* This is a songfic and is kinda angsty*

_______(2) P.O.V.

I don't want a friend (just me)
I want my life in two (my life in two)

Despite how hard I try, I just can't stop thinking about you, _____. You're so perfect to me in every way. Your smile, your eyes, your laugh, everything is just utterly perfect. I wonder if he knows it. I wonder if he notices you and thinks about you the way I do. I want to be yours, so badly, but he snatched you up before I even had the chance. Currently, I'm watching the two of you eating dinner together in ______ from a few tables away, sitting by myself. As much as I'd love to take you from him, you look so happy right now.

Just one more night
Waiting to get there
Waiting for you (all night)
I'm done fighting all night (waiting for you)

I know that I shouldn't feel jealous or upset that he has you, since you were never mine anyway, but I can't help but feel that he has stolen you from me. If he keeps you as happy as you look right now, I know that you will never leave each other's side. You will never come to me, no matter how much I want you to.

When I'm around slow dancing in the dark
Don't follow me, you'll end up in my arms

It's better this way I guess. I probably couldn't make you as happy as he is right now. I probably wouldn't be able to get you the smile and chuckle in the adorable way he's got you doing it right now.

You have made up your mind
I don't need no more signs

It really shows, doesn't it? You and him pretty much perfect together. He probably does know exactly what I know about you.

Can you?
Can you?
Give me reasons we should be complete
You should be with him, I can't compete

There really isn't anything to it. The two of you are a perfect match. I don't know that I'd ever be as good as he is for you. Before, I can even see it coming, you look over at me. I look away from your handsome face as quickly as I can, hoping that you don't figure out that I've been here,watching the two of you interact this whole time.

You looked at me like I was someone else, oh well
Can't you see? (Can't you see?)

I look back up to see you frowning at me from your table. I feel heartbroken by that look on your face. I never wanted to upset you.

I don't wanna slow dance (I don't want to slow dance)
In the dark
Dark

You have finally turned back to ______(1), instead of frowning at me. I see your wonderful smile return, causing me to realize that I should probably leave and just let you two happily continue your date. I quickly finish eating my food that I already paid for before standing up and heading to the exit. It's probably best for me to leave, so I don't have to watch the two of you, while I sit alone, watching you light up the room from a corner that you just don't seem to reach.

When you gotta run
Just hear my voice in you (my voice in you)

As I walk home, I think about our friendship and the toll it's taken because of him. I love you so much that I acted as though I was nothing but a friend for so long. Always encouraging your relationship with him because of how happy it seemed to make you, even though my feelings have never faded.

Shutting me out of you (shutting me out of you)
Doing so great (so great, so great)
You
Used to be the one (used to be the one)
To hold you when you fall
Yeah, yeah, yeah (when you fall, when you fall)

I did anything I could for you because I loved you so much, but it seems that that doesn't matter to you anymore because you have been gracing me with your wonderful presence less and less lately. After tonight, you'll probably want to see me even less.

I don't fuck with your tone (I don't fuck with your tone)
I don't wanna go home (I don't wanna go home)
Can it be one night?

I wish you saw me the way you see him. I wish I could make you as happy as he he does. Why do I only irritate you anymore? I just wish I could be the one to spend the night with you, the real you.

Can you?
Can you?
Give me reasons we should be complete
You should be with him, I can't compete

I guess it really doesn't matter though because you've got him, and you're happy. I clearly can't do that, and it hurts me to see you upset, so maybe it's best that I just let our relationship diffuse and watch you from afar.

You looked at me like I was someone else, oh well
Can't you see?
I don't wanna slow dance (I don't want to slow dance)
In the dark
Dark
In the dark
Dark

My heart continues to crack and break as I think about the frown you gave me during my walk home. I don't want to be alone without your light shining down on me, but it seems that that is the way it has to be.