Do listen to the song.It totally matches Neil's state of mind

Neil's POV

I opened the box.It contained some kind of weird letter.It was as if I was unraveling some mystery box.I took the letter but its content shook me to the core.

"Hello Mr Khanna.Known you for a long time.Like really long.I admired you but never thought that you would turn out to be a thief.You stole something that is mine.Whatever lets come to the point now.How much do you know about Miss Mehta.Rather how long.A couple of weeks.She is so much more and talking about her she is awesome in bed.I am glad to have taken away her virginity after all a first time is a first time.Well okay now you won't trust me.Not your fault.If I would have been in your shoes then even I would reject the thought of doubting Avni.So see what I have for you.Proof.Enough to make you believe.I send a few photos attached check them out.You would hate them.I know you would be cursing yourself to have fallen for her but its okay.Eveything is fair in love and war. I loved her she loved me but yohoo her parents came in between so she got married to you.So Mr Khanna leave her.

From Ayan(I told my name becoz you might need it while cursing)

I could feel the tears blinding my eyes.I could not process anything.My brain had stopped responding.My heart was inactive for quite sometime now.I slowly went for the box I took the photoes.My heart was blazing.I tore one of the photo and sat down with a thump on the ground.I was howling in pain.My heat was aching.I don't know why.I am not supposed to feel like this but I can't help it.I had taken so many precautions to not let this happen but I failed.It hurts even more than last time.I kept mumbling"Why did you have to do this.Why"

I questioned illogically.I sniffed.I got up very unsteadily.I took the support of the table.I felt down the very next moment.I was hurt.She betrayed me.I thought I could trust her.She had slept with another man.She cheated me.I had never thought about this but I knew that if she had to warm the bed with someone it would be ME her husband.I felt so cheated.I wanted to scream,I wanted to kill myself,I wanted to kill him but the only thing that further enraged me was that I could not bring up the thought of killing her.I cried like I never had.I am strong but it hurts.I started to frame my mind with all sorts of thoughts so that I don't break down but I could feel myself breaking like glass pieces.I wanted to believe that she was my replacement.Why should I care about her.She is a nobody to me but then something from my heart come screeching their opinion."Is she really a replacement.Don't you feel anything when you see her.Does she mean nothing to you.Then why do you feel so bad right now.Why is it hurting even more than last time.Neil there is something more to this story.

I got up and shouted:No there is nothing more to it.I have gotten over the bi*ch. hate her.Infact right now I should be dead happy.She proved me right.She was supposed to betray me.Betrayal a  trait residing in  all girls.She did it.So I am right.

I got up and stated to laugh hysterically.Frst time I did not feel the little of joy also to be proved right.I sat on the chair whimpering.I don't know but all our moments came flying in front of my eyes just like a record player.Our first meet.She had misjudged my gender.I smiled between my tears.Our marriage day.She was looking so beautiful.Our first caring lovey dovey moment.Her blushing seeing me shirtless.All these welled up tears in my eyes.I could not help crying.She broke me but this time I broke without even realizing what feelings I have.

I slowly recovered from the initial shock.I feigned up a look to not put my vulnerability on display.My sorrow was taking the shape of anger.I wanted  it  to mean it when I said that"I am no longer the weak"lover boy"

I was shaking in fury.My phone rang.Very bad time.I took it out.It was some unknown number.I did not care.I took the phone and broke it.It lay scatterd just like my heart.  I got out of my office.I took the car and went there-Dazzle pub

Avni's POV

Phewww it was a really long day but atleast I could see Neil's actual feelings.My Mr Perfect has got many hidden thoughts.I like it.It would be fun teaching him about love again and this time it would be my way.I blushed.He did look super hot today.His sexy abs and well built body all exposed.I could faint.It was just too much to handle.Whatever I somehow controlled.Though at the moment I am missing him really bad I wish I could go to his office.Its been 6 hours since I have been devoid of Neil.He is my disease as well as my drug.I opened my phone.I clicked on the gallery.It had photos of Neil.It had one photo which I loved.It had Neil all suited and booted.He looked sooo handsome.I can drool over it for hours but what makes me so mad for this photo is that it is Neil,the Neil I had met.The arrogant hunk Neil Khanna.

Neil's POV

The next time I found myself seated in a pub.I was ordering my 3rd neat.The alcohol was not having any effect on me.I was too hiked up to be consoled with 3 pegs.I ordered for more.I was gulping it down.The taste was bitter but not more than what my heart was experiencing.I wanted to get away from the world of consciousness. I showed my hand for another.I shifted uneasily.Those photos, her smile, my conscience everything was chasing me.I gulped down another.Today, I wanted to kill myself but I could not stoop so low so I thought of drinking my pain away.

Avni's POV

I was tensed.Its 10 but Neil has not returned yet.All sorts of weird thoughts were crossing my mind.I was pacing through my room.I had tried his number 80 times.It was unreachable each time.I was getting scared.I don't know but whenever the topic is related to Neil I feel extra scared or emotional.I don't want to lose him.I fidgeted with my phone.I was feeling so lonely.Suddenly my phone rang.It was some unknown number.Thoughts like"did Neil have an accident" were screaming in my head.I felt like crying.I somehow mumbled a hello.

The person said "Are you Mrs Khanna?

Avni:yes

Could you please come to the Dazzle pub.Your husband is not in a very good condition.We could somehow get your number through your husband.Please come fast.

Avni:but what hap...

The phone disconnected.

I quickly ran out.My mind was clogged.I did not know what to do.I almost felt like running there.I had lost the sanity to even go take my car.Only Neil's name kept hovering in my memory.I somehow went in the car.I was a girl who did not cross 40's but now was racing her car in 130 km/hr.I did not care about signals.

I reached the pub.

I went in.The place was very disgusting.People were dancing like mad.Many boys were checking me out.I did not care about them.I just knew that if I find my Neil he would protect me from all dangers.I looked here and there.It was then that I saw Neil.A defeated Neil.My legs were rooted at that spot.He was totally drunk.He was murmuring something.He was slouched on the sofa.His rummaged hair his well coated appearance all gone.It was my Neil.He had a bottle in his hand.I ran to him.I went lower immediately.I cupped his face.

I asked:What are you upto.What have you..

I was shushed by him.He put his finger on my lips.He gave a watery smile"Please don't leave me Please don't choose him.I will die then."He tried to sit up straight.I helped him get up.I tried to take him out but he slipped and fell on his knee saying"Avni please don't..I will...You betray..why?

I could not see this.I was dying 100 deaths seeing him in this state.I slopped down and hugged him and snuggled him in my chest.He was near sleeping on my chest and mumbling stuff.I cried like I never had.We were on the floor caring about nothing.I will make everything fine was all I could think of.

Hello wattpad family.I know I have been a little late reasons were multiple but the leading one was the decrease in votes.I felt really upset.I nearly thought of updating after April but then I chose in the negative.So plz plz plz vote.

 next update would be a really emotional,raw love types.It would be drunk Neil with his lady love.I want to show some Avneil moments worth cherishing becoz after that many twists would follow.SO guys vote becoz as soon as I get a satisfactory response you will get the update.