VII

It's only you that i want,
that I need,
that I could have,
But also you weren't mine to keep.

I wanted to be held by you,
feel your hands on me,
Your lips on my skin,
I wanted you to feel what I had felt for you.

And I have a deeply hidden
And inarticulate desire for something beyond,
It's an inclination, disposition.

an impulse, a craving, a yearning.
My fifth sin wasn't as ruining,

But yet it has taken every part of me to not think of.
A libido for you, a sensuality,

Lust to take all that I had to give,

And I'd given it--