I don't want to lose you



Neil had a very important meeting with his clients.They were in between a very heated discussion but Neil remained very restless.The reason remained unknown to him.It was the first time that something topped his priority list leaving his business.He kept checking on his phone.Looking at the clock as the 9:19 changed to a 9:20.With each passing minute he could sense the panic rising in his gut.The anxiety taking immense toll on him.He tossled uneasily on his chair.

Neil's POV

Very bad thoughts were invading my mind. Avni's sinking eyes,the intense pain when I shouted at her for nothing,the betrayal in her eyes when I almost suggested her to die was killing me inside.I know I should not be feeling this way but I cannot help it.I just want to run up to her and envelop her in my arms.The safest place maybe.My heart was thumping really hard,quivering now and then.I thought of all the wildest things that can happen.What if she gets trapped amidst men who were behind her body.What if they snatch away something from her that she is destined to give me.What if they hurt her..... no no no I can't let this happen.Each passing second was making it difficult for me to breathe.I was scared.For the first time I was scared of losing something.Maybe I do not deserve any of the happiness that is being bestowed upon me.I feel so complete with Avni's presence.It was then that I realized that when you have a lot there is always the fear of losing more.When I did not have her I was the lion of the jungle.I could do anything and everything without caring for the result.But right now the mere thought of Avni being hurt was effecting me.I know that these are feelings that I should suppress but I just can't.Maybe unless I see her right in front of my eyes these feelings won't come at rest.



Employee:Sir so what do u think about this presentation.

I Absent mindedly replied:Avni

The perplexed employee stared back at me while I covered up:Nothing you just mail this to me I gotta go its already 9:30.I have to go home.

Neil quickly took his car keys and went down to the parking area.

The employee:Neil sir going home before 11:30.Did the sun just rise from west.

Other employee:I don't know about the sun but right now I can only tell that love has the power to change people.Sir is reforming for his beloved wife.

Employee 1:did you see their interview.They looked like they were deeply in love.

Employee 2:Because they are.

Neil's POV

I fumbled with the car keys.I don't know how I was able to control myself for so long.I don't believe I was sitting in my office in the same position where I am supposed to run out and scream in anger with the enormous amount of tension mounting on my head.I did not care whether my precious Lamborghini would be given  the title"no more a car" but all I could think was I had to go to Avni before any danger does.I drove at 120km/hr.In no time I reached her academy.I ran towards the gate.I could feel that many girls were drooling over me but that would be the last thing I would care about.

I went in and asked someone:Where..Where is Avni.

The girl:Avni maam left long back.Infact she stayed here for only an hour or so.

My world crashed in front of me.

Questions like "did Avni leave me","is she okay","where on earth is she","where will I find her"came hovering.

If it would not be for that girl I would have been lolling on the ground as my knees were shaking badly.I don't understand WHY WHY WHY HAS IT ALWAYS BEEN FREAKING ME WHO SUFFERS.

I heard the girl say:Sir are you okay.Should I get you some water

I don't know what took over me I said"I don't want anything I just want my Avni.

Girl"Ummm sir how are you related to maam.

I shouted:SHE IS MY WIFE.

Girl:oh!sir she was really upset.I know it because her dance movements reflect her inner conflicts.

That was it.I knew that if I had to visit each and every house in a city like Mumbai,if I had to fight with anyone,if I had to visit each and every lane of the city I will do it.I will find Avni,whatever it takes.

I got out of the academy and raced towards the marine Drive.I don't know a lot about her but she loves the sea.She loves it because it is so serene and calm but when it gets angry it shows its power lashing at everything in front of it.I went there looking for her asking everyone whether they had seen Avni but no one seemed to have seen her.


I was dismayed would surely be an understatement.I thought of checking the route to home.What if she was going home.My speed never reached below 120 as I kept pressing on the accelerator. I was actually lucky that I did not have an accident.Suddenly I sighted a few boys surrounding something or rather someone.My heart clenched as a thought crept in my mind-what if it was my Avni.I did not take a minute to go out and scrutinize on that someone.My anger reached at its peak seeing that it was Avni.

I ran towards them and held two of them by their collar.I threw them on the ground.I noticed one of them had his hand on Avni's shoulder.How dare he touch her.I pulled him and thrashed him on the ground.I had made it a point that I would keep thrashing him till his hand breaks.I showered blows on his face.I did not care whether my Van Huesen shirt would be left to rags.My anger was almost blinding me.All I knew was that I had to kill the three people who were in front of me.Suddenly I felt a small hand on my shoulder.Instantly something so unusual happened with me.All my anger seemed to have evaporated.She seemed to have put water on my fire.Seeing her in front of me itself invoked so many feeling in my heart.

I heard Avni whispering:Neil leave them.

I turned to the other side to see the three boys running away but at that moment I did not care about them.At that moment I just wanted to go home.My home was Avni.I dived right into her arms.I engulfed her in a hug.I held her tightly to show that I did not want to lose her.Never.

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Avni's POV

Neil had come to me when I needed him the most.He might have shouted at me and hurt me really bad but his heart talks different.He told that he would never come for me but here he is fighting for my respect and dignity.Suddenly I noticed that Neil was beating one of them really badly.That man would die if he does not stop.I rushed to him and stopped him from thrashing.He instantly stopped.I could see many emotions overcrowding his glassy eyes.He suddenly reached for me and engulfed me in the most intimate hug possible.His face snuggling near the crook of my neck.His hands slowly leading their way near my back.I gasped as Neil pulled me even closer.I also responded as I traced my hands on his back and landed them on his shoulders. I felt something wet on my bare back.It was a tear drop Neil was crying.I felt a pang of tension surging through me.MY NEIL IS CRYING.I pulled away from him after what it seems like eternity.He turned to the other side.I know that he was wiping away his tears.I reached out to him when something strange happened.It was just like some 80's Bollywood movie where the hero and heroine are caught in the rain.The sky protested with a thunder and it started to rain.We were getting thoroughly drenched while I was being drifted to some other world.I could feel the rain drops acting as a catalyst to my mood.I spread my arms and started to dance.Rain has always inspired me to dance.I twirled about forgetting the world.I danced like there was no tomorrow.Suddenly I felt a body pressed against mine.

Neil's POV

I wept in her arms but I did not want to show how weak I can be so I turned.All of a sudden it started to rain.It was then that I saw Avni .She was feeling the drops.She spread her arms in happiness.My heart skipped a beat.She looked exceptionally beautiful with her beautiful hair being rummaged and her dress being drenched leaving her curves uncovered.I oogled at her.Unethical thoughts were crowding my mind.I was losing control.This girl can make me feel so many emotions at one time.She kept dancing while my control was expiring.I carefully watched her lips as a tear drop came on them.I felt like kissing them senselessly.A tear drop made its way to her cleavage.My breath got hitched.Finally unable to take it any longer.I went up to her.


Avni's POV

I felt a warm body against me.The familiar scent made me aware about the presence of my beloved.He looked so hot.I could shout out to the world.I AM MRS AVNI NEIL KHANNA AND MY HUSBAND IS THE HOTTEST GUY IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE.He fumbled with my hands as he tried to hold them.He was dangerously close to me.My cheeks were brightening.He firmly entangled his fingers with mine.He started to sway gently even I followed his beat.Everything was so magical.He looked into my eyes as the rain poured down on us.His masculine figure being shown even more prominently.I was again feeling dizzy.He is just too much for me to handle.I unknowingly traced my finger on his hard chest.I kept my face on his chest as we kept swaying.I felt so relieved to hear his heart beat.Each systole and diastole shouting out that this man will always be mine.Whether this is my illusion, I am unaware but his heart does appear to tell that I am the rightful owner of it.I straightened while Neil twirled me.I again wanted to return to his embrace.He radiated so much warmth.Something that I would really appreciate after being drenched.I again crashed on his chest.I blushed really hard.It was then that I felt his lips on my neck as he nuzzled there.I felt like I would fall apart next.I closed my eyes to feel the moment.His lips doing magic on my cheeks.He withdrew after sometime and kept swaying me along with himself.The rain droplets making the atmosphere even hotter.It was something so beautiful.I did not want the night to finish I wanted it to freeze.I knew that these moments would imprint in my heart forever.

hey guys I updated really fast.shocked right.I hope you guys would like this update.Waiting for your response patiently yet impatiently.I love you guys sooo much.The wattpad family is a second home to me.I just love it when you shower your love in the comment section and press the vote button.So please do continue with that.

one more important thing.Neil ka yeh romeo attitude chant ghanto ka mehman hai.*wink

Also I would like to dedicate this chappy to my best friend online @itsme_resh.You are a darling baby and our chats are just so awesome.You have also encouraged me a lot so this ones for you.


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