James' POV.

I bolted upright. I felt like I could barely breath.

The hand that once was draped across my bare chest dropped down heavily.

"Baby are you okay?" A female spoke quietly.

"Yeah" I replied.

I rubbed my eyes to see if I was dreaming.

I wasn't but lead beside me was a girl with blonde hair. Alexie didn't have blonde hair. I reached over and pushed the strand of hair out of her face.

What the?

Then I remembered. I had ruined it for Lexi and then we fell out.

I lifted the duvet and realised what had happened. Oh god, Lexi will never find out about this.

I fell back into the pillow and clamped my eyes shut.

All I did was picture Alexie. I saw her face and then I zoomed out. She was cradling a newborn child, wrapped in a fluffy white blanket.

"Look whose woken up baby" she smiled. "It's daddy"

Daddy? What? Am I dreaming again?

I rolled over and buried my head into the pillow.

I couldn't shake the image of Alexie out of my mind. Her captivating smile owned every space in my brain and now I was lying naked next to my band mates girlfriends sister. Man I've fucked up.

Shannon was nice but as was nothing compared to Lexi and her brother was a dick. That and the fact that she's Tom's girlfriend's sister and that is bound to course some form of argument. An unneeded argument.

*Flashback*

January 2010 (Alexie & James are both 14)

I was playing footie with the lads during break time, this was normal for us.

I dashed across the playground and went to tackle my friend Jordan when I kicked the ball much harder than i should have.

I spun around quickly and watched the ball in flight. I gasped as I saw it was going to hit one of the girls from my tutor.

"Alexie!" I shouted out aloud.

She slowly lifted her head up away from her book to see where the noise was coming from and then the ball hit her straight in the face.

She gasped in horror before stuffing her book back into her bag and running off in embarrassment.

I chased after her quickly whilst I could hear cackles coming from the boys.

"Graham hit Alexie in the face" they roared loudly. I decided to ignore them and try and find her.

Thankfully, I found her when I realised she knew the same spot I did. Behind the boys toilets on the west side of the school, you were able to climb up onto a small roof. A perfect place to think and escape reality.

"Alexie" I called up and I saw her slowly peek her head over the guttering.

"What?" She shouted back.

The bell rung loudly and I looked up at her in desperation.

"Fine, come up then" she grumbled before I clambered up the pipes before any of the teachers could see me.

"I'm sorry for hitting you Alexie" I said quietly.

"It's alright, didn't really hurt" she smiled weakly at me.

"Are you sure? You look like you've been crying" I asked her, looking deeply into her deep, brown eyes.

"Yeah, I just broke up with my boyfriend Jay" she whispered.

"I'm sorry Alexie" I said back, trying to comfort her.

"No need to be sorry James, he was a dick" she chuckled slightly, wiping a tear away from her face.

"I didn't know you knew about this place?" I questioned. Quickly changing the subject.

"I saw you come up here last week, during double history" she laughed.

"Fair enough" I replied.

"Why do you come up here?" She asked sweetly.

"To think and to escape reality" I replied.

"Or to run away from your problems?" She shot back with a small smile.

"Yeah, that too" I smiled back.

"James, this sounds silly but do you want to be my friend? I don't really have any since I moved here last year" she asked sweetly, her angelic voice remaining in my ears.

I nodded in agreement.

"Best friends?" She asked again, this time raising her pinky.

"Best friends" I answered, linking my pinky with hers.

*End of flashback*

I loved thinking back to when I met Alexie. My amazing Alexie Drew. She was my incredible best friend and still is, but this baby will ruin my career.

I can see it plastered all over the newspapers. I know Tom has a baby, but he's 21. Chelsea and him had been together for years. She's my best friend, my sister even and there's a chance I could have knocked her up.

What if Barc had a baby with Jess, or even Faye & Chris. It would be okay because they are together, they are all stable and much more mature than I am. Then Alexie is.

Barclay and Jess are saving up for their wedding as well as finding somewhere to call their own home as Man & Wife. Somewhere that isn't Jess' small appartment and our crowded house. Tom & Chelsea have moved out with Bradley. They are scrimping so they can have their perfect wedding. He's been saving for years and so has she.

Then Faye and Chris, they can go back to Ireland. Their families are stable, they have their life planned out. I don't.

It was only 6 months ago and I didn't even know I was part of a band. I nearly walked away and gave up on my dream and a baby will only hinder this.

Then Alexie, she wants to be a journalist, with a baby she won't be free to do this. I can't let her give up on my dreams, but I wasn't about to give up with mine either.

We have the tour soon & we have already began writing and recording for our new album.

I couldn't be a dad. I just pray to god it's Jason's otherwise I am screwed big time.

I don't regret having sex with Lexi. I mean I've wanted to feel her close to me for years, but neither of us are ready for a baby. But I should have used a condom, just to be 100% sure.

"Oh fuck" I cursed quietly aloud.

I glanced over the side of the bed to find a used condom and the pink wrapper on the floor.

I sighed a sigh of relief. At least Shannon and I were safe. I couldn't have two kids. I shuddered at the thought. I don't want any. Not yet anyway.

I tried to calculate how many weeks ago my birthday was. I glanced heavily at the clock on the bedside table.

2.23am - Thursday 1st January 2015.

She was 13 weeks today, and my birthday was 11 weeks ago.

I quickly grabbed my phone and typed in to find out about conception calculators. I have to find out about this baby before it's too late.

Tom used it with Chelsea to see how accurate it was and he was overly impressed with how accurate it actually was.

My fingers where shaky as I filled in the details.

LMP? How the bloody hell am I going to know that? I flicked back through my calendar.

She was complaining she was crampy when I left, which was 29th September, so I'll just use that.

I typed it in quickly and accurately. My heartbeat increased rapidly as I awaited the results.

My jaw dropped and my eyes popped out.

The dates worked out.

Fuck.

I'm about to become a father.

A/N - so the picture at the top is what I actually typed in and that's what I got. I'm leaving her due date at 8th July and not the 6th because it doesn't say an exact conception date but I've made it as accurate as possible. I'm so sorry it's late but my friend thought should was pregnant and another friend was kicked out so I have been mega mega busy! The next couple of chapters are interesting and drama packed.

A few people are going to be in trouble, what do you think has happened & who does it involve? Hope your all loving this story and keep commenting & voting and apologising for an awful chapter, I wanted James' story across. He's worked it out but what's Lexi going to do? And ATM there aren't many characters involved but the lads and the girls will be more involved in a few more chapters because I have it already planned.

Hope you all had an amazing Christmas & sorry it's so late, I had 1001 things happen this week & I PROMISE more chapters will be up. You just need to be patient as I'm on my phone and I have to do a lot of research because some pregnancy stories are so unrealistic it drives me insane!

There will be more James chapters soon as it's important to hear his side of the story too! :')

I've also renamed Jack, his new name is Blake Antony Carter and he is played by Zac Efron, thank you very much!xxxxxx