6 Month's later........

It was difficult to move on knowing Jaemin was no more. Haechan recovered, yet things were never the same. Mark busied himself with loads of work unconsciously neglecting the child who got his periods that hurt ten times worse than it already did. His body had grown way week after all that crushing but what could he do, nothing at all but curl himself in bed and cry until he actually fell asleep. Mark rarely even visited home anymore. Jeno had been doing the same to Renjun but since they were both equally broken they would both go to work leaving the child, Na Na at his grandmothers. Haechan was often left alone, It hurt, He couldn't go to work and the fact that his soul mate ignored him hurt more. His body loosing a lot of blood made him incredibly dizzy and dehydrated. Yet he would go to work every morning, His CEO boss and so called mate didn't have a second to spare him a glance.

"Haechan bring me those files. " Mark pointed at Jaemin's office.

"Yes sir." The younger nodded walking out rather slowly since his periods made him awfully swore down there.

"Hurry up! I don't have all the time in the world for you to walk like a bride!?" Mark's deep voice felt like a slap across the strawberry blonde face. He tried hard not to cry, his eyes sight getting black. With the greatest difficulty he bought the files to the CEO.

"Check the 5th floor ones for me first. Then the 7th. Got it! Go." Mark snapped his fingers at the quviering brunette and Haechan nodded.

"O-Okay s-sir." Haechan stumbled to his chair, big tears splashed onto the papers as he checked them. Being the innocent child he didnt have the courage to ask the older why he hated him now. Yet the moment Haechan said sir twice at that made Mark curse himself for being an idiot and ignored his baby bear by trying to forget the loss of his best friend. And the trauma of what his serpent of a father might do suddenly was a disturbing fact on the olders chaotic mind.

"W-Why d-dont y-you l-love H-Haechannie a-anymore?" That was it, Haechan started covering his face and sobbing. "I'm going back to mom." The beautiful boy wiped his tears and tried to leave.

"Baby Bear wait!! Im sorry." Mark stood up but Haechan had already left but the olders arms wrapped around the tiny waist hugging Haechan from behind.

"Dont touch me!! You dont love Haechannie anymore. I-If Jaemin live and I-I d-died y-you'd b-be h-happy!" Haechan pushed Mark away but failed the attempt.

"Baby sun I still and always love you. I'm so sorry I ignored you. I was busy and worried for you love. Please dont leave me." The older squeezed the little boy in his arms. "I love you Haechan and please dont ever talk about dying" Mark turned the crying boy around, his golden brown orbs stared down at the flushed boy.

"Y-You d-dont even come home. I black out twice! What if someone broke in?" The golden boy wasnt given an answer but a pair of lips crashed itself on Haechans plump ones.

"H-He's giving me a hell of a lot of work and meetings sweetheart. I promise Id not leave your side. Pinky swear, Hmm?" Mark sighed as he remembered he told Haechan he'd protect him and here he was avoiding the pouting bundle. Haechan nodded as Mark carried him to the office and sat the younger on his lap.

"No. Last time I sat on you lap I had a overflow." Haechan whispered sniffling.

"Are you on periods my teddy bear?" The older gazed his lips on the youngers flushed neck and Haechan pouted nodding. Though he was left alone Jaehyun hyung used keep an eye on Haechan every night though the younger knew nothing.

"Does it hurt?" Mark mumbled audible enough for the boy to nod. "How many days?" The older sighed papers with his free hand.

"Third. It hurts more after recovering. Simba?" Haechan looked up at Marks fine jaw and kissed it.

"Hmm?" The older hummed a hand massaging the cramped thick thighs.

"Dont ignore me again. It hurts so much." Haechan whispered, Mark sighed kissing the soft neck mumbling thousand apologises.

Haechan eventually fell asleep snuggled into Marks chest. After dont with all the work the older carried his lover bridal style to his car. He frowned seeing Lucas hidding behind the shadows as soon as they came out.

"Mark? Where are you looking at?" Haechan stirred his hand lazily spread across Marks thigh.

"Your stalker!" Mark growled at the sight of Lucas lurking around his soul.

"He's been around a lot lately. Im scard that I might end up getting caught. Even If I did I know you'd find me." Haechan was as pale as a chalk but managed to smile at the older who drove off into the evening twilight.

"Im sorry I put you through so much baby. Jungwoo and Jaemin died due to my fathers corrupted mind." Mark sighed deeply pulling into the house in the woods.

"Its not you fault. No one hates you Mark." Haechan smiled sweetly as he was carried into the familiar warmth of the cozy home.

"But I couldnt protect them." The older removed the youngers jeans and shirt leaving him with only boxers and socks.

"You were helpless baby lion. Your father deserves a punishment. Mark can I eat before my shower. I havent eaten since morning." Haechan pout and Mark lifted him sitting him up on the counter. As he rolled his sleeves up and and pulled his tie down to cook he remembered Jaemin and looked at Haechan.

"Haechannie misses Jaeminnie too." The baby boy sniffled and Mark hugged the youngers waist buring his face into the golden bare chest. The two souls in love did not notice the man standing behind their kitchen window and leaving.