids and what not. I want to let you know that I'm really proud of you. Have I gotten married? No, and I don't think I'll ever will. I started focusing on my own life instead of others and found the joy in travelling instead.

In this pandemic,  I hope each one of you are safe and healthy.  💜

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The chime of the church bells echoes throughout the area. Breaking the moments of silence as each and everyone who donned in black mourning suits and dresses, offers their condolences to the deceased's parents as one by one began to excused themselves. Leaving behind , only a certain few of people who still stood in front of the grave.

Various of flowers has been laid onto the ground as an offering. However, one bouquet of a certain pure white angelica stood out beautifully among the others as it rest nears the photo frame of his beloved who has the most beautiful and sunny smile he has ever encountered. A photo which was taken before everything went downhill.

Jungkook , stood there silently as his lips trembled while he held back his tears. The rest of the members , stood a few metres away , giving him his space to mourn.

"Why...?" His voice cracked. He bit into his lips as tears started rolling down his cheecks, "I thought we've promised we won't keep any secrets from each other..." he asked as he started to hiccup.

"Tae...I just want you to come back..." His cheeks turned soft pink , the rim of his eyes reddened. His crouched down as he hugged his knees. Soft sobs began escaping his lips.

Upon seeing their maknae finally broke down after weeks of their beloved Taehyung's passing, Jin and the rest rushed to his side. He wrapped his arms around the broken soul as he softly whispered gentle words while he brush his fingers repeatedly through Jungkook's hair.

"It's okay...it's okay to let everything out. It's okay to cry..." The elder whispered , as he sent a worried gaze to Namjoon who could only stood by his side.

Hoseok were trying to calm Jimin down, tears after tears escaped both of their dosaengs eyes. While Yoongi , helplessly hugged Jimin , trying to keep his own agony inside.

Jin bit his lipped as he hugged the vulnerable maknae , tighter into his arms. They have lost one of their maknaes and they are going to lose another one if his body kept rejecting the heart. He couldn't bare to lose another one. He fought his own tears as be burried his face into Jungkook's hair as he kept whispering the calm and gentle words.

Namjoon's felt his heart broke, as his gaze went to each one of his beloved members whom he calls, brothers. Until , his gaze falls unto Jungkook.

He took a deep breathe, as he pulls out a cassette player which had earphones plugged into it, from his pocket. It took him several moments before he grabbed the maknae's trembling hands, and put the player onto his.

His voice trembled as Jungkook's large doe eyes looked at him. Confused in those brown orbs, "This is from Taehyung...it was his final request that he wants you to have this..."

The leader wrapped his hands around his, "It's important for you to listen to what he has been wanting to tell you all these while. You need to know how strong he was till the very end. He held out for you," tears finally escaped from the strong and charismatic leader's eyes.

"Please... stop rejecting him."he silently uttered as he tried to get himself together for the members, "We don't want to lose you too, Kookie..." Namjoon begged.

Jungkook looked at the cassette player. Slowly he puts the earphones into his ears as he pressed onto the 'PLAY' button.

The rest of the members's gaze followed each of his movements. Silent follows the recording before Jungkook's brown orbs widen upon hearing the voice in his ears. The world around him stopped.

"Is it recording? If you're listening to this record...then, it's probably too late. I'm not by your side anymore..."

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Since when I'm an ARMY? Since I lost my touch in writing.  I found their songs and it was amazing.  It has inspired me to look at the better side of life. Either you're just a readeror an ARMY, I'll still love and miss you over the years.

How was it for the prologue.  For old readers, most of you knows that I loved to torture you guys but for new readers,  I hope you know what you just signed up for.

Stay safe, healthy and stay at home.