Chapter 21: Pain
First of all before you or who ever is reading my book started reading this chapter, i just wanna say that i'm kinda getting tired of this book. I'll probably discontinue it, delete it or something. I'm loosing interest in writing this book to the point that i'm probably just writing some cr*p just to finish it.
So yeah just wanna say that i have a choice to discontinue it or just delete it.It might be a waste because i've already wrote like 24 chapters and have 400+ reads and 70 or 71 votes but yeah, i'm getting tired and uninspired already. I'm not sure if i'll delete it, i'm just saying that i'm growing tired already and i have a choice to delete or discontinue it.
Iris's POV:
Another day of school which means, another f*cking day to see Isabella. I can't keep lying you know. I feel sick for acting kind toward her but the truth is i just wanna slap her. She's so fake, China would be ashamed
(Author: Ohhh~ P.S. i'm not giving hate or shame on China. I think China is such a cute and great country. This is just a fictional book, nothing serious about)
She's faker than China, i feel sorry for her. Why would she live her life as a fake a** b¡tch? Can't she just be true to her self and just tell me that she wants my boyfriend back but course i won't give her what's mine. I mark my territory and no one would take that away from me
I was walking through the hallway but i felt someone's presence near me. I looked behind but there's no one, hmm weird. As i kept walking, i hear someone's foot steps behind me but yet again there is no one behind me
I just continued walking and ignored that someone might be behind me and stalking me if possible. Once i sat down, i continued the left over homework i couldn't finish last night because i was tired and fell asleep
I have to find out sooner what she's planning about, i'm dying of curiosity here. If ever i won't, i have to outsmart her in everything that she might do. Whatever she might blow at my way, i'll find a way to avoid it no matter what
I was so focused on doing my homework, i didn't saw Xian enter the room
"Good morning my sweet, innocent, and cute bunny" he chanted sweetly and smiled brightly at me. The smile that always make me blind on how bright it is. How can he smile at such situation that i'm worrying about? Aish, doesn't matter as long as he's happy and bright
"What's with the bunny nickname you just said? And what's with the bright smile? It's too early" I said half sleepy, still tired from all the commotion i'm dealing with
"Hmm nothing~ i'm just really happy to see you today~" he hugged me and pat my head, just the way i like it. Wait i smell suspicion
"Are you doing this just to make up for me because of what happened yesterday?" My voice sounded muffled because of my head resting on his chest
"Hehe you caught me. I just didn't want you to be mad at me, i feel guilty" he smiled bitterly and scratched the back of his head. Well it's his fault because he let her do that. I feel quite happy though because he's making up for his mistakes
"It's alright, just don't do it again. Actually my first decision was to make you wait for about a week or so but then you making up for your mistake made me rephrase my thought" i caressed his cheek and smiled genuinely at him
"Heyyy guys good morning~" Isabella chanted with a cute high pitched voice that made me irritated to get everyone's attention inside the classroom
"Hey Isa" Xian greeted back once Isabella made her way towards us after putting her bag down at her desk. Ugh! Way to ruin our moment Isabella. She's always at the right time to ruin my mood. I was already exhausted this morning then her high pitched voice added
"Ugh who owned that high pitched voice? It sounded like a dying rat voice" Alex open the door with her usual irritated and sleepy face. She stuck out the lollipop inside her mouth before she talked. If i was a boy, i wouldn't think twice to fall in love with Alex, she's just so cool and beautiful at the same time. Now i understand why Max like her
"Good morning Alex~" Isabella greeted her. Alex walked towards our way and sat at my desk while giving the most intimidating look she can to Isabella
"My morning is and will always be bad whenever your around so don't greet me "good morning" because it will constantly be a bad morning" Alex hissed at her
"Alex you didn't have to so mean towards her" Xian decided to defend his so called childhood girl best friend after some quite time of Alex roasting her with words
"If only you know Xian, if only you know. You naive boy" Alex whispered the last part, i heard it but another than me, no one did
"What was that?" He questioned Alex because of the un-audible whisper she spoke. I was actually happy that he didn't heard it the first time she said it
"No, nothing, i said nothing that will concern you" i smiled in relief once i saw a satisfied look on Xian's face knowing he believed on what Alex said. He really is very naive. Can't he tell if someone is lying or not? If he does then it would be easier for me to shove the truth to Isabella's caked up face
"What's that all about?" Isabella asked out of no where just to break the awkward silence among the room. It's still early like 6 in the morning so there's not a lot of people inside the classroom. It's just me Xian, Isabella and Alex here
"Hmm it's nothing to concern you Isa~" i said mimicking her high pitched squeaky voice. Alex noticed my intention and laughed silently while looking at me. I saw irritation through her eyes, i smirked
"Hehe okay then~" she replied with a cheery voice. She really outstand her acting, fighting herself to not hit me in front of my boyfriend because she knows what will happen if she did. One point for me again
Isabella's POV:
Ugh! This girl is making me crazy. She's so b¡tchy towards me at all time, like can't she just stop beating me in every action i do?! Whatever i fire towards her she quickly dodge it and make me feel like a loser. I just can't seem to find a way to win against her. Unless...
Iris's POV:
After a couple of hours, a lot of students have been arriving and that being said, class has started. It was really boring like, it feels like i was waiting for a thousand of years and i'm slowly dying. Minutes by minutes, i feel myself getting older and getting sleepier. After what felt like eternity, the bell had finally rung indicating that it's break time
"Okay class at the Christmas event our class will be hosting the play of Romeo and Juliet. Be sure to audition for your desired character. Class dismissed." Ohh yeah forget to mention we have drama class. Like what? Do we even need that? If i want to be a doctor, do i need good acting skills? Whatever, but knowing acting Isabella wouldn't even bother to practice because she'll easily ace it
"Let's go before the line in the cafeteria becomes long" Xian held my hand and both of us walked heading to the cafeteria. It felt really nice and sweet, i miss this feeling. The feeling that no one would interrupt our peaceful moment. I smiled sweetly
"What are you smiling about princess?" He asked me with a sweet tone like usual. Okay not complaining that we're both really sweet now but it's too much sugar for me or any person can handle
"Hehe nothing my prince~" he's just so cute like i just can't. How can i fall for his cuteness? I know and i'm gonna say it first, i'm always falling and getting tricked by his cuteness
(Author: tss gross, too much sweetness. I don't even know how i came up with this crap *marupok talaga si Iris*)
We arrived at the cafeteria earlier than expected and got our food immediately. I was enjoying my food peacefully when i accidentally spilled my drink all over my shirt. 아이구 (Aigoo) my original clumsy self. I stood up and excused myself from my friends and my boyfriend to go to the restroom to clean up and change into a clean shirt. Good thing i brought an extra shirt today
(Author: If you are an ARMY, you would get what's on the shirt UwU)
I changed into this together with the denim skirt that i was already wearing. When i was washing my shirt. Letting the water run through my shirt, washing off the strawberry smoothie i drank, i felt someone's presence behind me
I kicked my foot from the behind and i heard a groan from the girl. I turned around and saw the person i was expecting. Tch! I wasn't even surprised she attempted to hurt or attack me behind my back. I was already expecting it from her, i was just waiting for her to reveal her true colors in front of my eyes
"So? Finally showing your true color? You finally got tired of being fake and decided to face me with your real attitude? Or should i even say real? That word doesn't fit your vocabulary" i scoffed at her, disgusted by her action. I was fed up by her fake attitude. She stood up and tried to slap me but i caught her hand just in time before her filthy hand touch my face
"You don't have the right to say those awful words to me! You don't know what i've been through, you stole my everything. You stole him from me, you cruel monster" she replied to my mock towards her and retrieved her hand back from my grip. I guess she's strong enough to do that
"Isabella, don't live your life like this. Stop being fake and for once be true to your self. You can always start over and get your childhood best friend back. I'm sorry if i took him away and he became my boyfriend but i can't just easily give him away because i feel bad for you. We love each other very much and he's the sunshine of my life" i told her with pure joy and love in my heart
"But did you even once considered how i felt? Did you even considered when he told you that i liked him back then and he's my childhood boy best friend? No! You just wanted her for yourself, you selfish b¡tch" she loudly yelled at me but not loud enough to be heard outside of this bathroom
I slapped her with all my might, tears brimming out of my eyes. I couldn't believed she just called me selfish, she said i didn't considered how she felt and the worst it that she said that i just wanted him for myself
"I've had it! I understand that you're heart broken because you lost your childhood best friend to me but you don't know what i've been through. I kept trusting him when he told me to give you a second chance. I know that you can feel great jealousy and grief in your heart for losing your first love but please Isabella, stop being dumb for once! He doesn't love you and get that straight in your head please, stop hurting yourself, i understand your pain because i'm a girl too. Please just stop already. You're not only hurting others but yourself. Do it for your own sake, stop before the pain dig even deeper" i said wiping my tear stained cheeks. I've had it with her dumbness. I just wish my message to her gets her mind straight
"I'll never stop until you finally know where you belong to" she said to me with venom and jealousy in her voice but pain in her eyes. This girl..
"Just remember what i said Isabella, stop before the pain dig even deeper. Please stop before that happens" i told her before walking out of the bathroom with my wet shirt in my hands heading straight to the lockers to store it in my locker
I can't it with this girl. She's clearly been hurt enough but she keeps faking it and showing her jealousy face, hiding all the pain she's feeling. I hope in the end, she'll get the right guy for her and all the pain she's feeling right now would all disappear. I just wish she can be more honest to herself
And that's a wrap of chapter 21 of the story
This was kinda delay because i was planning to update every week before Christmas break ends so yeah..kinda late sorry
Today i wrote 2300+ words and i'm kinda proud
I'm working hard to end this book because by the time flies, i just wanna discontinue it
I'll try to update faster and finish this crappy book faster before i decide to discontinue it
I'm still glad because some are actually still reading this piece of garbage that i'm writing 🤧❤️
Thank you very much to the people who are still reading this
Have a good night/day everyone
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