Out there my totally lost-my-sanity tagged husband was nearing me like about to bring out the the romeo inside him but hello I am literally gonna shun the fact on his face that I did not feel like being the Juliet but yes I definitely felt like being Brutus out there in Julius Caesar ready to stab him to death.

Neil was about to have his way with a kiss when I knocked some sense him as one very essential body part in me particularly known as the hand made contact with his cheek and the result was a thud sound which practically boomed across the walls. I was actually proud of myself I can easily hit people and make such a sound echo about. Way to go Avni your an excellent fighter.Though it was followed with an extremely icy cold silence. Neil was practically gaping at me like a goldfish like trying to decipher whether I am for real or even better maybe he was trying to bring himself out of the dream that he thought he was witnessing at the moment.

I finally broke the silence: I thought you had to say something. I mean atleast initialise the question which would make me give an answer for my action.

Neil: I already know. You were pained so you wanted me to share the pain. Right? Becoz other than that your action would be easily a part of a mentally retarded person which I know my wife is not.

I wanted to scream "Neil Khanna your pissing me off." BUT control Avni control or this might end up to be a domestic violence affair. Shake it off yep right. I back counted then tried to reason with my husband who had gone par with all reasons.

I: Neil don't you freaking understand I don't want to leave this house. I mean I don't know much of Spanish, French, latin but google can surely help me to translate what I just said in whichever language you seem to understand.

Neil looked at me in a pretty dangerous way if I should say. It made a shiver run down my spine. And I thought that the way I was talking to him must be taking a huge toll on him. Suddenly I felt his pair of hands holding my arms in a very firm way. His eyes glowed dangerously as he stated

Neil: What I am doing is for our good. We need to go out of India the fastest we can. Even 1 month is a pretty long time but I am giving that to you right? So why do you need to be so worked up. Listen Avni this thing is needed why don't you understand.? I have not lost my shit out here in the brain that I go about changing countries for no reason whatsoever.

I: Maybe you are wrong in one place. You definitely have lost some shit out there in your brain that you suddenly are hell bent taking me to another country.

Neil: Avni please stop being those over dramatic wives who just have to drag in some very silly matter into the prospect of leading a better life and then ponder over that one thing and also try to force it up on someone else. I know you can do better. You seriously can say a okay I understand and sue the thing. We are just leaving for another country and not going to live in some other planet. It maybe difficult for a few days but after that it would be just like any day out here in Mumbai. Moreover I have not tied you up and nor do I have plans to ring the war bells if you propose the idea to come back to Mumbai for outings. Your going to be with me what more do you want. I thought I was all you ever needed. Infact I don't think ,I am damn sure that you have stated these lines often but what now.

This time I had the utmost urge to box Neil down. I seriously am having some aggression vibes but I still try to ignore them or I might end up doing some really grave stunts. I breathed in and out. Then said

I: Neil firstly I am not being dramatic its you being insensitive or more likely your dealing me and things related to me like they are some business deal you want to close but I thought I definitely am more than that. Secondly your asking me to leave the place where I have my mom, dad, sister, my dance academy which I have built with lots of hardwork. I did not have billions of money at my disposure to set up the academy with as much ease as to get the tile in the bathroom fixed. And when I leave the country I also say goodbye to everything related to the academy. Thirdly you don't have the fucking right to question me about things I said to you were true or false. I show it in every decision of my life that its you I think about first and what would be the outcome of things I do affect our relationship. You matter to me the most and I don't have to scream my hearts out to let you know that. Atleast I thought I am not supposed to. I love you and you know that too. You matter to me the most. Coz I have my own selfish reasons. Reason number 1 I love you, reason number 2 i love you, reason number 3 i love you. If I die tomorrow then the only thing I would like to return back for would be you. If someone points a gun at you then the bullet first has to go past me before it reaches you but wait why am I even saying this to you. Must be another dialogue delivery session for you. But MR Khanna let me get this very much right with you-you don't know how much important you are, you don't know what my heart dos on seeing you, you don't know how much useless I find myself when I am not beside you coz I just want to be of your use by being your heartbeat. So don't go to that point ever again. I will really advice you on that. And lastly you can get all the packings done and make sure the new house has a huge boxing room too but yes without a punching bag becoz that can only be you.

After finishing my speech I practically panted. That was huge. Like huuuuuuuuuuge. I don't say sooooo much at one go.

Neil was speechlees. He tried to open his mouth in between but closed it sooner than I expected. My voice was damn cold and crisp. My eyes were practically shooting ice balls from the arctic.

Suddenly I felt a pair of hands engulf me in the warmest hug I had ever experienced. It practically melted all the ice I had within me. I could not be angry when those arms draped around me in such a mesmerising way. I gave way and my arms too enclosed around the tall, masculine build.I was fuming with ice yep but the hug was practically soaking in all the cold like the principle of calorimetry was coming true. He breathed into my shoulders. I gasped. He was pressed so close to me. His hard, muscular form pressing my soft one. My hands were now around his neck. HE kissed the crook of my neck. I shivered. HE parted a little and I saw his face. It was just beautiful. Like not just handsome it was beautiful. His eyes now dark like a brownish glint. I almost felt like losing over their. I felt his arms tightening. He gently kissed the top of my nose. I closed my eyes.

After some minutes of silence. Neil let go of me and I did feel a lot better. I needed that hug so badly. He kissed my forehead. He loved me and the skin which was now tingling becoz of the kiss proclaimed that grandly. He held my hand in his gently and I felt like the world can swoon and instead of revolving around orbits it can very well jump up and down but I would not care coz he was there with me. My heart had very well made it clear that it was more than just excited. It had surpassed all measures and was trying to create history by running faster than horses in a derby race. I wanted to whisper to my heart"get a grip or you might very well be getting what in medical terms we call as a heart attack." Neil's eyes bore into mine while mine kept sinking.

I snuggled close to him all over again. Okay I was angry on him but was it very wrong to seek warmth and cool myself with the help of the very "him" in my sentence? Probably yes but who cared. He whispered"Only mine" and the entire me tossled and felt jitters running through. I was just his. This very sentence made me feel like my world had gone oohlaa. I smelt him. He smelt so unique. Like he smelt of power, dominance, arrogance which should have knocked into the feminist which had its headquarters in me but strangely it made me feel even more connected. Maybe I was growing up to live up to the name of being the wife of a psyched up stinking rich business tycoon. I looked at Neil maybe he smelt with such perfection and precision that even the dead cells in me might call up for parties BUT his eyes told even more dreamier fairy tales. They committed of so many beautiful dreams. I just could not get myself to look else where.

I slowly felt Neil's voice come closer to my ears. It tickled a little.

Neil: Don't worry I will be more than glad to be just a punching bag. Maybe a few sessions in bed would'nt be bad either.

I blushed. Wonderful. So my already tormented senses just got the invitation of being tormented even further but the strange part was that I was more than just happy to be tormented.

I know I was drop dead angry at this man. Like if I could just get out of the hang of his drugging ambiance then maybe I could go for his throat to strangle him but something within me tells that instead of his throat I might reach his lips. Just navigation problems not much.

I breathed out and tried to clear the fog in my head and show Neil who was the boss when suddenly I felt that his lips were already on mine. I felt the elixir heightening. Hey I could see fireworks. Pretty. I responded with equal passion. His hands travelling to places I would find a little hesitation to mention. I felt his hand on my curves and on the soft spots of my body. I let out an animalistic groan. Neil smirked beneath my lips. He just did not dare to smirk at me. I bit his lips and slipped my tongue in. That should show him that no one messes with me. That would give him enough reasons to run to the washroom begging for cold showers. Neil moaned like he was about to burst. I just wondered we were fighting right. Or rather I was about to shove him into the dustbin then how is it that we were locking our lips like never before and practically having each other for breakfast.

Suddenly the door opened.It was the nurse. The moment was too embarrassing to explain. I was still clinging on the Neil. The drip was almost hanging and mind it I had a very good plan of hanging myself too. Neil had his lips on mine and the nurse was looking right at us. I quickly got out of Neil's radar. Neil did not even fluster. Like he might just scream now "She is my wife I do whatever I want. Like even do IT right now and that should not be bothering anyone out here" Glad he chose to be shut. The nurse fumbled and was debating wheter entering makes things better or existing saves her from being roasted by the sexual tension which I could feel closing on me. The nurse chose to come in seeing that I was now on the bed totally safe. She came in but suffered from a total mental loss attack. She stared at us like she was looking at humans for the first time in forever.

Then she suddenly started to ramble.

Nurse: Sir, Maam needs to get her regular morning medicine then she needs to get herself freshened up. Now as for the real thing which is infact very good news. I got the call of the doctor this morning a few minutes back. He got the reports and he is more than happy to say that proper tests reveal that maam's disease is not aggravated. Infact she does not have to go through chemo. Medicines. Proper care, checkings and yes a little of therapies will suffice totally.

The entire of me plumped up in joy. Like there were signs before me intending that I would be okay in time less that I thought. Yet my joy was nothing to what Neil experienced. I know that my life was just not mine. An equal or more rightly said the co owner and co ceo of Avni Khanna was Neil. He shared more of me than I could ever muster courage to bestow to anyone. Neil's face lit up with joy. His eyes they flickered and were moist. He was more than happy. He was just well behaving like the usual lunatic he is. He was behaving like himself. The little baby in him fluttering in joy. He got up and hugged him. I clutched on to him too. Get the heck with anger. I will reserve my anger and my quarrel for later times. Right now feasting on Neil's growing emotions was far far more important to me. Neil pulled me in his arms and ran his fingers down my hair and whispered in my head "I knew it. Your just not good enough to leave this world this easy. You are a sinuous temptation and force me into something called lust which is in turn a huge sin. So sinners don't leave that easy" I chuckled softly as Neil said those words. Yeah yeah just a little more time before I show you what sinuous mean.

The nurse helped me to freshen up and actually made me to feed on some disgracefully yucky medicines. It would put all the nasty herbs to shame. Outrageously yucky. Neil looked at me and I could see the suppressed smile very well. He really did not care for his life these days. He should know better that his wife can very well squash his head and render it into zillions of pieces. Only after breaking out the last of his face will I realise that I had treacherously murdered the love of my life. I know brutal.

Neil saw my glare. He seemed pretty cool. He had a small smile and a very dangerous glint in his eyes. Arrogance showering out of there. Neil took out his coat and actually flexed his muscle. My throat went dry I would definitely go for his lips if I ever had to strangle him to death.

Neil came towards me as I sat pretty uselessly on the bed.

Neil: You know what you actually drive me to hurl my frustration out in the bathroom with the cold showers ofcourse.

I blushed.

But then I was wicked.

I: Don't worry someday we will take cold showers together in that bathroom. I will personally do stuff with u.

Neil growled a little.

He just whispered hoarsely: You know your a wicked little temptress.

I looked at Neil's abs which looked so damn yummy. And his lips which I practically want to kiss senselessly every minute. Look who says about being a temptress. The very guy who made my knees fall weak.

I whispered :You know I am angry.

Neil: Do the hell with anger dear coz right now I want to do a lot more than just thinking of anger.

I smiled.

I:Probably not now.

Neil stood up and waited for his breath to get steady. Then he started to walk out.

I was a little taken aback. One moment he was claiming that we might be rocking the beds and then he is gone.

Neil did not turn behind but simply states: I just need to go right now or I might end up doing so much which I want to save for a more special day.

I blushed heavily as he stated to prospect of......argghhh you know what. Right?

The entire morning I had to spend without Neil. Okay now this was very typical wife types. But I was not being the good wifey who would want to be with his husband for just love's sake. I wanted to extract the "maximum" love from him not just any magnitude of love. Moreover I was missing his lips. Those soft part of the body were heavenly magic i must say.

Moreover I wanted to tell him exactly what I felt about the entire changing countries thing. Maybe I can even torture him. Might be sweet torture but torture is torture right.

I took out my phone. Mom hmmmm how am I gonna deal with all the crying mess and all the family drama. Okay not drama but definitely not something which I should be awaiting or my mom would be awaiting for. There were high chances that my room might be flooded or my sister might actually ruin her entire makeup and destroy her appearance and later end up throwing fits for losing the composure of Miss galaxy (like Miss universe) for some time.

Neil I should call him and ask. He cannot do much but definitely my mom or my sister can throw up on him instead of me. So I can be less of the victim of a "lost-my-mind" family.

I called him up. He picked up the phone in the third ring. His sexy booming sound echoing through the other side of the phone. That deep voice actually made me wonder that people in his vicinity must be suffering from temporary freezing.

My voice wasn't very steady yet I replied:Hel...lllo

Very unsteady I should say.

Neil smirked. God he knew me so well. He shifted the phone on the other ear and somewhat whispered: Yes mrs Khanna how can I be at your service.

I lost my temper or rather I lost my shit so I said: God I want you. You freaking too much handsome of a wicked man.

Neil practically laughed.

Neil: Hmmmm people should learn to compliment like you. Yet the words "i want you" would definitely sound best when you say them.

I finally swallowed my words and allowed them to register my mind. I said I wanted him. Does'nt it sound like an indirect way of saying "hey lets get going on the bed".

I tried to cover: Forget it. How am I going to tell my parents about this.

Neil: You don't have to tell.

Now I was baffled. Does he mean to say that my parents don't deserve to know that their daughter is suffering from cancer. If he would be before me now I would very well stuff his ass inside the gutter.

I was about to explode when

Neil: Why do you have to say to your parents about us having IT or that you want me home right now so we can have an earthshaking intercourse.

My eyes widened and almost looked like they were going to fall off. Fucking shit god he is ....he iss... god he is just abominably the most ferocious, strangest, evil conjured on earth.

I replied: I was talking of my ...

Neil practically cut me off and said

Neil: We don't owe them an explanation as to when we have the heats rising and feel the necessity to do it.

I shouted: Neil ...my cancer.. how will I tell them about that.

For a minute he was completely silent and then he just croaked: ooooh!

Neil: We tell them tomorrow. Done?

I: Yep more than okay. See you at...

I waited for him to tell the time he would be free.

Neil: See you in 2 hours from now. I can't be any far from you now. I was somehow controlling the urge to run back to you and do things but your voice I just need to come. Bye Avni.

He cut the call hastily.

Crazy that is a trait he carries proudly. Moreover he has his torture pending. The one for changing lingeries ahhhh no no no not lingeries countries. Yes for changing countries.

Just a slip of mind.

Yes just a slip of mind.

So guys updated pretty fast. I also have made up mind or update the way I am doing right now.
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