Hi, its me, the author.

This update is not gonna be up for much time cause I just wanna say...

I'm sorry.

Like, really really sorry. I never thought I'd be away from wattpad that long but in the end I did. For one side, I think you deserve an explanation,  but for another, there's not really any explanation I can give to justify myself. But I'm gonna explain anyway.

So, there isnt any reason for me to not post another chapter for what? 3 months, or so.

The thruth is that alot of stuff happened during april, and I'm still dealing with the consequenses of that today. Not thats an excuse since I still had time to enter in a new fandom(BNHA and my precious bakudeku/kiribaku, tododeku burn in hell).

I also travelled outside of my country to finland!!! First time leaving my country, travelling in an airplane and travelling alone. It was a robotics event that I was suposed to go with two of my teachers and other 3 girls from mu school, but I ended not being to go in that flight so I went in another one alone. :v
But once more, I had net and I could've wrote and posted in the hotel.

My house was robbed(no one got hurt) and  alot of tecnical problems started hauting our apartment, like canalization, gas and eletric. Of course thats been getting in my parents nerves so the ambient at home hasn't been the best... And I think this is probably one of the main reasons I havent been able to post. For me to write I need to feel inspiration and I gotta be calm, wich I havent been able in the last months... Still, tgere's another thing.

I kiiiiinda got my heart broken a few days after I understood I had a crush on this guy... So, yheaaaaaa

You're all probably, really? And with reason but honestly, I really liked him, and I got into a really bad depression for that. Ridiculous I know.
The thing was my classmates were trying to get us together for ages, and after going trough a pretty bad romantic expirience, I was sure i didnt need more romance in my life for some good years. So i kept denying i liked him from everyone, including myself. But I was really protective and jealous when he was arond others, and, along with other stuff I finally admited I liked him(only to me). Yhea. I hate myself for it too, but life is life, right?

The problem is that he's, confirmed, not interesed in love in the slightest, so yhea. The last time he liked(and dated) someone it also ended very bad, so he doesnt want to step there again. And as much as Im sad about it, i understood. I knew I had to tell him anyaway, so i hinted it in a converstion we were having alone, he understood and turned me down pretty gently and in a disguised way too. Were still friends even tho things got a bit akward after. The problem is, Im very emocional and this took a number on me. I got really bad. I had nightmares about him and my classmates if they discovered I liked him, mixed with my family problems and a few grades issues, I basically became scared of sleeping.I couldn't pay attention in class, and I couldn't find happiness anywhere. I felt pretty for 2 weeks. I went to finland 2 weeks after I confessed and it gave me time to clear my head a bit. Still, i got home and thought about it again and i just got even more depressed. It just really stung. It still does.

Im getting better slowly, the house problems are being resolved, and I had a good talk with my mother to explain how I felt with our home's situation. My BNHA high has been slowed down a bit, and I've updated every comic i used to follow. And I'm trying to get back on track with this booktoo. For now I'll be correcting mistakes and making a closure to chap.4, thats been waiting for one for a month, and I hope i'll see you guys soon.
I just had to take this off my chest... Hope you understand.

If you read it this far, thank you for listening... ^^