✒My Hidden Feelings✒

The wall was painted in blue
The rain is pouring down
The shade is on the window
And loneliness is all around.

I know this isn't easy
I've been denying way too long
I've kept pretending
But I can't keep on running.

There's something deep inside me
That's taking me down the road
That's making me feel so blue
That's leading me in insanity.

Yes, my life is so lonesome
For being in love with you
It's a little bit funny
But it's somewhat true.

I keep hiding this feelings
As I cannot cherish you
As you're so arrogant
As my friends are against you.

Now, what should I do?
To forget you I cannot do
To love you, it hurts me so
But to run is a dastard.

I can do nothing but to hide
This hidden feelings of mine
To be a poltroon is better
Than to hear your laughters.

Somewhere in my inner soul
I'm still searching for a way
To get in touch with you
To hold you in my way.

And if that moment will come
I'll make sure you'll different
You'll not be the same man
I used to despise.

You'll be a better man...
Whom I can give my trust and loyalty
Whom I can cherish and adore
Who'll be my love forever.

~✒~✒~✒~

Eiramana325
May 4-5, xxxx