Sunday 12th October 2014 - Still James' birthday.

James' POV

"Love you" we both said in unison. We stared at one another, our eyes darting across each others faces.

"I didn't know" she blushed.

I raised my hand and placed it on her cheek, our foreheads touched. Smiling at one another.

It took all the courage and bravery we had before I kissed her. I leant in and kissed my best friend.

The kiss was light and gentle. It felt beyond perfect.

I could feel her smile against the kiss. I pulled away quickly.

"Why'd you stop?" She whispered, looking slightly disappointed.

"Your my best friend, I don't want anything to change, I want it to be me & you, best friends forever" I answered.

"Best friends can sleep together" she winked.

"We've slept together before, we normally do" I added.

"No, I want to sleep with you" she smiled,emphasising the sleep bit.

"Things will change" I looked straight into her eyes.

"They won't, now kiss me Graham" she grunted, before she kissed me again. This time much harder and more passionately than the first time.

I just allowed my body to give in. I craved her touch, her sweet floral scent filling the basement. I could feel my knees going weak, I had to use every ounce of strength I had to make sure I remained upright.

Her hands wrapped around my neck, she began playing with the hairs on the back of my head, not interrupting the heated kiss which was only increasing in intensity.

The basement was empty, except from a few lights so we could see what we were doing.

Lexxie stopped the kiss quickly, placing one hand on my beating heart. The other one remained tightly around my neck.

"James, I want you to take me upstairs" she stated.

"To bed?" I questioned. "Your bed" I quickly corrected myself.

"No silly, I want you in my bed" she smirked.

"Lexxie, I love you but this isn't a good idea babe" I tried informing her.

"James, can you not let me have one night to have fun and go wild? I'm sick of being sensible, responsible Alexie Sandford, can I just let my hair down and to go wild without thinking about the consequences?" She pouted.

"Okay" I finally gave in.

"I'll race you? Room on the top floor, at the end with the balcony?" She smiled. I nodded, her soft plump lips met my forehead. Before she kicked her shoes off and began bounding up the stairs.

I was just stood there, alone. I wanted to sleep with Lexxie, I longed to be intimate with her. But it isn't worth losing our friendship.

- Alexie's POV -

"James!" I yelled down the stairs.

"Coming" he called back before I heard his footsteps coming up the stairs behind me.

I can't believe I suggested going upstairs with James. Did he really say or even mean that he loved me? Oh was it a spur of the moment kind of thing?

It was too late to turn back. I might be tipsy, but I wanted to let me hair down. I was safe with James. He was sensible, I was sensible, so I'm 110% certain that I won't get pregnant or do something irresponsible.

I snuck past the crowd, before running up another flight of stairs. Passing everyone on the stars, I tried to avoid everyone.

I saw James playing it cool across the floor, trying to stay hidden from everyone. I didn't want everyone know I was heading upstairs to have sex with my best friend.

I found the room, the spare room. It was beautiful, it had a balcony that overlooked the garden. The big bed untouched before.

I took one finally look in the mirror and took a deep breath before James was stood in the doorway.

Looking sexier than I had ever seen him. I just wanted to rip all of his clothes off then and there.

I walked over to the door and reached for his hand. I pulled him in the room and he closed the door.

I kissed him, causing him to loose his footing and fall against the door. His hands stayed down by his sides, so I let go of his face and make them grab my hips. Letting him feel the fabric that clung to my body, as well as letting him know I was ready.

He pulled me up onto my tippy toes. Again, not finishing the deep kiss. I left him against the door as I stood a couple of paces back.

I smiled broadly, as I placed my hands behind my back and locating my zip. I tugged on it and let my playsuit fall to the ground. I watched him watch me in amazement as I shimmed the fabric off my body.

I could see him gasp. I was wearing my favourite black lacy bra and matching pants. This was my way to let him know I wanted him, and I could see him trying to control himself.

"Lex.." He began to stutter.

"Shut up Graham" I replied as I latched onto his jaw bone, placing small, delicate kisses along his jaw. My hands pressed against his chest. I could feel his heavy heart and I pushed my hands in his jacket and down his sleeves, slipping it off his body and chucking it behind me.

He smirked against the kiss. My hands lowered to the hem of his t-shirt, my hands slipped under his top, I could feel his hot stomach, I grabbed the t-shirt and began pulling it over his head. I looked up as it went over his face, my neck was on full display and it was my weakness.

Like felt his kiss on my neck, I moaned slightly. I was feeling my body weakening every second. I discarded his top, he spun me around so now I was against the door. His kisses began to develop into little nips and sucks along my neck and collarbone. My hands went to his trousers, his belt was hard to undo and it was hard to concentrate with him finding my weakness.

His large hands were ontop of mine, he was helping me, so I let him kick his shoes off and shimmy his jeans off.

We were both left exposed in our underwear. It felt perfect. The only light that filled the room was the fairy lights from outside. The environment was perfect.

I grabbed James' face and pulled him towards me, igniting another heated kiss, this time, I tried to get him over to the bed.

As we travelled towards the bed, I was in control, he was stumbling backwards attempting to take his socks off as well as not breaking the heated kiss.

I pushed him on the bed and climbed on top of him. We both began smiling.

"I love you" I beamed.

"I love you too Alexie Drew" James grinned.

His hands found my hips, I sat straddled upon his chest for a minute, seeing how long I could tease him for.

My hands reached for the clasp of my bra. I unhooked it and slid if off my arms, I flung it to the side of the bed.

"Whoops, must of fell off" I giggled.

"Are you sure you want this Alexie?" He asked again.

"James, I want you. I want you to make love to me. I always have, I trust you" I answered whilst leaning down to kiss his nose. And with that he flipped me over gently, he began kissing down my stomach and leaving a trail of kisses.

"James" I hissed "Stop teasing me".

"Sorry babe" he answered before getting a sheet and placing it over our bodies. The cool, crisp sheets felt amazing against our hot bodies.

James hooked his long fingers in the sides of my knickers, I could see the look on his face, he wasn't sure.

I did the same to his, pulling them down instantly. He copied my movement. This was it.

He kissed me again, he ended the kiss.

"Do you have a condom?" He questioned.

I groaned. "I'm on the pill" I answered.

"You sure it's safe?" He asked again.

"James I'm sure, now please can you just do it? I can't wait anymore" I replied.

He began kissing me again, I closed my eyes as we began making love. He was soft and gentle, not like the other guys I had been with before. Although I was nearly 18, I had only slept with 3 other guys.

I placed my arms on James back, I began clawing his back slightly. Moaning slightly, we tried to keep the volume to a minimum, and I was constantly ensuring people wouldn't come in.

As we both reached our climaxes, our sweaty bodies rubbed together. I hit my high and James collapsed beside me.

Both panting and our chests rising we lead together.

"We better clean up, just incase anyone comes in" James suggested. I nodded.

I pulled the sheet around my body, whilst James just walked around naked.

He slipped his boxers back on and folded our clothes on the chair, I pulled my hair into a ponytail and threw James' t-shirt over my head.

We got back into bed, he pulled me close, our legs tangled together. My head resting on his chest.

"Have a good birthday?" I asked.

"Best birthday ever" he smiled as he kissed me.

I closed my eyes and then they shot open again.

Fuck I had forgotten to take my pill.

A/N - that was bloody awful but I wanted a challenge, I hope you like it, next update tomorrow. Remember to comment and vote! What do you think everyone is going to say when they find out, that's if they do! Love _boyband xx