Gajeel POV

  I laid out on my bed, sleepless for hours, yesterday had my punching my walls, had me feeling totally useless and I had no control of this side of me, I didn't want her to hate me, I knew she did, I just knew she felt horrible and neglected, which I had never intended, I just didn't want to face this feeling, it was 12:30 in the morning and I had my pajamas on this,my hair nappy and unwashed,  my teeth unbrushed, my house uncleaned, my friends constantly texting me to see how I was. But none from Levy, nothing.
  I got up and for some reason went out of my apartment for the first time in two days and got some fresh air. I held my lighter and cigarettes and lit one, I heard heard the birds chirping and young people walking around,  not looking like a total loser like myself. I took a long drag, which felt so relieving,  levy always yelled at me when I smoked in front of her, what she never understood is it kept me from beating everyone's heads in when I was under pressure, it was better then booze in my opinion that I stopped, only cause of Levy, she dunked all my booze after a week of us meeting and I raised hell about it, I yelled at her for days as I had withdrawals, but she knew what I said wasn't intentional, she knew I was stronger then the urge. She was right, she was always right, she was always helpful. She still IS helpful.
  By the time I knew it I smoked two more and then headed back inside, I had my mind cleaned, when I got into the apartment, my phone was ringing.    
  "You guys will never give up." I said but then stopped when I read the contact name.  LEVY.
  I immediately picked it up and answered the phone, I didn't say anything, I listened as I heard her breath drawl in.
  "Hey...um, are you busy tonight?"
  "Um, I, ah, I, no. No I'm not." I paced the room feeling antsy.
  "Can I come over tonight?" I froze.
  "Really?"
  "Yeah?"
  "...of course." I said. I heard her sigh.
  "Okay, I'll be over after 5."
  "See ya then." She hung up, I took the phone away from my ear, I get to see her tonight. 
  "Fuck." I said, "oh fuck!" I laughed and smiled.