The Important Information; At this time, the doctor's suggest getting a 12 week scan, this is so they can make sure both mother and baby are fine. They also use this as an opportunity to try and see if there are any health issues to do with the baby. Also, now the baby is getting bigger, it also helps to see how many are in there, so you might be expecting twins!Depending on how early you find out that your pregnant, it's common that this is your first scan, unless you have a high risk pregnancy in which this could be your second or third scan. Your baby now weighs about 13 - 15 grams and is about 4.5/6cm long in length. The baby is now moving around in there, but you are unable to feel this kicks or movements. Also, the baby is now pulling all kinds of facial expressions, like smiling and frowning as well as pushing the lips together. Cute right?

Wednesday 31st December 2014 (12 weeks & 6 days)

Lexi's POV.

I was awoken by a loud knock at my door. I mumbled.

"Morning birthday girl" he chirped.

"Meh, morning" I muttered quietly.

I peeled the duvet away from my body and stood up. Letting out a small stretch.

James walked in and perched himself on the end of my bed.

"James, should I tell everyone else soon?" I asked my best friend as I stared into the mirror.

"It's up to you Lex" he smiled looking down at his phone.

"Am I getting bigger?" I asked.

"Yes, but your glowing" James beamed. "I still think you look beautiful" I smiled to myself.

"Is it noticeable?"

"Only when you were tighter clothes but you wear baggy clothes anyway" he added.

"I know, maybe your right, I'll tell them when I'm ready. When I'm bigger" I smiled to myself. I was hoping id be like my mum when she was pregnant with me, with a small unnoticeable bump.

"Does anyone else know?" James asked.

"Jess" I replied. I didn't want to let him know that Casey knew.

"You might like this then" he smiled as he handed me a little present.

I removed the silver bow that was located on the front. I smiled as I pulled out the t-shirt.

I pulled it over my head and read what it said 'Baby Loading'

"I love it thank you" I smiled.

"I'll be back in a minute" James called before walking out and closing the door behind him gently.

I turned back around and faced the mirror. I pulled the Tshirt tight to my petite frame. I stood sideways and admired the smallest of bumps. Fuck sake.

"Your pregnant?" Someone called out from the door. It was one of the boys.

"What?" Was all I could reply with. Bloody hell Lex.

"Your pregnant?" He asked again.

I nodded slowly. "Just close the door and I'll tell you" I muttered and he followed my wishes.

"How far?" He questioned.

"13 weeks tomorrow" I said towards the floor.

"Oh Lex" he sighed. "Whose the father?"

"Jason" I lied.

"Is he about?"

"Na, he fucked off when I found out" I lied again. I gritted my teeth.

"Does anyone else know?" He asked quietly.

"A few"

"You could have told me Alexie" he spoke softly.

"I know, but I couldn't. I'm sorry" I began to sob.

"Here, come here" he cooed as he opened his arms up wide, gesturing me to come closer.

He kissed my forehead. "I'm here and so are the boys" he smiled.

"Thank you" I managed to croak out.

"Welcome, now I better go, got some things to do" he beamed before quietly leaving. "Remember I'm only a phone call away"

I faced the mirror once again. Jess knew. James knew. Casey knew and now he did.

"Oh baby, why? Why me?" I whispered.

I looked up and saw James leant against the doorframe. He smiled.

"Lex, you'll be an amazing mother, I promise" he tried to reassure me.

And you will be an amazing father, I thought to myself. This was hard, having to mind what I was saying. The less truth James knew, the easier I'd be able to give this baby to a family who love them. That family can give them everything I can't. That James can't. That we both can't.

"Your old now" James chuckled. I flipped him the middle finger.

"Piss off Graham" I laughed.

"Not very ladylike for a mother now is it?" He winked.

I stuck my toubgue out "Since when have I ever cared?" I laughed. He nodded in agreement.

"True"

"James, how do you feel about being one of the only single ones in the band?" I said quietly.

"Well, it's abit annoying sometimes, because everyone's going on dates and stuff and I'm left with the young ones" he began explaining.

"I know how you feel. I'm the only single girl who spends any time at Jess' " I giggled.

"But I've got you and your worth more to me than any girlfriend, and you've got that beautiful baby come July" he smiled widely.

"What would you prefer?" I blurted out quickly and then released what I said.

"What, your baby or my own?" He asked, giggling slightly.

"Whatever" I replied. Oh Lexi, forever keeping it cool.

"I wouldn't mind, I would like 3/4 kids when I'm older" he became to talk. "I'd be happy with a girl first because the Graham's are mostly boys, but then I'd love a boy so he can protect his siblings"

"Got it all sorted haven't you" I giggled. The scary thing is, I wanted the same.

"What would you like?"

"I'd be happy with either I suppose"

"It's got to be like 51% 49% because everyone has a preferred gender" James laughed.

"Maybe a boy" I said quietly. I should never have brought this up because this baby is going up for adoption. "I love little Bradley and it will be nice to give him a little friend" I smiled a conniving smile.

"Or you could have Bradley's girlfriend" he winked. "To be fair, if that was my daughter I wouldn't let her anywhere near the boys kids" he laughed.

"This might sound pretty stupid" I began to ramble.

"Lexi, would you like me to be like a father figure?" James rushed out. Rubbing his right arm awkwardly on his neck.

"You'd do that?" I asked.

"Course, your my best friend" he smiled.

"Oh James" I cooed as he pulled me into a hug.

He squatted down infront of my bump, raised my t-shirt and kissed my stomach.

"Hello in there baby, I'm gonna be your daddy because your real one isn't a man" he whispered whilst placing his huge hand on my skin.

I placed my hands in his hair. This was heartbreaking. In there was either his son or daughter and I am going to take them away from him and he doesn't even know.

A/N - part one of this chapter, was going to write more but this felt like a good way to end it. I've asked before, but what gender would you like and is there any particular names you'd like the baby to be called. Part two will be up later tonight and there's a new character and she's going to ruin everything for Lexi and co. Should Alexie choose adoption? Is James just saying it to be nice? Is James slowly working it out? Who else knows other than Jess, Casey & James. Also it says about 12 week scan but because of my dates and stuff she will have it in 2 chapters time! Comment below :') _boyband xx