PS: Not proof read

Avni's POV

In the hospital when I was finally leaving and Neil was completing all formalities,I saw a nurse bustling her way and almost bumped into my hubby. Neil got a shock of his life to see the nurse almost hitting him. I could not help laughing.

Neil: What is your problem. I mean what have I ever done to you. First you ruin my sleep then you nearly kill me by hitting me. Like do you want me to stay in this hospital only in the ICU bed.

I positioned myself comfortably to enjoy the drama sequence going on before me. Now this was fun.

The lady looks at Neil in shock.

Nurse: Oh my god, Sir chi chi chi(how dirty) never never I am married why would I want you to stay with me.

I had to press my hand on my lips to not start laughing.

Neil's facial expression was worth noticing. It was of disbelief, shock, amazement, awkwardness and what not.

Neil: I did not mean in that sense. Infact I would personally tell the doctor even if I am in coma to not appoint you as my nurse. Happy.

Now the nurse was cross.

Nurse: So you think I am incapable on top of that why are you so bothered about whether I am happy or not.

Neil: I am sorry its all my fault. I have no rights on you I mean I have no right to make you happy etc etc. So good day.

Neil literally grabbed hold of me and somehow remembered to take his phone and we ran away.

I burst out into laughters.

Neil said: every dog has his day. Even i'll get an opportunity to giggle when someone so irritating catches hold of you.

I feigned the look of the nurse and said: So you think you are a dog. Human race is declining because of people like you.

Saying this I again started to laugh.

Neil gave me a whatever look and said: Please next time we will go to some other hospital.

Neil helped me get out of the car. The guy who used to race his BMW at about 120km/hr he was now driving at 60's just because the car contained his priced possession that is me. I knew that if I would not be in the car then he would be flying the car instead of driving.(Guys I do not promote rash driving. Kisika car thok ke mere naam mat chara dena)

Neil literally took hold of me like I was some really old woman who cannot even walk. I gave a very disturbed look and turned front with attitude. I tried to escape from his grip and make him realise that his wife can walk. I heard Neil chuckling and then he pulled my hand and I came rotating and fitting right amidst his arms. He lifted me up in his arms and said

Neil: Remember the first time you crossed the boundary of this house and came in well just not coming in you had the most dramatic entry ever. Falling and all that but as destiny you always belong where you are at the moment.

He lowered his face and placed his cheeks against mine.

He whispered: In my arms.

His husky voice made me feel like I was in some other world.

He carried me upstairs. I wound my arms around his neck while he just held me more protectively. I kept my head on his well chiselled body and I could hear the throbbing sound. His heart beats. They tell me that what I want in life is with me, what I aspire in life has been accomplished and why I live my life is also accompanying me. Neil placed me on the bed.

Neil: What do you want to eat. You know what I love you a little too much to let you have plain water cum soup. So what do you wanna eat.

I literally jumped up from the bed and ran towards him. He had his arms flung open to receive me. He engulfed me in a tight hug. My hubby is really strong. He picked me up in the air and revolved me. I giggled in amazement, happiness, glee, and what not. This was what I wanted a perfect life with Neil loving me, with Neil finally entrusting me with his heart. I was now the owner of his heart, the queen of his heart. I could now wear the vermilion on my forehead and declare that my love for Neil was deep just like its hues and Neil too loved me undoubtedly. I brushed my nose against his. He scrunched his nose with the cutest smile on his face. I fell for him once again. His smile had the lost child in it. His innocence, his very new colours were affecting me like anything. I was falling harder and harder and the most intriguing part is that I have no control over this. I loved Neil whatsoever. Whether he was the arrogant egoistic hunk or the most adorable husband in the universe. Neil had always placed me above all his priorities and I was aware of that. I had seen him when I had committed the biggest mistake in my life but this time I would die than seeing that hurt, lost, confused, utterly scared look on his face. My chain of thoughts broke when suddenly I felt a little ticklish. I was badly affected by tickles and as usual Neil knows everything about me so why leave out the tickles. He started to tickle me. I started to giggle like anything. He continued to poke near my stomach which was the high risk zone.

I said laughing: Neil please no.. please..

I somehow pushed him and ran away. This was fun. I ran about while Neil followed me. He was a really fast runner. I had to get up on the bed to escape this. I was huffing while I could feel Neil's warm breath just behind. Suddenly I could feel that he was not running behind me anymore. I looked behind to see him standing a little away. He had a smirk on his face. Then to my surprise I found him opening his coat. My eyeballs grew in size. He was opening it so so... I was getting out of words. He was opening it in a rather seductive way maybe but whatever it was, it was enough to raise my heart beat. He threw the coat away. His white formal shirt was stuck to his skin near his abs. His well built body could be very well marked courtesy his shirt. Now he started to move towards me one-step at a time. I kept moving back. Now I did not have super powers to break open walls and go so my back rested on the wall. Neil smiled.

Neil: awwwwe baby, you thought you would get away remember oldies have more number of techniques to keep their wives engaged in us.

I: Okay fine you are not an oldie you are the most handsome, smoking hot types, you define what a boy should be like. Girls follow you just not on social media but also when you go out. Infact there would be so many girls who would be giving money to snipers in exchange of getting me killed because its me who has taken the post of Mrs Neil Khanna. See I have got so much pressure.

Neil: Great!! Missy so finally you told what was in your tummy for so long.

I: Right now I can say that my tummy is empty so I just want something edible for my survival or my husband has plans to make me go through some fast.

Neil: Your husband is very intelligent. See if you don't eat then how can he eat so consequently no one wants to go starving so if your hubby has to eat first he needs to feed wifey.

I giggled at his explanation but I was taken off guard. Neil just spinned me and started to tickle me.

I: What do you have with tickling me? No please no its its....

Neil: I just love to hear your bubbling laughters. It makes me feel alive.

We were so engrossed in this tickle session that Neil fell on the bed and I lost balance so I toppled and fell over him. The plush bed which is actually lovely because it is so bouncy, went inwards. My hands were on Neil's shoulders while my entire body was resting on his. I had never been this close to him. Okay I have but that time it was when he did not know how much mad I was for him. The windy turmoil outside just fuelled up the temperature inside with both of us having a hard time controlling our emotions. Suddenly the window flung open and the breeze blew along. My hair got scattered when I tried to do something about it, I felt a hand tucking the loose hair strands under my ear. I looked at Neil. He was looking as if he has worshipping me. His eyes showed the utmost devotion he had for me. I was drowning deep in his eyes.

Neil whispered: How can you be so perfect Avni. I cannot get tired of staring at you. Oh God I love you so much.

Neil suddenly spurted out saying.

I have madly fallen in love with the girl I had once hated,

Given her various name tried to make her feel bad and tainted

But today she stands to be the most important person in my world

Beautiful, mesmerising , charming and not to forget very bold

But whenever she comes near me she becomes a stuttered mess

I can only love her more and more but never less.

I did not reply I just stared at his features. His chocolate coloured eyes, which turned caramel when he was experiencing some adverse emotion, his sharp nose that added to his bold contour, his tousled hair that just helped him capture all hearts and finally his lips which were so perfect and pink and...plump , they always give me a tough time because everytime I see him I feel like kissing him. Now kissing him is dangerous. After the bed monologue he told me today morning, its very risky. I was in the la la land hearing that poem.

I could just whisper an "I love you"

Neil suddenly switched position and now I was below him.

Neil: Wifey ever ridden on a roller coaster.

I was a little taken aback.

I nodded in a negative.

Neil: So welcome on board on your very first roller coaster ride of emotion. Tighten your seat belts or rather your hold on me, your oxygen masks are kept up or should I say my lips are just above you.....

Saying this he kissed my eyelids. I smiled.

Neil: Enjoy your ride over here. Thank you.

I tightened my grip with my hands which were round his neck. He had both his legs parted so that he did not hurt me. I just raised myself a little with the help of my hands which were coiled around him.

I whispered : Mr Neil, you have rolled too far. Good going but hubby your playing a dangerous game I am telling you.

Neil pressed his cheeks against mine and whispered in my ears with the air hitting my earlobe : Mrs Avni Khanna you don't know to what heights I can soar. Kabhi try karna(try me once) I am always available for you.

I blushed hearing him.

Suddenly Neil remarked with his hands on his heart as if someone hurt him there.

Neil: Ufffff Avni you are making my life hell with this blushing and all. Now if I cannot control my emotions it will be you at fault. I am telling you.

Hearing this I felt my cheeks getting heated up even more.

Neil: Avni yah please, it won't be long before I lose my sanity so control.

I turned my face the other side. Suddenly I felt my stomach grumbling. I looked up at Neil innocently to tell him that I was so hungry. Neil did not take much time to understand what was troubling me.

Neil got over me and said: We will get this session complete some other time. After all, I have got lifetime agreement with you. Right now lets finish off your hunger.

I smiled at Neil while he winked at me and showed me a few actions like he kissed his finger acted as if he loaded it on a gun and aimed at me. I looked at him amused. He is behaving like I am his girlfriend back in college but whatever it is this is my Neil. The guy with whom I fell in love. He too smiled and mouthed" will be back in a few minutes"

Now I was all alone. The weather was not very favourable. It was well understood that it was going to rain. I went towards the window. Cool breeze brushed against my face. I smiled. The first droplet of these charismatic rains fell on me. I smiled as if I could connect with it. I don't know but today I felt like I had finally overcome all those shackles that held me for so many years. I wanted to go out and feel the rain. Experience the feeling of letting all my fears, insecurities getting washed off with the rain. I ran down. The servants actually dared stop me saying" Sir told us not to let you go out, Maam"

I just replied: That was before when he was the arrogant, egoistic guy which he is not now.

The servant looked at me with disbelief.

He muttered: But he is still the devil he was. Mr Khadoos Khanna.

I laughed mentally but just went past him.

I went out, the thunders and lightening further supporting me. I looked up. The rains had started. It was first a light shower. I circled about with my arms flung open. I started to get drenched. I jumped about like a child. I had tears in my eyes I had finally got what I had wanted. I was finally the Avni who was nothing but a childish girl but with a determined soul. Suddenly I felt like I collided with something or more precisely someone. I looked about to find Neil standing there looking utterly cross. He had his arms folded. As far as I knew Neil hates the rains, very unromantic indeed. Still I did not find anything wrong anywhere that he was looking so angry as if he was trying to control his temper but is unable to do so. I looked at him questioningly.

Neil did not answer he just grabbed my hand and dragged me inside the house. Now I was scared, offended, angry and what not. Neil took me inside the room and threw me on the bed. Now he told very calmly atleast he was trying to be patient: What were you doing out there?

Now it was my turn to be angry. Just to ask this stupid question he brought me up that too in such a reckless way. The guy who was treating me like I was made of glass and am very fragile, he pulled me all the way to the room.

I still replied in a tone as gentle I could make during a quarrel: I was enjoying the rains when you brutally disrupted it.

Now Neil's volcano was climbing it peak.

Neil: I disrupted your time with rain ha. Crack a better joke Avni. I was myself making food for you. Aleast attempting to make something that you would like but when I came up you were nowhere. Do you even understand the gravity of the situation. I thought I lost you again. Before my fairy world could be settled, it got shattered. I mean do you even care about me. You could at the least tell me where you were but no, you just had to go behind the rains. These rains will last for sometime so why run behind it and that too ditching someone who is your forever.

How dare he question my love for him. I mean he asked me whether I care about him. The answer of us I do not care about myself but caring for him comes automatically.

I tried to maintain a fairly nice tone and told: Neil ofcourse I would be in the house itself or you do lack faith in the security system set up by you, yourself.

I could not help adding the last part of it. Neil was boiling in anger and he told things he did not mean when he is angry.

Neil: I have complete faith in the security system and myself but the truth is that I cannot completely trust you and my misfortune was that I had to fall so madly for a person who has very little affection for me or why would she like to snatch my breath off my lungs.

Now I had tears in my eyes. He surely cannot mean that. He just told volumes about trust this morning and in an hour or so all of it vanished in thin air. Actually what he said right now must be the truth. He always looks at me with suspicion and his love for me just adds to the degree of it. The thing that was piercing was that he finds my love for him to be something that keeps him scared and irritated.

A drop of tear escaped my eyes. I rubbed it off immediately. The demon finally receded from Neil's head seeing that tear falling from my eyes. He immediately muttered a sorry and was coming towards me to console me but I put my hand in between.

I said: I think I have had enough of what you had to say so please leave me alone.

He tried to reason and said: Look Avi I know what I said was wrong but I have still not got control over my anger. My temper makes more enemies than I deserve so please do not judge me because of what I say when I am angry. Believe me I never mean even a percent of what I say. I would never want to see tears in your eyes. It hurts me. It seriously does. I am the luckiest person to get you in my life who actually rescued me from what I was before I met you. Please....

Before he could continue, I asked him to leave the room and give me some time alone. He looked at me wistfully and longingly but I knew better to escape all of it. I shut the door behind me.

Neil shouted from outside.

Neil: I will stay outside the room until you forgive me.

I just told: I am not angry on you. I just want time to console myself so that I too do not let my temper control our relationship. If one is short tempered the other half has to be the soft spoken one but in our case both of us are perfect competition for each other so its better for us to let me cool down or this would just aggravate.

There was no answer but I could hear him sitting outside. THE NEIL KHANNA sitting outside his own room because of a fight with his wife. Good going.

Neil shouted from the other side: I had made white sauce and red sauce pasta for you. Its getting cold.

I smiled.

Guys hope you liked the update. I am sorry but I am thinking of quitting this book in a few more chapters. Right now I am getting time but very soon I will be having a very hectic schedule. I had actually thought of a larger plot and I know that the actual story has also not begun but I cannot continue. I am very sorry for this.

There is only one way I can make myself continue and that is if you guys accept the idea of me updating not very frequently like maybe once a week or something otherwise I will be forced to quit this book.

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