✒My Frivolous Heart ✒

We met in a busy epoch
Our attentions are focused on something
We didn't care at all
Though we're classmate.

But something happened suddenly
Before my heart could know
A strange feeling in my heart
For which, I can't even explain.

Everytime I see you staring
My heart jumps in joyness
As you smile sweetly
I pray will never end.

I ain't sure about this feelings
I don't know if it's just transient
I have to know a side of you
Just to be sure if myself.

But all of my thoughts are about you
Even in my transcedental dream
You alone in my mind
You're always in my heart.

I never want to love you
It happened quite by chance
I juat wanted to be your friend
Not to share a new romance.

We were about to be friend
For sharing is the start
That closeness that started to explore
Have faded because of a beast.

My heart is so tortuous
For you've changed since then
Although you're still staring
But now, it's irritating.

Everytime our way crossed
As if we didn't know each other
We didn't even recite a single word
As if we're not acquainted.

Now, I'm living in despair
I'm wide awake but dreaming
All the time I keep pretending
All the time I acted so brave.

But deep inside, I'm dying
My mind tells not to love you
But my heart keeps on beating
And it's still belongs to you.

So, teach me to hate you
Teach me to forget you
Teach my frivolous heart
To stop loving you, my dear!

~✒~✒~✒~
Eiramana325
30.03.xxxx | 18:30