"Sometimes, the person you would take bullet for..
ends up being the one behind the gun"
is this quote true?

well in sanyukta's case it is
& the person behind the gun is none other than randhir!!!
you know why?
she was so blind in love that she forgot the main purpose of her life
she forgot about her dreams
her parents expectations
everything!!!

her 8th & 9th results were not so good
her performance was really poor!!!
her parents were not at all happy with this!!
they were worried if she will continue like this then what will be her 10th results?

"sanyukta what is this?
we didn't expect this from you
you clearly know right how important it is to score good marks in 10th? orelse you won't get admission in good college!!!
by looking at your 8th & 9th marks we are ssly worried you will get good marks in 10th or not?
juz think about how will your relatives will react if they come to know about your poor performance?
look at der kids how they are scoring good marks & look at you!!!
its high time you should get serious about your career orelse you won't reach anywhere in life ahead" her mom scolded her

she felt bad
her mom was right but then why she needs to be so harsh?
why she needs to compare her with others?
what others score it's not necessary that she should also get high scores like them!!
All are different in der own way
why do parents have to compare der kids with others?
don't they trust der kids?
& why they have to worry what will relatives will think etc etc?
okay she didn't score good marks she accepts that & now she will try to work on it but why they need to be so rude?

she ran away from der to her room & started crying
it was all randhir's fault
she neglected her studies for him!!
this first crush thing was a big distraction
she was not like this before
she always made her parents proud but now she ruined everything!!!
she wanted to go back in time & change everything

"I need to do something
this is not right
how can I neglect my studies?
I need to stay away from randhir
I need to work hard on my 10th studies
I don't like the way mom was scolding me I won't give her another chance to complain
i'll prove myself
all I need to do is stay away from all the distractions" she decided but she was not fully satisfied with this option
how can she stay away from randhir?
is this really possible?
she clearly knows how much she loves him
can't she manage both?
she thought

"I think i'll get mad
I need some fresh air" she wiped her tears & decided to out on walk to clear her mind

Der comes a time when you realise you are on your own
& you juz have to suck it up
no whining
no complaining
no expecting
coz in the end disappointment is evitable!!!

after walking aimlessly for 20mins she finally understood this
it's not randhir's fault
he didn't told her to have crush on him!!
he didn't even say he likes her!!!
she is the one who expected alot from him
she is the one who became so blind in all these things!!!
now der is no point in crying & complaining
it's better she work hard from now on
& about randhir?
well let's see how it goes in 10th?
but now her first priority will be her studies & not him!!!

...
TBC

Thnku ^_^

sorry if it was not that good
m trying to write from two days but then m not getting time!!
I get so tired that I don't feel like writing😛
u guys need to adjust for few days with boring updates until I get used to my new schedule😂