Pregnancy Info: Right, you think you might be pregnant, so why not confirm it with a pregnancy test, some of them now a days are digital, which means you can indicate how far into the pregnancy you are! Also the accuracy is very good, roughly about 99% so if it indicates your pregnant, its highly likely that you are!

Baby info; The baby is the size of a grain of rice (about 4-5 mm in length), Also, their vital organs are beggining to form.

Friday 14th November 2012 (6 weeks, 3 days)

Alexie's POV

I still hadn't taken the test, although I should have weeks ago. I needed to know if I was pregnant, I've been feeling off for weeks, but I'm being stubborn like normal and trying to avoid the truth. I had unprotected sex. I lied about taking the pill. This is my problem to fix and I will do it without telling James.

Right, I have to take it, but I can't. No come on Lexi. You need to take it, your future could take 2 different paths. You need to know.

There was a knock at the door, I pushed test back in the box and shoved it back where I left it last time.

"Lex babe? are you okay, I made you breakfast" I heard Jess through the door. I was sharing a flat with her whilst the boys were in the X factor. It was a few roads away so I could be nearer to James. Tears were forming in my eyes.

I unlocked the door, I slumped myself against the bath. I pulled my knees into my chest and just continued to stare at the floor.

"Alexie" I heard her say, she sounded concerned.

"I suppose" I tried to smile, I looked up at her. She was wearing one of Barclay's shirts which drowned her. She was carrying a plate full of toast and water.

"Whats up Lexi?" Jess asked as she sat beside me and placed her arm around my shoulders. "I heard you being sick again earlier, are you sure your alright?" She asked sweetly.

Oh hey Jess, I'm 17 and pregnant. You know, the norm. I thought to myself. I managed to hold my tongue. How was I meant to tell her I was pregnant? With my best friend.

"I-I-I-I might be p-p-p-pregnant" I quickled stuttered.

Well that was easier than I thought. She's going to shout,demand the details.

"Really?" She smiled.

"Yeah, I've not had a period, not since James left for the X factor house in September" I added.

"Right, eat some breakfast, we need to go to the shop and get you a pregnancy test, we need to take it and see if you are having a baby. I won't tell the boys I promise and once we know the outcome we will talk details" she smiled as she got up quickly. Holding her hands out to help me up.

She pulled me into a hug and I just burst into tears.

"Don't cry Lex, we will sort this, promise" she said reassuringly as she rubbed my back.

"I couldn't do this without you" I sniffled into her shoulder. "Wait aren't you meant to be with Barc today?" I said looking up at her, tears still rolling down my cheeks. She nodded.

"This is way more important than a cup of coffee with my boyfriend, he won't mind, I'll just see him this evening" she smiled again.

This girl was my rock. I was so glad I met her 6 weeks ago, I'm glad she had a spare room. I'm glad we bonded.

"Thank you" I muttered quietly.

I walked into my room and threw myself onto the bed. I placed my hand over my stomach and closed my eyes. If I'm pregnant, an abortion will be the best way to go. I couldn't be pregnant, I mean I can't forfeit James' career let alone mine. I couldn't gorier my own either. I wasn't a journalist yet, but imagine the story plastered all over the press. 'James Graham is going to be a father with his secret lover'. I'm the writer of the stories, not the topic.

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Jess pulled into the car park and parked her car near the entrance of the store, I hated being sick all the time. I felt all achy and crampy and just felt like pure shit.

"Do you want me to go in for you?" Jess turned to look at me.

"Please" I muttered. "I feel too sick to move" I added.

"I'll be 5 minutes" she smiled before stepping out of the car and into the shop.

I looked down at my stomach. There was so much to take in. There's so much more to endure. Numerous scans and pains, aches and sickness. Could I really be strong enough to do this? I have Jess' support but I don't know if that's enough.

I hated thinking, I day dreamed out of the window. Awaiting Jess' return.

I saw her smiling as she walked out of the shop, a bag in her right hand. Bloody hell, it was time. I inhaled and exhaled deeply and quickly before she got back in the car, plopping the bag on my lap.

"I didn't know what type you wanted, so I brought you 2 kinds" she said sweetly.

"How, How much do I owe you?" I questioned, opening my purse.

"Don't be silly, nothing" she smiled before clicking her seatbelt in place.

"T-thank you" I stuttered. I pulled the seatbelt over my stomach gently and carefully. Before dazing out the window again as we drove home.

Jess kept laughing as I kept complaining that I needed to pee every five minutes on the way home. I couldn't crack this. Not for 9 months either.

When we got back to the flat, I ran off quickly, I bounded up the stairs and tried to open the door with my key, my hands were so shaky. I kept dropping the keys too. I was trying to cross my les too. Then I felt sick, I placed one hand over my mouth and finally managed to open the door.

I ran into the bathroom because I felt like my bladder was going to explode or I was going to be sick. I had to hold my pee until I had to take my test.

"OH FUCK" I grunted. I left the bag in my car, then suddenly a wave of sickness hit me. I fell to my knees and shoved my head in the toilet bowl.

Jess was stood in the doorway with my bag.

"I think you forgot these" Jess chuckled.

She came in and placed them next to me. She rubbed my back. I turned around and wiped my mouth with the back of my hand.

"I'll leave you to do what you need too, I'll be outside when you need me" she smiled before walking out and gently closed the door behind her.

I sighed and picked them up. I sat with my back against the toilet. I crawled over to the bathroom cupboard, I reached in and found the box from earlier. The pill box. I shoved it back into the cupboard. I hated counting the pills. The ones I had missed, they didn't fill me with confidence.

I walked over to the toilet and pulled the first box out, I grabbed the test. I placed it between my legs and peed on it, I then removed it and placed it face down in the sink. I bent down towards the second test and I repeated the procedure and I then did the same with the final test.

The next three minutes dragged on forever. I finished up and called out for Jess.

"Jess, I'm done" I called out shakily.

She appeared at the doorway. She came in and gave me a hug.

"Lex, I'm here for you, even if the father isn't. I will come to scans and help you if you are pregnant" she soothed me.

"Thank you" I squeaked out.

My phone beeped.

The time was up.

I walked over the bath hessitently and picked each test up,

Positive.Positive.Positive.

I looked at Jess.

"Lex, your gonna be a mum " Jess smiled.

Oh fuck.